Chapter 811： Your attitude

I know what my problem is, but I don't know how to express my promise to him. We can't seem to have the next conversation because I can't give him the answer he wants.

It should be said that I am quite powerless.

There is a feeling of no explanation in my heart.

"Sorry, I didn't do what you wanted. I disappointed you so much. I was extremely upset when I hurt you. I know that you didn't blame me for this. It was Mo Yuanlian who was more... More to make you sad."

It is true that I am not sure of that degree.

It is indeed my problem that caused the current situation.

Xi Zhan lowered his eyes and looked at me silently. I stepped back away from him and said, "I have heard what you and Assistant Yin just said. No matter what you think, I will protect your company. If you If you are really tired and tired, let Yuan You Yi Zheng Heming and the others help you support it. I don’t want you to retreat from that position. I’m not greedy for power, but I don’t want those staring in the dark Your people will pounce on you like a mad dog when you have no power and power."

I hope Xi Zhan is safe.

Even if he doesn't want to have power anymore.

I also want to keep his power.

After speaking, I asked him, "Xi Zhan, what answer do you want?"

The man's voice was weak, "Your attitude."

He wants my attitude.

But I just gave him a promise.

But he said that I had promised him.

I used to say in front of Xi Zhan that I have nothing to do with Mo Yuanlian, including Gu Tingchen, but my previous contacts sometimes exceed those of my friends. For example, in Mo Yuanlian, I have no relationship with Mo Yuan. Lian cared too much.

This is my problem.

"I don't know how to express my attitude."

Hearing that Xi Zhan pinched out the cigarette **** and walked past me into Yoona's ward, I sat weakly on the bench thinking about what I just said. I really can't explain it!

Because his attitude is too vague.

I don't know how to express it.

After thinking about it carefully, it was really my fault.

I never gave Xi Zhan the sense of security he wanted.

We were separated for ten months before, and when we met again ten months later, Xi Zhan didn’t blame me for anything. Even though I personally gave him his injury, he didn’t blame me, and he didn’t misunderstand me because I said that I wanted Mo Yuanlian that day. Me, he just wants my attitude, he just wants me to give him a clear attitude.

I remembered what he once said, life is too short, I appeared too late in his life in the first thirty years, misunderstanding and suspicion can not separate us, the key is my heart.

Because he can't control my heart.

He roughly said this.

He is now completely observing what he said.

But I can't come up with the attitude he wants.

I love him, but he thinks my love is too messy.

He thinks I want to care about not just him.

This is not because he wronged me for nothing.

Because I had a similar experience in my previous life, when I was entangled with Gu Tingchen, Gu Lanzhi appeared next to me, and also recorded the video. I kept telling Gu Lanzhi that I like it. You, I like what you like to death. Although I wanted to completely draw a line with him at the time, the words I said at the time were more like nothing but hopelessness. Before that, I was kissed by Fu Xi in a bar. .

Although Xi Zhan and I had just met when these things happened, there was Mo Yuanlian behind, which made him experience it for himself.

In Xi Zhan's heart, I am a person with a criminal record.

He is the only person in this life who does not understand love.

It is normal for him to doubt me.

Besides, when I confessed to him that he wanted to be with him before, he never promised me. He has been teaching me what love is. In Xi Zhan's heart, love is very pure and flawless.

There is no room for another person.

Now I have committed his taboo!

I made Xi Zhan doubt his own love.

This is the most critical issue.

I sighed and felt a pain in my stomach again.

In fact, a delicate and vulnerable woman like me is not worthy of love, much less worthy of a perfect man like Xi Zhan, but he is like a beam of light shining on my life.

Before he appeared, my world was dark. After he appeared, my world was bright. The pampering and pampering he gave me was something I had never had before I met him. I didn’t even dare to think about it. He It made me feel what mutual respect is, what is love, and what is trust between two people without doubt. The experience he gave me made me unprecedented.

The love Xi Zhan gave me is also a teacher and friend.

Make me more like a little woman.

Moreover, what Xi Zhan gave me is far greater than what I gave him. Over the years, I have just enjoyed the love he gave me, but I have never given him anything, and even hurt him everywhere.

"Xi Zhan, how should I explain to you?"

I really can't explain.

And I feel more and more inferior.

He has always been flawless.

But I have many problems.

But I have never had any other thoughts about those men, even keeping a distance, but sometimes I will exceed this distance because of my softheartedness, for example, I can’t just watch Mo Yuanlian die. This is the crux of the problem. Where, I also understand that I have to deal with these issues before proceeding with the next conversation, but my promise is worthless.

Xi Zhan felt that my promise was worthless.

This is the most helpless thing.

I thought about it a lot, my head was dizzy, because there was no way to think about it, it was very painful.

Forget it, think about it later.

I got up and went back to the room. Yoona was already awake. She stared at Xi Zhan with round eyes. She called my mother when she saw me come in. I responded and asked her, "Does the baby still hurt?"

"Yoona doesn't hurt, Yoona wants to eat candy~"

Yoona is greedy, and most of her mind can only think of this. I coaxed her and said, "I will give it to you when I get better."

"Dad, Yoona wants to eat Tangtang~"

She asked Xi Zhan for help again.

Xi Zhan responded to her: "No."

Wen Yan Yuner looked slightly sad.

I hurriedly said: "The shopping mall hasn't opened yet. Can I buy it when it's dawn? I will reward you for drinking strawberry juice."

Yoona's mood improved after hearing this.

After half an hour, when Yoona finished the liquid, she asked Xi Zhan to hug her. Xi Zhan took her into his arms. The man was tall and tall, and Yoona was small and cute lying on his chest.

"Dad, Yoona wants to go home."

"Well, I will take you home."

Xi Zhan hugged Yoona and went out of the ward door. I hesitated whether to follow, and Yoona shouted, "I want my mother too."

Xi Zhan turned and looked at me, "Go?"

Is Xi Zhan taking me back to his home?