The stove was still "sizzling", and now there is no need to look at it anymore, Xiao Yao randomly found a step to sit down, without looking away from the stove.
Bingmei looked at him on the floor and sat there. There was no shelf that his son should have. It was like he and the chef just talked about heaven and earth. You can make a joke.
Suddenly she couldn't understand the person, as if every time he saw him, he felt different.
Although always stupid.
Sometimes people see it, but they are willing to let others see it.
This is what Chu Qingyan said, but when she faced Xiao Yao, she couldn't help thinking of this sentence.
Xiao Yao just wanted her to go back first, do n’t stay here with him to blow the cold wind, and felt that she was sitting next to him, and she was a bit flattered. This ice beauty is not a hard-to-serve and inaccessible person, why today So abnormal?
Bingmei didn't give him time to think, and said directly, "Actually, you don't need to do it yourself."
As she said, she turned to look at him, her eyes still untouched.
Xiao Yao felt that her calm and cold appearance was not like what a teenage girl should have, and he wanted to tear off the cold mask she wore on her face to see how she really looked.
But he knew that he was not qualified and had no position to do so.
He carried his hands behind his head and said casually, "Empty said that there are a few medicines in this medicine that can't be mistaken. If the weight is wrong, then your life is gone, so save the life and send it to the Buddha. I will do the same for Western principles, no need to thank me. I have nothing to do anyway, so I can find some fun and pass the time. "
If he were to be an ordinary person, he would be stunned by his words, which would not leave any gratitude anyway.
If she didn't know him, I'm afraid she would think so, but after getting along with him during this time, she knew he was a person who apparently didn't care, but would do something very seriously in his heart.
"The words are wrong." This is her evaluation of him.
Xiao Yao froze, and then touched his nose. Why did the man never leave room for speech?
"Aren't you the same?" He didn't mean to refute her, he just felt that she was more of a person who could not express herself than herself.
But it is rare that he actually got her answer.
"I'm used to it."
The Ice Beauty fainted, and then looked over the eaves, looking at the sky.
This answer, with a desolate loneliness that did not match her age, could not help but feel sad and wanted to pity her.
This is Xiao Yao's mood at this time.
"I'm curious what kind of environment you grew up in." It was the first time in so many days that he couldn't help but ask her about her past.
Bingmei lowered her eyes. "There is nothing to say about the ordinary environment."
The rejection was obvious.
Xiao Yao was intriguing and didn't ask any more questions, only a little bit lost in his heart.
"How about you?" Perceiving that he seemed a little down, Bingmei felt that he had answered too ruthlessly and too directly, and he could not help asking.
Xiao Yao heard that he put his hands down, rested his hands on his knees, and leaned his knees on his chin, with a little light in his eyes. "Contrary to your common sense, I can't say everything."
"Speak to hear," she said.
Xiao Yao smiled lowly, "It's all over, nothing to say."
He wasn't thinking about her confession, but he really felt that there was nothing to say about the past. Whether it was the shadow of childhood or the lingering sorrow of growing up, it had passed and was buried in memory Now that the nightmare is over, he has begun a new life.
Suddenly, she felt that he was also a person with a story, and there was no less sadness in her than in her.
She felt something in her heart, and felt that she could control her slightly in the future, and stop treating her with such a poisonous tongue.
However, the subject who sympathized with her did not know where to turn out a bowl of lean corn porridge, and sent it to her with a smile on her face.
"Don't eat dinner yet! Pad your belly first, and you can't drink the medicine until after dinner."
Looking at him like a man who was all right, his sympathy and mercy just stubbornly stuck on his chest, neither up nor down, but the body reacted before reason. When she returned to God, her hands had already taken After the bowl, the other hand was stuffed with a spoon.
"You ..." She hesitated before thinking about what to say.
Xiao Yao pointed at himself, confused, "What happened to me? I've eaten it."
After his interruption, she finally thought about what to say, "You look happy every day, don't you have any troubles?"
In fact, what she wants to say is that you are happy and happy, unhappy and happy, do n’t you think it ’s tiring?
Her temper is like a pool of standing water, and her life is also a pool of standing water. No matter what happens, she can't make waves.
And Xiao Ran is like her extreme, lively every day, don't want her to be so lifeless, always find insignificant surprises in life.
For example, the jasmine in the yard is opened, there are more mole holes in the ground, and the ants are running with their leaves ... countless.
She really can't figure out why people can live like this.
Xiao Yao was so asked by her, she first froze, then smiled softly.
"No way, if you tried to be locked up in a black room for seven days and seven nights when you were two or three years old, the dripping rice was not finished, the dripping water did not enter, and there was no one to accompany it. It was as if the world was only you. When you are alone, when you come out, you will feel the sound of wind and rain like a sound of nature. "
Bingmei looked at him subconsciously, but he bowed his head, the shadows on the face were cast down by trees, and he couldn't see his expression at this moment, but at this moment her heart froze.
"Because you have tasted the darkest death in the world, you will be afraid in your heart, you will be alone, so from then on, no matter where it is lively, just drill, if you can laugh, you will not cry, if you can walk freely, you will not Will stay in one place. "
Because, I ’m scared, I ’m scared, as soon as I ’m quiet, it ’s like returning to that dark prison, solitary, no matter how you knock on the door, no one will take care of you, no one can save you, and no one can save you .
You are like being abandoned by the world, like a walking dead.
Although his voice is very calm, without any undulations, it is not like the usual out-of-tune look, but in this way, people can more acutely feel the impact of that experience on him.
At this moment, Bingmei was suddenly able to empathize with the words that Chu Qingyan said.
Seeing people really can't look at the surface.