When Tan Wen sent me home, the two children were already awake. Yue Chun and Tan Wen’s nanny were playing with them in the living room. I tiredly took off my shoes and squatted on the ground and hugged Yoona in my arms. Kissing her on the cheek, she cleverly called her mother and father, and then kept calling me for father.
She wants her father...
But her father was lost by me.
I lost Xi Zhan.
This is the saddest thing for me.
My eyes couldn't stop moist, and I hurriedly kissed her on the cheek and said, "Hey, Dad is on a business trip, and I will go home later.
Yoona still yelled, "Dad."
Hearing that she wanted my father to make me feel very uncomfortable, and my body was exhausted to a peak, I gave the child to Yue Chun and told him: "Father is not at home during this time, so you will take care of your younger siblings. We will stay in Tongcheng for a while. Your school in Wucheng...Shall I ask Tan Wen to transfer for you first? If you don't want me, I will ask Tan Wen to find you a tutor."
I asked Jiang Chen to arrange school for Yuechun in Wucheng before. There is still some time before the winter vacation. I don't want to delay his study, but I haven't thought of leaving Tongcheng in a short time.
I want to stay here for the time being to deal with the Xi family.
For example, the three young masters and Zhao Jin.
And I have to wait for Xi Zhan.
Yue Chun obediently and sensibly said: "Please ask a tutor, so that I can take care of them easily, and you will be less worried."
I hugged Yue Chun boy's body, "Thank you."
Yue Chun is really the best gift God has given me.
I went back to my room and lay on the bed. After all these twists and turns, my body should be exhausted to the extreme, but there was a mess in my mind, and my heart was depressed, which caused a splitting headache.
I have a terrible headache. I feel that my mental state is not very good. I can't put too much psychological pressure on myself like this. I need to relieve myself, and I need a psychiatrist to relieve myself, but this doctor must not be Mo Yuanlian.
Because only last night did I understand the position between me and Mo Yuanlian, and why he wanted to be a stranger with me.
Because I am Xi Zhan's wife.
Even if I have no love for him anymore, in the eyes of others, I am... In the eyes of others, I and Mo Yuanlian are too close. Although Xi Zhan didn't say anything, he still cared.
He is a man, and he has no reason to care.
Especially when I said something like that last night...
I suddenly remembered what Yun Wan told me in Country N. He said that I am Xi Zhan's woman. Don't let people other than Xi Zhan think that Xi Zhan's woman doesn't cherish him much.
What they say makes sense.
It makes sense for Mo Yuanlian to keep a distance from me.
Just myself...
I am a stupid woman myself!
From now on, the relationship between me and Mo Yuanlian can only be a stranger as he said, and I am willing to return to the previous position, and I have to learn a lesson from it.
I can't make Xi Zhan sad anymore.
I never wanted to make him sad.
After all, I didn't think well.
I didn't worry about his feelings deep down.
This is also to blame Xi Zhan.
If you care, why don't you tell me?
He said, I just know!
But how can I blame Xi Zhan?
Because he himself is a tolerant man, he has always indulged in what I do, even if it is suppressing his own discomfort, he has never thought of making any emotions with me.
Thinking about these things, my head was about to explode, and I couldn't sleep over and over again, so I found Liang Younian from the address book. He is currently a psychologist who can put my emotions at risk.
After he got on the phone, I told him all the things and emotions I had experienced. He asked me to go to his place for a face-to-face consultation when I had time. I thought I couldn't sleep, so I agreed in Tongcheng.
I came to the villa I visited before, and Liang Younian asked me in an ink-colored suit, "Should I go to my clinic?"
I nodded and said, "Well, that's okay."
On the way, I remembered the hypnotist Jin Mo Nian mentioned by Eisman last night. He is only one word behind Jin Younian, and one is a psychiatrist and the other is a hypnotist. Their professions are similar. Will there be any difference between them? Inevitable relationship? !
(The correct one is Jin Younian, not Liang Younian. I'm sorry for the wrong memory. I'll correct it here!!)
Thinking of this, I asked Jin Younian.
Hearing that he frowned, "Have you seen him?"
I shook my head and said, "I haven't seen it, but he hypnotized me, and he used the sound of a bell. Do you know him?"
"Yes, my brother."
Jin Moonian is Jin Younian’s brother...
"He is critical."
I want to know how he hypnotized me.
I want to know why I blurted out Mo Yuanlian.
I stopped and asked: "Where is he?"
Jin Younian shook his head and said, "Sorry, our brothers have a weak blood relationship. He and I have not seen each other for seven or eight years."
I told Jin Younian about what he hypnotized me last night. He frowned and said: "I am a psychiatrist and I am not very good at hypnosis. You can ask Brother Mo Yuanlian for help."
I must not ask Mo Yuanlian for help.
Then only Jin Mo Nian is left.
I picked up the phone and contacted Tan Wen.
I asked, "Can you find Jin Mo Nian?"
"Is that Jin Mo Nian that Eisman said?"
"Yes, I showed up on the cruise ship last night. You helped me investigate him and bring him to me before tonight."
"Yes, Patriarch."
Jin Younian took me to his clinic.
It is a small hospital.
He has an independent office.
I went in and chatted with him. He relieved my emotions. I smiled and asked him, "Can I sleep with you and wait for him?"
He refers to Jin Mo Nian in my mouth.
Jin Younian said to me in a gentle tone: "Naturally, it is possible. There is a bed in the room. I will replace you with a new quilt cover."
"Thank you Dr. Jin."
Perhaps it was the reason after talking with the psychiatrist. My mood got a little relieved. I lay in bed and fell asleep very tiredly, but before falling asleep, I sent my address to Tan Wen and waited for him. Everything will be clear when it arrives.
...
Jin Yonian closed the door of the room and went back to the office to make a call, "Brother, Miss Shi is with me now."
The other person asked her, "How is she?"
"The spirit is not stable. I want to find Mo Nian to re-hypnotize me and recall the scene at that time. She wants to know what she hadn't finished saying at the time. She said she definitely didn't want you..."
Hearing what Jin Younian said, Mo Yuanlian's mood did not fluctuate at all, because this was the truth he had always known.
"Jin Mo Nian is in Tongcheng."
"Senior brother meant to let them meet."
Jin Younian's tone was surprised.
"She has doubts in her heart and wants to untie it, so let her untie it, but people can't just give it to her, otherwise she will suspect that someone is helping her, find another way for Tanwen to find out your brother's location."
"Senior brother treats her well and hides it?"
Jin Younian felt wronged for Mo Yuanlian.
Mo Yuanlian didn’t care. He told Jin Younian in a cool tone: “It’s easy to know if a person is sick with our profession. The current lady... is very depressed because of me. I am not suitable to appear. By her side, for many years to come I hope that we will no longer have any relationship."
"But brother will still treat her well."
"In another year, she is happy."
Mo Yuanlian hung up Jin Younian's phone. He sat on the balcony silently watching the stream flowing outside the window. His heart had never been as calm as this moment, because he had never wanted to guard her so firmly. , It doesn't matter if you don't see him in this life.
"Miss, I won't be your pressure anymore."
He will find a right place to stay.
"Shier, Mo Yuanlian will no longer be your pressure."