When I got home at night, Lin Zheng plunged into the bathroom, saying that he wanted to wash off his guilt—the smell of hot pot.
She went there for more than half an hour, and when Gu Nanzhi was drowsy, she ran out wrapped in a bath towel, lay beside her excitedly and said, "Zhizhi, I went over the wall and googled Brother Jiang Ran's information, It’s very powerful, he can definitely heal your eyes.”
"Yeah." Gu Nanzhi lay on his side, and replied lazily, "It doesn't affect normal life now, and it doesn't matter if it's cured or not."
"No." Lin Zheng pulled a pillow and lay down on his stomach, his bright eyes were dimmed, "If it doesn't get cured, it will always be a problem of mine. It's okay if Qi doesn't say anything, but if she does, I will I always remember. Zhizhi, what happened at that time?"
Gu Nanzhi closed his eyes, when he received Lin Zheng's WeChat message at night. She knew that Lin Zheng would definitely bring this up, but...
"I don't know what my mood was at that time." Gu Nanzhi slowly recalled the turmoil that day, "I said I liked it, but I was not as direct as you at that time. I had a lot of worries, age, identity, Chuzi's 'death', how Everything will make me flinch, but when I think that you may never see you again in this life, I can't help but watch."
Lin Zheng took off Gu Nanzhi's glasses, and gently slid her curled eyelashes with her soft fingers soaked in water, "You can call me."
"You." Gu Nanzhi smiled wryly, "Since I heard the conversation between Xu Zhi and I, I haven't taken the initiative to talk to me again. I also wanted to call, and I did it right away, but you turned off the phone."
Lin Zheng was stunned, and quickly lowered her eyes, "I'm afraid I can't help but call you, and I don't want to leave when I hear your voice." So she turned off the phone before leaving for the airport that day, if she was more mature then , there is no need to turn off the phone to avoid the problem, then Gu Nanzhi must be fine now.
The more Lin Zheng thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt. He gritted his teeth and didn't say a word, and he didn't look at Gu Nan Zhi, looking very bored.
Gu Nanzhi leaned closer to Lin Zheng, and hooked her tense side face with his fingers, "What happened that day was an accident. I did drive fast on the way to the airport, but the accident happened to hide from people. You're okay. She came out too suddenly, my reaction was normal, and the result was expected."
"Stop coaxing me, if it wasn't driving too fast, how could you use 'hide'?" Lin Zheng retorted in a muffled voice.
Gu Nanzhi has always been driving very steadily. If an accident happened, it would be a good thing to put one foot on the brakes. The situation that day could be used to 'hide', and he must have been unable to brake.
How fast must it drive?
Lin Zheng turned his head to avoid Gu Nanzhi's gaze, and the tip of his nose was sore.
"That's right." Gu Nanzhi smiled, "Then what do you want? Do you want to turn back time?"
"I can't go back." Having said that, Lin Zheng pursed his lips, "Why was I so bad before?"
These words reached Gu Nanzhi's heart at once, she withdrew her hand, leaned in front of Lin Zheng, touched her pouting lips, and said with a smile: "Isn't it a complete little villain who makes trouble all day long?"
"Zhizhi." Lin Zheng's fragile heart was stabbed with a knife, and with a bitter face, he hugged Gu Nanzhi's neck to beg for peace, "I will definitely not be like this in the future, if you persist, I will graduate soon. After graduation, I will earn money to support you, and you should rest at home obediently, and I will buy you whatever you want."
Gu Nanzhi turned over and changed from lying on his side to his back so that Lin Zheng could hug him comfortably, "Really?"
Lin Zheng nodded firmly, "Really, even the moon in the sky, I will find a way to pick it off for you."
"That's not necessary, my heart is not that big." Gu Nanzhi hugged Lin Zheng tightly, and followed the concave line on her back with his fingers all the way up, "As long as I can see you every day when I open my eyes, it's better than that." Everything is fine."
Lin Zheng's body was tense, and the breathing on the side of Gu Nanzhi's neck slowly began to increase, "You are almost catching up with Wu Desires and Desires."
Gu Nanzhi chuckled, "That's a saint, I'm a mortal." She tilted her head, put her lips behind Lin Zheng's ear, and said softly, "Heavy desire."
——
At breakfast the next day, Lin Zheng once again mentioned to Gu Nanzhi about looking for Jiang Zhe. Gu Nanzhi hesitated for a while and said, "Zheng'er, I understand your kindness, but there are too many things in the training class recently. Can you go again?"
Gu Nanzhi spoke in a negotiating tone, but Lin Zheng heard the refusal, and his mood suddenly became depressed, but he still wanted to persuade him again, "This time I went only for inspection, and it won't take long. The round trip will only take three days at most."
Gu Nanzhi hesitated, "...Okay, I will find time to apply for a visa today."
"The day after tomorrow, I can't leave today's regular meeting of the project team." Lin Zheng said.
Gu Nanzhi, "It's okay, you are busy with your work, I just go to check if I go alone."
Lin Zheng still wanted to bargain with Gu Nanzhi, but she had already collected her bowls and chopsticks and walked to the kitchen, not giving Lin Zheng any chance at all.
Lin Zheng was very upset, he took a bite of the steamed stuffed bun sullenly, and continued to eat.
After dinner, the two went to work and school as usual, and Lin Zheng's depression lasted until noon before finally breaking out.
She avoided Jiang Ran and called Gu Nanzhi.
Gu Nanzhi was preparing the materials for visa application at that time, when she received the call from Lin Zheng, her attitude was as usual, "The meeting is over?" she asked.
Lin Zheng said 'hmm', and said straight to the point: "Don't you want to go?"
"Huh?" Gu Nanzhi didn't realize it all at once, and after thinking for a while, she realized what Lin Zheng was talking about. She signaled the assistant to go out first with her eyes, and then said again when only she was left in the office, "I don't want to Go, I don't want to disappoint you."
Regarding the eyes, Gu Nanzhi couldn't accept it at first. He tried many methods and approached many people, but in the end they all left with hope, and finally returned with disappointment.
This is a kind of psychological torture for people, especially those who care.
Lin Zheng said that she was responsible for this, and if she couldn't be responsible, she might feel guilty.
no need.
Lin Zheng suddenly understood, sat down on the steps of the back door, grabbed the tip of the grass protruding from the fence, "Do your best, obey the destiny, I promise not to get entangled, is this okay?"
"Okay." Gu Nanzhi didn't hesitate, "I'm already preparing the materials, and I'll go to apply for a visa in the afternoon. As for you, you can work on the project with peace of mind and don't have to think about accompanying me."
"Aren't you afraid?" Going to the hospital alone, or going to another country halfway around the world, how uncomfortable is it if you don't have someone you know well by your side?
"Not afraid." Gu Nanzhi said, smiling a little more when his eyes fell on the photo with Lin Zheng on the table, "I'm really afraid when I'm with you."
"why?"
"I'm afraid you will cry for me."
——
In the end, Lin Zheng still didn't go with Gu Nanzhi. In the second week after the National Day, she boarded a flight abroad to seek medical treatment alone.
The next day, Lin Zheng, as the project representative, went to the province to report on the project acceptance review, and the result was unexpectedly good.
Everything is moving in the expected direction.
"What are you looking at?" Jiang Ran went to the bathroom to release her tension, and Jiang Ran, who came out a little later, hooked Lin Zheng's shoulder and asked, "What else is there in the sky except the sun?"
Lin Zheng rubbed his face, his eyes were dry and uncomfortable after looking at the sky for a long time, "There is also Teacher Gu."
"Yeah, Mr. Gu has already set off to find my brother, and he should be there after nine o'clock tonight." Jiang Ran said, "Don't worry, my brother's temper is a bit of a dog, but being a human being is still a bit of a joke." He will definitely take good care of Mr. Gu."
"Well, thank you." Lin Zheng said.
Jiang Ran suddenly tightened her arms around Lin Zheng's neck, and said angrily, "If you're so polite, I'll let the little swallows peck you."
Lin Zheng smiled and didn't refute, wondering if he should tell her that he was leaving too.
All good things come to an end.
"I'm leaving next week." Lin Zheng said.
Jiang Ran was taken aback, and asked her, "Where are you going?"
"Go back to our school and prepare for the completion."
"Oh, I forgot about it." In the blink of an eye, more than half a year passed, and the two met each other in the laboratory every day. Jiang Ran almost regarded Lin Zheng as her own sister.
"Time flies so fast." Jiang Ran said with emotion, "The Chinese New Year will be in a few months, and you will be graduating soon after the Chinese New Year. Have you thought about your plans after graduation?"
"Don't think about it, I'm just one place to go."
"where?"
Lin Zheng raised her hand and pointed in one direction, "Teacher Gu."
Jiang Ran was forcibly fed a handful of dog food, and she was in a good mood, but she felt sorry for her little uncle, "Although I don't approve of old cows eating young grass, it's rare for my little uncle to have a heartbeat, but he died like this In the belly, I don’t know when the next time will be.”
Jiang Ran's words made Lin Zheng a little confused, and asked in a daze, "Does your little uncle like someone?"
Jiang Ran glanced at Lin Zheng, blushing inexplicably for Qin Youheng, "Didn't you notice?"
"What should I find out?"
"Okay, being stupid is sometimes an attitude." Jiang Ran touched her chest and said with some dignity, "Hey, my little uncle is a bachelor, and because he treats me well, I decided to I will give him a pension in the future."
Lin Zheng, "...that's unnecessary."
Jiang Ran frowned, "Do you want me to leave my uncle alone?"
"Not really."
"what is that?"
"That's right, there's me."
"..." Jiang Ran was completely confused.
When Lin Zheng saw a taxi coming, she reached out to stop it. When the car stopped, Jiang Ran suddenly walked up to her and asked quietly, "Are you empathizing and want to abandon Teacher Gu and my uncle? Let me tell you, I When my uncle was young, he was indeed handsome, nice, and rich, but you can’t choose to be with him for such a superficial reason, he’s too old, you…”
"Is there a string missing in your brain?" Lin Zheng opened the car door and sat in without a word.
Jiang Ran followed closely behind and continued to instill in her the correct three views.
Lin Zheng couldn't take it anymore, turned his head to one side, and muttered in a low voice, "He is not the one I like, he is the second father."
——
At almost half past nine in the evening, Lin Zheng finally received a call from Gu Nanzhi.
She had just landed, and Jiang Zhe was waiting at the exit. He would take her directly to the hospital for an examination, and the results would be released on the same day.
Gu Nanzhi thought as soon as the result came out, he immediately booked a flight back.
Lin Zheng was afraid that it would be too hard for her to go back and forth, so she generously gave her two more days.
Gu Nanzhi heard that the little girl was already trembling, but she still pretended to have a generous voice, and said softly: "Be good and wait for me at home, and I will tell you a story when I get back."
Lin Zheng, "You seem to like telling me stories."
Gu Nanzhi laughed, asked people for directions over there, and came back quickly and said, "Don't all children like to listen to stories?"
"That's right, tell me, what's the story?" Lin Zheng asked.
"One year during the National Day, when I was still in graduate school, I met a child at a Starbucks next to the provincial map."
"She was doing homework live on YY, and abducted several students I brought over."
"I originally wanted to warn her viciously not to come to the live broadcast to spoil other children because of her fast and beautiful handwriting, so that they will develop the bad habit of 'copying homework'."
"Later..."
"I found that children cried while writing."
"She said to the microphone that was not turned on, 'How can a person be so lonely.'"
Therefore, Gu Nanzhi, who could have a better job after graduation, chose the attached high school, and chose to let this child not continue to be lonely alone.
The author has something to say: I’m sorry, I revised the defense PPT yesterday, I didn’t finish writing, sorry~