The car windows were wide open and the breeze was blowing. I saw Ji Nuan's face full of inferiority. At this time, her heart should be the most uncomfortable, especially when facing the scene last night.
Especially when she said this!
I squeezed her palm, "Well, I'll be with you."
She sighed: "Last night, I was in peace with him, but it's my fault that I accidentally fell on him. We kissed naturally, his kiss was very shallow, and my face was still recovering...blue Shang didn't have the slightest dislike. I thought I would follow him last night, but he finally got out. At that time, I saw the coldness in his eyes. I can understand the coldness as disgust. Shenger, he is a brow bone A very clear man with a gentle but quiet eyes. I can't guess his mind. Although he feels at ease by his side, he is prone to inferiority and suffering."
Ji Nuan used the word "success and loss"...
This shows that her heart is starting to care about Young Master Lan.
Maybe this still has nothing to do with love.
But she gradually put him in her heart bit by bit.
She started to care about his existence.
I don’t know how to comfort Ji Nuan, but I still speak the truth: “A man like Young Master Lan is willing to let you be Mrs. Lan. Maybe he doesn’t care about your past or your identity at all.”
But everyone has a standard for choosing a spouse in his heart. Even if he cares, he compromises because it is a certain person.
Xi Zhan said, "Is divorced woman worthy of my liking?"
Yuanyou said that Xi Zhan has a mental cleanliness, so this is what he cares about, but there is no way, he just met me who was divorced!
It is like Young Master Lan met Ji Nuan today.
We have imperfections, but there are too many things in the world beyond our control. Ji Nuan and I don’t want to go to the present situation. Although we have guilt and regrets for them, we will never I will not regret ever loving, because it is our life, whether it is good or bad, and we cannot deny it!
And Ji Nuan and I have worked hard to fight through the waters for the so-called love in my heart, but it is not our fault not to get a good end. Fortunately, we can still meet another better person.
Xi Zhan to me.
Lan Gongzi Yu Ji Nuan.
It is no exaggeration to say that this is our savior.
When I was on the brink of desperation, I met Xi Zhan.
A man who pulled me out of **** and death.
And Ji Nuan met Young Master Lan.
A man who is willing to give her family and stability.
So what about Chen Shen? !
I never thought about the meaning of Chen Shen and Ji Nuan.
is probably the only support for Chen Chu after his death.
Gradually she began to greedy this dependence.
When this reliance hurt her all over her body, it was very hard and painful to leave her, but she knew that humble people can't get love!
Although Ji Nuan's status is ordinary, she dares to love and hate!
Look, at that stage of Chen Chu, Chen Chu never hurt her, and saved her with his own life, which caused him to become disabled!
What about Ji Nuan then? !
Chen Chu treats her well, so she has always kept the love in her heart, when everyone told her that Chen Chu was dead, she never believed it!
Because Chen Chu never hurt her, she persisted in this love till the end, and she accepted a new life until Chen Chu truly left!
This is different from the situation when she left Chen Shen. Chen Shen hurt her, so she did not wait for him, did not stubbornly guard the love, and did not even give Chen Shen a month or two, and went directly to Master Lan. I received the certificate aloud, and caught Chen Shen by surprise!
Although Ji Nuan was soft-hearted, she was facing Chen Chu who had never hurt her.
Ji Nuan is heartbroken, but that is facing Chen Shen who hurt her.
In fact, the clearest person in love is Ji Nuan.
I thought for a long time, and after rationalizing this relationship between us, Ji Nuan sighed deeply and comforted himself: “I know that I don’t have anything he can do. Because I am already in the dust and he is in the clouds! It’s just that I can’t believe I am his Mrs. Lan.
"Ha, I can't believe that I am Mrs. Xi! Nuan'er, our two experiences are too similar, we are both imperfect women, but we are all qualified to be loved by another man, understand?"
Hearing this, Ji Nuan was stunned and said: "Be loved by another man again?"
I asked her back, "Don't you want to be loved by Young Master Lan?"
Ji Nuan hurriedly denied, "What do you want? I just feel that I almost couldn't fight it last night... The moment he stopped making me feel chills, I feel disgusted, and I had mentioned that I wanted to fix it. The hymen is not because of low self-esteem or love him, but just to please him and make him less uncomfortable."
I asked: "What do you mean by the uncomfortable?"
"Sheng'er, he is a clean and self-conscious young man, and he has never been accompanied by a woman. I don't want him to feel sorry for the first time."
I didn't expect that Young Master Lan had not experienced personnel affairs!
There are so many similarities between him and Xi Zhan.
It's just that he is a hermit, and Xi Zhan is a world-seeker.
I simply and straightforwardly asked: "Sorry you are wrong?"
"Well, he is a man, take ten thousand steps, even if he doesn't mind this matter, but I said, I personally want to please him."
"As long as you decide, I will accompany you." I said.
Ji Nuan is always thoughtful about everything, so I say it is useless.
And I don’t think she is wrong to do this.
just wronged her to suffer this crime.
"Well, I will send a message to Lan Shang first."
Ji Nuan took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Young Master Lan. She still used her honorific name, "Mr. Lan, I'm on the road, and I will locate you later."
Mr. Lan...
I suddenly understood why Xi Zhan would not let me call him Mr. Xi.
This title is indeed too rusty.
Young Master Lan quickly returned to her, "Well, what do you want to eat?"
Ji Nuan replied politely: "No, thank you."
Young Master Lan returned to her, "You are welcome."
She returned, "Well, Mr. Lan."
I rested my head on Ji Nuan's shoulder, and kept looking at her mobile phone. After replying to the news of Young Master Lan, she kept replying to other people's news. Some I know, some I don't know.
are all irrelevant questions.
After a while, Young Master Lan returned a message to her. It was a voice with a very clear voice, "A Nuan, why didn't you call my brother?"
I made fun of Ji Nuan silently, "Master Lan still has this fun?"
Ji Nuan squeezed his phone and his face was hot and explained: "I have always been interested in painting. He taught me some skills when he lived in my house. He is very good at instructing people in painting, but he is lazy and unwilling to teach me often. Later, I found out that his sister would call his brother coquettishly on the phone every time she begged him for something. Then I was going to school! Every time I wanted him to teach me painting or I did something wrong, I would call him Brother, but this was all five years ago, I thought he didn't remember it!"
"Then you guys have been pretty colorful during those few months..."