Chapter 940： People are not infatuated with young people

With a soft voice, he couldn't help but blurt out.

Emptiness, surprise, and excitement flashed in empty spirit's eyes. However, a breeze struck, as if the soft light in his eyes was blown away, and even the warmth on him was taken away.

She had just wanted to go up, but was rusty and cold in the eyes of him.

Obviously she had just felt the joy of seeing her at the moment, but in the blink of an eye, it became an illusion.

"Xiao Yan, what are you doing here?" Ethereal smiled lightly, not in a warm tone, as if he had just met an ordinary friend.

Many words wanted to rush out, but at this moment, she seemed to be choked by her throat, and those words were inexplicable.

"I—" She pursed her lips, and then said quickly, "Listen to him and they say that you come out of the free clinic, and if you are too busy, then come out and see, I'm idle but also idle."

The ethereal eyes swept across her empty hands, knowing that she was lying and had been together for so long. Once she lied, the thumb and index finger of her right hand would always involuntarily pinch the index finger of her left hand.

Although he didn't know why she had to make up this lie, he wouldn't go through her, just like before.

"It's almost there, you can go back to another house. If you have a problem, go first." He still smiled politely.

Cheng Yanluo froze, her pupils shrank, as if there was something wrong?

Yes, only then did he look at his own eyes, without the previous affection, and some were just indifferent, as if he were treating a familiar stranger.

Why did it suddenly become like this?

She couldn't figure it out.

At this time, when Emperor Ling turned around and was about to leave, she was so hot that she couldn't care much, and rushed to him immediately, blocking his way.

"Smoke, do you have anything else?" There was a gleam of surprise in the ethereal eyes, but it quickly returned to peace.

"I have something to tell you." She ignored the unfamiliarity she had just given her, and dared to look up at him with courage.

Emptiness glanced elsewhere, "OK, you say."

"I, I--" She opened her mouth, but it was like a jam, and she didn't know where to start.

"If it's not important, wait until you think about it next time." Ethereal had a hunch, and the words she wanted to say would change his decision in the past few days.

After saying this, he didn't hesitate to get over her.

"It's important!" She said quickly.

He paused.

She turned back in front of him again, raising her head, her eyes rippled firmly.

"Murong, I thought about a lot of things during my time in the army. I thought about the days when we were in the division. I remembered what you told me to leave, and the years I spent alone after you left."

"These memories, in the years you were away, I kept thinking about it. At that time, every time I think about it, I resent you once, and feel that it is you who destroyed our past beauty and vision of the future. But now , I was thinking more about how you lived in the years when I was not with you. "

When she said that, her eyes flashed with water.

She closed her eyes, and when she said the first sentence, she suddenly found out that her thoughts were not so difficult. She let go of her tense emotions and continued straightly.

"After going through these battles, I realized that in fact, you have had a hard time in the past few years, it is not easy, and you can appreciate your feelings about making this decision,"

Only when people are immersed, can they really realize the alternative thinking.

"If it were me, maybe I would make the same decision as you, but you are more righteous than me, and dare to take responsibility. Although I have complained and hated you for so many years, at this stage, I found , Personal love and hate in the world of home, between life and death, is too small. "

Ethereal looked at her in amazement, and did not expect to hear these words from her mouth. He thought that he would never hear again in this life, and his heart seemed to be surging, rolling, and turbulent throughout his heart.

I saw her look at him with blame, "Murong, I'm sorry, I am too selfish, I still live in the past, and don't want to break free and live with you, just thinking about my grievances."

"Although I can't forgive you for leaving me, I don't want to lie to myself at this moment."

When she talked about it here, the ethereal heart suddenly mentioned it, and fixed her eyes on her.

"In the years you were away, I never stopped thinking about you."

"In these years of reunion, I have never let go of my feelings for you."

These two words seemed to explode into his ears, and he felt his feet float, as if dreaming.

It turned out that Xiaoyan was like him. His heart was surrounded by heat and he was ecstatic. He moved his lips to say what he wanted to say, but his words seemed to be restrained. An idea came into his mind, and he instantly passed the heat Water it down and freeze it.

At this time, Cheng Yanluo didn't notice the change in his look, condensed the remaining courage in his heart, and then let out.

"Murong, I want to give our future a chance to start again. Would you like to?"

She drew up the courage to speak the words hard and straightforwardly.

She knows that most women are ashamed to express love boldly, but she never feels that taking the initiative is a mistake.

If you feel like this life, it is necessary for this person. It doesn't matter if you lose your face, it will be flattened if you let him back later.

However, the words seemed to dissipate in the air, silent and without any response.

She couldn't help looking up at him, and what caught her eyes was his calmness and indifference, and she was subconscious.

At this time, she heard him speak.

"Xiao Yan, I'm surprised, and I'm very happy, you will say this to me openly, thank you for understanding me."

She must look at him.

"But I'm sorry, I may not be able to go on with you again."

Emptiness lowered his eyes, didn't look at her, and said it wordlessly, he felt Ling Chi a moment in his heart, but on the surface it was still light and light.

"Why, why?" She widened her eyes in disbelief.

"When a person no longer wants to spend the rest of his life with someone, what do you think it is?" Ethereal didn't answer her question directly.

why?

Because I don't love anymore.

Cheng Yanluo bit his lip and looked at him with red eyes. "You mean, there is no place for me in your heart?"

"Yes," he responded with pursed lips.

For a moment, the sky was falling apart, and she could not see anything in her eyes, only her ears clear and decisive.

"Time has worn away my feelings for you, and I have no way to go with you, sorry, Xiaoyan."

Sorry, Xiaoyan.

He said sadly in his heart.