I arranged for Shang Wei to live in our courtyard, right next to Yuechun. Because of the trouble of cleaning up the room in the middle of the night, I let him share a room with Huaerlu, but Huaerlu refused to sleep with him. Shang madly said, "Do you still dislike Laozi?"
The Chinese used by Shangwei, Huaerlu didn't quite understand what it means to dislike, and looked at Shangwei with innocent eyes, with a cute face and asked, "Uncle, what does dislike mean?"
In this sentence, the word dismissal is Chinese.
She learned from Shang Wei's voice.
Shang Wei was frustrated, "Then you sleep, I sleep on the sofa."
This sentence is in English.
Huaerlu gratefully said in English: "Mom said that men and women are different. Naturally, I cannot sleep in the same bed as Uncle Shang Wei."
Huaerlu started to call his uncle again, and Shang Wei guessed that he was too tired to care about her and said: "Little girl, go to bed quickly."
Shang Wei hugged her and walked into the room. I put away the umbrella and put it on the corridor to enter the room and said, "Shang Wei has been messing around."
"No problem, I didn't sleep anyway."
Yun'er and Yooner slept in the innermost place. I used to lie beside Xi Zhan and explained: "Huawei's child is Huawei's child, and Huawei is Mo Yuanlian's subordinate, and between Huawei and Shangwei There has been a period of time, but the two are not friends, so it is quite surprising that Huawei can let Huaerlu find Shangwei."
I mentioned two or three sentences to Xi Zhan about Shangwei and Huawei before, but I've stopped it until now. Now I will explain to him carefully. After hearing this, he didn't express any opinions on the matter.
Just said: "It's late, rest earlier."
I turned over and put my arms around his shoulders and said: "It was originally our family's play time, but Shang Wei found this place."
Xi Zhan didn’t bring Yangsheng today, and he didn’t even bring two nanny specially. He took care of the two children personally. I think he wanted to enjoy family time, but Shang Wei brought Huaerlu to find here. How much more in my heart Young will feel guilty because of this.
The man said softly: "It's okay."
Silently, he said, "Shangwei is also your family member."
Shangwei is my family.
But not among the husband and children.
I felt nothing in my heart.
Just afraid to disturb Xi Zhan.
Seeing that Xi Zhan didn't care, I was relieved.
I woke up late in the morning, and the two children were still asleep. I gently got up and got out of bed and put on clothes. I was afraid that it would be too cold after the rain. I deliberately wore a thick camel coat.
I opened the door and went out and saw Shang Wei sitting in the corridor looking at the two people in the courtyard. On the Qingshi Road in the courtyard, Xi Zhan was teaching Yue Chun to fight. The man was wearing a heavy black overalls, and Yue Chun was wearing a pair of uniforms. A pair of short sleeves and a pair of sneakers.
No wonder there is no Yang Sheng.
I wanted to teach it myself.
I used to sit next to Shangwei, and he saw me sitting next to him and said, "Xi Zhan is indeed different from before."
"He has a family and a room now." I said.
"Well, it's a little more humane. If it was in the past, he wouldn't teach anyone to fight, and he didn't bother to talk to someone."
Suzu Shang sighed slightly: "There are too many weaknesses."
"People always have some weaknesses, otherwise you will be too lonely in this world. Am I not your weakness too?"
I am a family member of Shangwei.
Important family.
He can't do without me.
As soon as he leaves me, I will collapse.
It's not that I think too much of myself, because I am his mother, the only family left to him by my biological mother. In his heart, I am the most important in the world.
Including beyond his biological mother.
Hearing the words, he said, "You have always been my weakness, but I and Xi Zhan are different. I have no scruples in this world and can leave at any time, because I am not your most important one. , I don’t have to take care of you all the time, but he can’t. He has to take care of you and two children."
What Shang Wei said is correct.
Maybe I am the most important in his life.
But he is here...
Although it is important, I have my own family.
And he is not responsible to me.
Because Xi Zhan is the man who is responsible.
Our relationship is always different.
I whispered: "The relationship is different. When you have your own wife and children, you can experience the desire to live urgently! You will know where your responsibilities are, and you will know You are not only yours, you also belong to your wife and your children!"
He assuredly said: "I won't have my own wife and children. I know you care about Huawei, let alone say that I don't feel much about her, and I cannot forgive her for what I did."
I asked hesitantly: "What have you done to her?"
"The saddest thing in the world." He said.
Shang Wei didn't want to say anything, so I won't ask any more.
He and I sat here quietly looking at the courtyard. Although it hadn’t rained anymore, the weather was even colder now. When I was about to enter the room, Huaerlu opened the door of the room and cried," Daddy, I want Daddy, Mom~"
I reminded Shang Wei, "Your ancestor cried."
Shang Wei didn't make sense: "It has nothing to do with me, and it is not her who I provoke. She wakes up and asks for her father, but I am not."
"Daddy, I want Daddy..."
Huaerlu is a mixed-race. Except for her sharp facial contour and golden hair, she is not much different from ours. Oh, her skin tone is still naturally fair.
This is jealous.
I beckoned and shouted: "Huaerlu."
Huaerlu stood there still, and it was even more sad to see Shang Wei not responding to her crying, "Mom, I want my mother, I want my mother, where is she, is she going to be stunned?"
These few sentences Huaerlu uses Chinese.
Upon hearing this, Shang Wei was surprised and said: "Your Chinese is very good!"
Huaerlu looked at him with wandering eyes, her wet eyes looked at pitiful and wronged, she suddenly looked towards Xi Zhan and Yue Chun, and suddenly shouted, "It's a good-looking brother."
Shang Wei only spit out: "Heavy color."
"Good-looking brother, hug~"
Xi Zhan motioned, Yue Chun patted Huaerlu's head, and Huaerlu **** shouted, "Brother hug me~"
Yue Chun looked at me, and I nodded and said, "Hug."
Yue Chun explained in a low voice, "I have a wrist injury."
Upon hearing this, I quickly got up and asked: "How did you get hurt?"
Yue Chun said: "I broke a bone a few days ago."
I worried: "Why didn't you tell me?"
"I don't want my mother to bother."
Huaerlu seemed to understand what it meant to be injured. She comforted Yue Chun in Chinese, "Then I won't let my brother hold him."
Hearing this, Shang Wei said, "How do you understand these?"
Huaerlu did not talk to Shangwei, but returned to the room barefoot. After Shangwei followed up, Huaerlu broke down and cried again.
I heard Shang Wei jumping and saying: "I didn't mess with you."
"I want my mother, I don't want my uncle..."
Shangwei: "..."
"Mom, I hate Daddy."
"I'm not your father!"
"Oh, I called wrong again."
Shangwei: "..."
"I want mom..."