"Unexpectedly, they will change your dressing tomorrow."
I was surprised and asked: "Didn't you mean night?"
"The rain is too heavy to catch up."
His tone was very calm. Seeing his so determined appearance I breathed a sigh of relief: "I just had a nightmare."
Xi Zhan closed his eyes and asked: "What nightmare?"
"Dreaming about the doctor saying that I can't bear children even if I'm pregnant. How terrible is this?" I paused and said with a little fear: "I just checked my body some time ago. The Chinese doctor said that if I insist on taking the medicine, I say no. There must be a chance to become a pregnant mother."
Xi Zhan hooked his lips, I put my head on his shoulders with my arms around his neck, and said softly, "I admire Song Yiran very much. Although she gave birth to a premature baby, although this baby was replaced by her. I am still envious! Because I really want to be a mother, and I want to spread the leaves for my second brother. That nightmare really scared me to death!"
Xi Zhan patted me on the shoulder and said, "Thinking wildly."
I twitched the corners of my mouth and said, "I'm really scared."
He changed the subject and asked: "Hmm, are you hungry?"
He always asked me if I was hungry.
I was speechless: "I don't want to eat when I wake up."
He said seriously, "I thought it was."
I:"……"
Xi Zhan got up and put on that black coat. I was paralyzed and couldn't go anywhere in the bed, feeling a little frustrated.
He saw me staring at him with blank eyes, raised his eyebrows and asked me, "Want to go out to play?"
"Well, lying down is a bit decadent."
Hearing that Xi Zhan turned and went out, not long after he walked in with an automatic wheelchair, I was pleasantly surprised: "Where did you find it?"
"Assistant Yin brought it this morning."
I don't have any clothes on. Xi Zhan first picked his clothes from the closet and put them on me, a white sweater.
Because of his height, I wore him directly beyond the base of his thighs. Besides, my body was thin and my clothes were loose.
Xi Zhan narrowed his eyebrows and said: "Too thin."
I narrowed my mouth and said, "Girls don't like being fat."
Xi Zhan didn't pick me up, he held me in a wheelchair, and put a moderately thick blanket on my lap.
It was still raining heavily outside, but it didn’t blow much. Xi Zhan pushed me to the corridor. I looked at the black wall and blue tiles in the courtyard through the rain curtain, and asked with a smile, "Where did I find this place?"
"This is the best courtyard nearby."
I exclaimed: "It's so beautiful."
I stretched out my arm and planned to use my uninjured hand to catch the rain falling from the eaves. Xi Zhan suddenly pulled my wheelchair back and whispered, "You can't take the cold."
His voice is very soft, but it is beyond doubt.
I smirked and retracted my arm and said, "I just want to touch it. It's already October, and it's almost the end of a year."
I was Gu Tingchen’s wife last year.
also hope that Gu Tingchen will give me love.
At that time, I had not detected cancer.
In a blink of an eye, too many things happened.
My destiny this year was particularly ups and downs, my body was always injured, and I was severely beaten in the face by several women, especially Fu Xi's predecessor. This woman was most inexplicable.
Fortunately, there is also good luck.
I met Xi Zhan.
The cancer has been cured.
And there is a chance of getting pregnant.
This is the greatest good news for me.
At this moment, there is a blast of rain in the courtyard, and there is a man I love behind him. The quiet time makes me feel very satisfied.
I exclaimed: "I really want to live here forever."
Just me and Xi Zhan.
Just the two of us.
It's so simple to live a lifetime.
"What's so good about this shabby old one?" Xi Zhan put his palm on my shoulder affectionately, and said clearly, "You just like the current environment because there are no things that bother you outside."
I turned my head in surprise, "You..."
Xi Zhan has obviously changed. He used to never say so much to me, nor would he say these things to me, but now he can tell me! !
I concealed my joy and said, "Yes."
He stroked the skin on my neck, and said quietly, "I said I told you to withdraw from your current life. You can't ignore it... Yoona, one day your life will suddenly become clear, and I will be able to keep it. You are healthy forever."
In fact, Xi Zhan has the ability to let me stay by his side and be a little woman who doesn't care about the world, but he didn't try to change me.
He has his mission, such as the Xi family.
I have my mission, such as Shijia.
We all need to face and solve things on our own. I stretched out my hand to hold his palm and smiled and said, "Thank you, I am Ankang with you by my side, Xi Zhan, I hope you will not take on me in the future."
His voice firmly said: "Yes."
"If you lose me, I will never forgive you for the rest of my life."
The rain gradually became quieter, and Xi Zhan's indifferent tone suddenly asked me a fatal question, "What if you lose me?"
I was taken aback, and said: "Then don't forgive me for the rest of your life."
"Shisheng, remember your words."
He called me Shi Sheng, showing that he took it as my promise.
Xi Zhan is a person who takes promises as his life.
"Well, I will remember."
……
Xi Zhan cooked the meal that night. The meal was very light. After the meal, he lay down in bed and read a book together.
What he saw was "Lonely"
There is a saying in the preface-loneliness hides a huge spiritual power, if you can find it, you will be able to reborn.
The content here is heartbroken.
After reading a page, Xi Zhan's cell phone rang, and when he checked it, I saw it was a number without notes.
The text message is, "Where are you?"
Xi Zhan replied perfunctorily: "Not in Tongcheng."
Xi Zhan put down his cell phone and it rang again after a while. It was a direct call from the other side. He frowned and refused to answer, but he did not give up and called again.
I slept on his shoulder and asked in confusion: "Who?"
Who has the guts to keep calling Xi Zhan?
Xi Zhan did not answer me, he directly pressed the call button and put it beside his ear, and faintly shouted, "Mother, what's the matter?"
He called his mother mother unfamiliarly.
"Your father is critically ill, go home quickly."
Xi Zhan: "……"
Seeing that Xi Zhan didn't speak, she asked patiently and tenderly: "Zhan'er, did you hear what I said?"
Xi Zhan replied coldly: "I'll talk about it tomorrow."
Xi Zhan’s mother was silent for a while, perhaps because she had never thought that I was next to her. She calmly reminded Xi Zhan: “Zhan’er, although you are now the head of the Xi family, your father still holds the wealth of the Xi family for hundreds of years. You can't treat this as a trifle!"
I stared at Xi Zhan, his complexion was unwavering, and he didn't seem to pay attention to his mother's hundreds of years of wealth.
"Any thing else?"
"you……"
Xi Zhan’s mother hates iron and steel. She changed her conversation and asked, "Are you by her side?"
That she must be referring to me.
Xi Zhan did not answer, she resolutely said: "No matter how you play outside, you can, but she will never enter the door of Xi's house."
I feel very uncomfortable. I didn’t expect her mother to be so opposed to...
is actually excusable.
I was divorced, and rumors were everywhere. It is normal that the mistress of her decent family can't look down on me.
Xi Zhan suddenly called her coldly, "Mother."
She responded softly, "Zhan'er."
"Don't kill my kindness towards you."
Xi Zhan, this is a naked threat.
"Zhan'er, you don't know who she is..."
Xi Zhan asked coldly: "Who is she then?"