Xi Zhan did not answer. I used to sit next to him and saw him click into my personal mood log. This is a software many years ago, and it is hardly used now. When I was young, I would record the day’s how do you feel.
And I haven’t used this software for many years. I downloaded it on a whim some time ago, and I checked it out. I found that it was all boring and quit, but I didn’t turn to many pages that day, but now Xi Zhan turned it directly. To the bottom.
I saw the first one that said, "This is the first day I met him. It is rare to have sunshine in Wucheng, which has always been cold and rainy. It seems that he brought me, and I seem to have warmth."
The second one reads, "I always follow him. I always look forward to him turning around. He turned around later, but he persuaded me to go home. I returned home obediently, thinking about following tomorrow. He, because his back is so wide, it seems to be able to completely envelope me and make my heart feel at ease."
The third said, "I like him, I fell in love at first sight, I wish I could get him, but I didn’t dare, I followed him cowardly, always trying to tell him my feelings, thinking about it anyway. I have to tell him his feelings, but after all, it hasn’t been half a month since I first met! Does he think I’m too abrupt? And I’m still a child..."
The fourth article says, "The sun is out again in Wucheng today. It seems that there will always be sunshine with him in life, and he suddenly asked me today, "Little girl, why are you following me? ", I replied nervously and timidly, "Because... I like you. "I like him, I like him very much, but he replied to me, "Little girl, you are still young and don't know what it means to like." "He declined me, but I didn't hear it. I even asked him, "Then can you wait for me to grow up?" "!!!"
The fifth article read, "He left without a greeting. It seemed to appear briefly. I couldn't find it no matter how to find it. I was sad and felt my heart was poached by him."
The sixth article says, "These are the five days he has left, and I miss him very much... he is the only star in my dark night."
These were all written when I met Gu Lan, and there were many, many feelings behind. I quickly grabbed the notebook and looked at Xi Zhan, who looked cold and indifferent, and explained: "This was written when I was a kid, don’t care. , I will delete it immediately."
Xi Zhan is a jealous character. He must have died of soreness when he saw these, but he didn't. He calmly held my arm and curled his lips and said, "Yona, these are your past, a past worth remembering. , Is your youth, you don’t have to delete it because of me. After all, this is your mood for nine years. Nine years is a long time. The loneliness of those nine years is too long to describe in words. I respect you, respect your past, don’t worry ."
Xi Zhan loves to be jealous, but understands me well at this time. I suddenly looked at him with red eyes, "Don't treat me like this. I know you feel uncomfortable, but you don't say it."
Xi Zhan smiled without saying a word. I hugged his neck and buried my head in his arms and said: "At that time, my parents died in an air disaster. Of course it was fake, but I didn't know it at the time. I suffered the biggest blow in my life and suddenly lost everything. Life felt very dark. It was during that time that I met Gu Lanzhi. It was not because of his handsome appearance or his modest and gentleness. I From the beginning, I didn’t know his looks and character, but I heard him play a song my mother used to play in her life—the street where the wind lives. I took my heart to him. His presence can relieve me of my parents. Miss you can make me..."
This is the first time that I have mentioned my feelings for Gu Lanzhi to others. Some things can be more relieved if you talk about it thoroughly.
Of course I was relieved long ago.
I want Xi Zhan to know that I am relieved.
Let him follow me in relief.
He put his arms around my back, "Well, I am grateful for the time he showed up, at least for making our Mrs. Xi not so lonely, forgive me for knowing you too late and failing to take care of you in time."
I shed tears, "Second brother, why are you so good!"
Xi Zhan smiled warmly, "Because you are my woman."
I am his woman, so he handled me, forgave me, cared for me, and even respected me.
He gave me a great honor.
I couldn't help but kissed his cheek, Xi Zhan gently rubbed my head and asked, "Is the meal ready?"
I was surprised and asked: "How do you know I cooked?"
I withdrew from his arms and looked at him. He stood up and explained, "I just heard you say to cook in the stairwell."
I feel Xi Zhan remembers every word I said.
I took his palm downstairs and saw us holding hands down. Tan Yang couldn't help but ask: "Do you want to spread dog food?"
I raised my eyebrows, "What?"
Tan Yang said with a smile: "I'm so early to go home early, which is an eyesore."
I gave her a blank look, "You are not without a husband."
Tan Yang chuckled, "After dinner, we will go shopping with Ji Nuan. I want to buy a gaming computer."
I quickly said: "I didn't promise you."
Tan Yang collapsed, "You treat me this way?"
I sat down to eat and didn’t care about Tan Yang. Tan Yang wouldn’t just give up, “Shi Sheng, I remember you still owe me a sports car. You haven’t paid me yet. How long will it take to repay the debt?”
I seemed to have promised her.
I laughed and said, "You find Xi Zhan."
Xi Zhan hesitated and asked: "What sports car?"
Tan Yang mentioned to Xi Zhan about playing mahjong that day. It was almost two years ago. Xi Zhan thought for a long time and replied to her, "Don't remember, isn't Gu Lanzhi very rich?"
Tan Yang: "..."
She flicked and failed to eat quietly.
After eating, Tan Yang actually wanted to take the initiative to wash the dishes. I hurriedly pulled Xi Zhan upstairs. Seeing me hiding in hiding, Xi Zhan embraced my body and asked, "I'm afraid to go out?"
"I have been driving around in the car all day, and I feel very tired. Besides, where is Ji Nuan in the mood to go shopping now?!"
Ji Nuan must be looking for Young Master Lan now!
I don't know what explanation Lan Gongzi will give her.
But Xi Zhan said that Chen Chu's death is inseparable from the Lan family...
That is to say, even if it is not the blue son, it is the blue family?
I didn't quite understand what Xi Zhan meant, so I suddenly thought of asking him, "Did the Lan family deal with Chen Chu two years ago?"
But why did the Lan family attack Chen Chu? !
"I don't know, there is no definite evidence. Lan Shang hid everything from that year deeply, and I should be very afraid that Ji Nuan would know about it."
"Then what the Lan family did is just a guess?"