On a calm afternoon, Xiao Xu received a letter from Kyoto. That afternoon, he did not leave the camp.
Chu Qingyan stood under the tree outside the camp, watching the closed camp, standing for a long time.
Until Jinxin appeared behind her.
"Master." When there is an outsider, he calls her son, and when there is no outsider, he still calls her master.
"Be honest, have you ever wanted to do anything in this life?" Chu Qingyan turned his back to him and asked lightly.
I would like to answer after thinking about it carefully, "The subordinates have their own memories in their minds. In the past five years, their lives are too long to budget too early. However, in the minds of their subordinates, what they have always wanted to do is to protect the master. Let you suffer no harm. "
Chu Qingyan was touched a little and then smiled softly, "I believe that in a person's life, it ’s not long or short, and you do n’t have to take protection as a task. You have already joined the army, and you have your own Heaven and earth, in the future you will have more things you want to do, and there will be people you want to protect. "
Jinxin looked at her back and did not answer. Although he felt that the master said everything is reasonable, but at this time he did not want to obey. Maybe he would indeed have more things he wanted to do and people who wanted to protect. He will never forget the first and most wanted thing to do since his memory.
It's just that he doesn't have to speak to the master. Action is more important than words.
Chu Qingyan didn't hear the sound behind her, and she didn't care. She looked far in the direction of Jiangnan, her eyes were faint, and some unrecognizable emotions were flowing inside.
The scorching sun in summer made her feel a little stunned at the moment.
If you have to go through some hardships before you can do what you want to do, then you can get rid of these obstacles.
Her eyes became firm, and she resolutely retracted her eyes, then turned and patted Jin Xin's shoulder, "Go ahead."
Then she strode towards the big ice block's tent.
I would like to look at her back in amazement slightly, although they are all the same, but he can feel that the master at this time has a little hesitation and a little more calmness than just now.
He couldn't help laughing, master, no matter what you decide, his subordinates swear to follow!
When Chu Qingyan opened the curtain, a scent of wine burst out.
She frowned. The big ice cube was a self-disciplined person. Even if the soldiers were drinking and celebrating in the camp, he didn't drop the wine in order to stay awake enough, but at this time he actually drank. Was his mood down to the bottom?
There was a distress in her eyes, and she continued to move forward with a footstep.
On the desk, all the official letters were pushed aside, and a jug and a bowl were set, and he leaned on the back of the chair, his elbows were on the armrest, his palm was on his forehead, and his expression was unclear. Unknown sadness.
Chu Qingyan was subconscious, and at his feet, he didn't know what to kick and made a noise.
The person behind the desk spoke softly, his voice far from the sky, "Who?"
There was no such mellow sound, and some were just negligent without a strong wind.
I don't know why, it feels like a wind is bumping lightly in my heart, and I don't hear the echo, some only the sound of the wind whistling, empty, and then a little pain.
Xu didn't hear the other's response. Xiao Xu pressed his eyebrows, then raised his eyes slightly, and saw the man with wet eyes standing in front of his eyes.
Xiao Xu froze, Xu didn't expect her to appear here at this time.
Chu Qingyan walked over, picked up the jug on the table, put it in his hand, and was empty.
The residual wine was strong and made her head faint.
The mist at the bottom of the eye blinked, let it evaporate, then she grabbed the jug and turned, complaining, "It turns out that you are hiding here and drinking secretly! You do n’t call me for such a good thing! What else is good for you? It ’s hard to be treated like you, so you're taken for granted? ”
The dissatisfied tone and the eyes widened at this moment made Xiao Xu think that the tears that had just appeared in her eyes were all illusions.
Xiao Xu smiled bitterly, "What a good thing to drink here? Next time I will take you to drink something else."
"Not a good thing, you still drink alone?" Chu Qingyan tossed the jug in his hand, playing.
Xiao Xu looked at her innocent appearance, bending the corners of her mouth, but felt a bitterness in her mouth, and suddenly the whole person had an inexplicable tiredness.
Chu Qingyan turned his head and saw that there was something wrong on his face, his eyes must be, he couldn't help lowering the jug, going around his back, reaching out and pressing on several acupoints on his head, and then expertly assisted him with **** Press.
As a result of her pressing, his spirit improved a lot.
But at this moment there was something in his heart, he didn't know how to talk to the little guy, could not help closing his eyes, thinking quietly, and his brows frowned unconsciously.
Chu Qingyan knew what he was upset about. At this moment, seeing the creases on his brow, she sighed inwardly, and then she spoke softly.
"Big ice cube, when will we set off to return to Beijing?"
As soon as this word came to an end, Xiao Xu opened his eyes suddenly and looked at her, his tone uneasy, "You know what?"
Chu Qingyan saw him so shaken, pursed his lips, and narrowed his eyes at the pile of documents on the table with a smile.
Xiao Xu followed her line of sight and saw that the letter she had read today had not yet been folded, so she spread it on the table so it was no wonder she would know.
He held up the amount of help, before thinking about how to talk to her, at this point he no longer had to think about how to say.
"The emperor said that the mother and mother missed us very much. Let us go back for a while and talk about the follow-up." He no longer concealed and explained directly.
Chu Qingyan slandered in her heart, she should be thinking of big ice cubes. In her eyes, the daughter-in-law wants to be invisible.
"Big ice, you can't violate the king's fate, we'll go back for a while," she said easily.
Xiao Xu raised her eyebrows at her, "Don't you always want to return to Jiangnan?" He thought she would be sad for a while.
"Am I in your eyes, someone who doesn't know the big picture?" She hummed.
"My family, Yan, has always been aware of the big picture, but I'm afraid that you will be unhappy and make you feel wronged." Xiao Xu stretched his hand to touch her cheek, pitying.
"If it makes you embarrassed because of me, then I'm really useless."
She tilted her head towards his palms and smiled.
Actually, I know you're upset, don't want to lose me, you want to take me back.
But if you are in a dilemma between Jun Ming and me, then I would rather you have no option of me, even if you cut off your wings, I want you to worry about nothing.
"Ayan-" Xiao Xu's eyes moved.
Thank you for your continued understanding and company.