Makise Kurisu sighed.
Then he leaned on the back of the sofa and leaned his head back without support. All he could see was the stained ceiling.
"I'm just about this matter, until now there is still a sense of unreality like a dream."
"I am a scientist, and I have to treat everything with a rigorous attitude. I can't mix any fantasy and subjective emotions. I speak with data and theory... This is what my father once taught me."
"But now, I seem to be just chasing forward for the time machine, a dream machine that may not exist in the world."
"I don't know if what I did is right or wrong, and I don't know what kind of consequences my actions will lead to in the end."
"If there is only me in this room now, I will definitely be unable to stay for a moment because of the huge confusion and fear, and then escape from this LAB, this city, and this country."
"You may be the one who keeps me here."
Su Yue did not answer Makise Red Riki's sad words, just listened silently.
However, Makise Kurisu suddenly raised her head and looked at him.
"Sure enough."
There was a tiny, but impressive smile on her face.
"Even if there is no theoretical and factual basis, I can feel that you are different from the gap before."
"You are all blank, but none of them are blank."
"I don't know what I'm talking about, but only the brain and feeling are so clear."
"Now, blank...no, mad scientist, what are you looking for in the future of this earth-shattering experiment?"
For her question.
Su Yue still did not answer, but looked at her calmly.
After seeing his reflection in his eyes, Makise Kurisu suddenly fell silent. .
Chapter 497 myfork and myspoon (2/5, please subscribe)
The light in the LAB is getting dim.
The time at this time is already close to dusk.
The long silence in the institute was finally broken.
"Anyway--"
At this time, Makise Kurisu has returned to normal.
Her fingers were playing with the plastic fork she used to eat the cheesecake, and her eyes flashed with a complex feeling of nostalgia.
"The thing I want most now is Myfork (exclusive fork-)."
"what?"
Blank seems to have not understood the meaning of this sentence for the first time.
And Makise Kurisu also suddenly became a little flustered.
"No, nothing special."
For her unusual appearance, Blank showed a hint of curiosity.
"Assistant do you want Myfork?"
"Because Myspoon already has...Hey! Don't be interested in this!"
At this time, Makise Kurisu looked like a girl who was disturbed by a square inch, and she was not as independent and powerful as before.
Su Yue actually knew why she became like this.
Myspoon and Myfork.
These two things have a very profound and special significance for Makise Kurisu.
In fact, the significance of these two things to the assistant is not mentioned in detail in the original animation.
But Su Yue once learned its meaning in a supplementary novel about the role of assistant.
The exclusive spoon (Myspoon) is a birthday gift from her father, Dr. Zhongba.
The relationship between Makise Kurisu and his father is quite complicated.
She is a genius, and her father was once a "talent" admired by ordinary people.
When her daughter has shown a talent that surpasses her accumulated decades of accumulation in her own field since she was a child.
Dr. Nakabachi developed an inferiority complex about his daughter's talents, and then became jealous.
The last thing in exchange is that when Makise Kurisu was very young, her relationship with her father gradually drifted away.
But she has always respected her father, who brought herself into the field of science, and has been studying hard and devoting herself to research.
She simply wants to be loved by her father.
However, she didn't know that all her efforts were counterproductive.
The more successful the daughter, the more talented.
Zhongbo felt his mediocrity and incompetence more and more.
The Myspoon she has now is a birthday gift given by her father when she was still young when her father hadn't completely alienated her.
So this gift is quite precious to her.
After this, my father also had a plan to give her the matching Myfork.
Her father promised to give a fork next year’s birthday.
However, on her birthday, Makise Kurisu refuted her father with theory.
At that time, Nakabachi had said that it would be good if she hadn't given birth to her, and also said that she must invent a time machine to erase the existence of Makise Kurisu.
This is probably the biggest blow she has suffered in her life.
To this day, she has not received this late gift.
The exclusive fork and spoon also became the assistant's memories of his father.
Even if it is not stated explicitly.