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"You missed him too much. He won't be here."

"I will. I clearly heard his voice just now. He was standing right in front of me."

"Wake up! It's impossible for Yin Tianhan to appear here. These few days, I was afraid that you would do something stupid, so I silently followed behind you. Please cheer up! "Stop torturing yourself like this." Looking at the exhausted Yan Nuo in front of him, Han Zhi's heart ached.

"Han Zhi, I'm really, really, really sick. Only when I'm alone can I think about him as much as I want. Now that I'm the mother of two children, I want to help them out, but I'm really tired. I need to vent, or else I'll go crazy.

A song came from somewhere ~ ~ ~ The lyrics carried a faint sadness.

I want to forget that you don't think about me anymore

Let the tears become memories.

I'd like to forget you don't cry don't recall

Without you around, my world is a mess...

Han Zhi stared fixedly at Yan Nuo, his eyes filled with deep sorrow, and finally released both her arms, watching her flee from her side.

Looking at her back figure, the corner of Han Zhi's mouth curled into a self-deprecating smile. No matter how many years passed, he could never take Yin Tianhan's place in her heart. No matter how many years passed, no matter how hard he tried, he could never enter her heart.

The sky slowly darkened and lights began to light up one by one. Han Zhi leisurely followed behind Yan Nuo, and watched her tiredly sitting on the stairs with a face full of exhaustion and despair.

Han Zhi walked to her side and wrapped his arms around her, allowing her to rest on his shoulder.

"Why can't I find him? Why …" What should I do? "What should we do?" As he embraced Han Zhi's shoulder, the grief in his heart poured out, and he could no longer hold back the tears that gushed out from his eyes.

"Xiao Nuo, forget about him! "Stop torturing yourself."

Hugging onto Yan Nuo's thin shoulder, the pain in Han Zhi's heart was indescribable.

Yan Nuo, who was in his embrace, gradually became silent. When she looked down, she realized that she was actually sleeping in his embrace, her eyes were still shining with tears, the exhaustion on her face could clearly be seen.

He picked her up and walked to the car in the distance. Every step he took was careful not to wake the person in his arms. She was too tired and hadn't been able to get a good night's sleep!

Han Zhi placed Yan Nuo on the back seat of the carriage and carefully covered her body with the suit. His slender fingers gently wiped away the tears at the corner of her eyes …

On the other side of Han Zhi's car, a white BMW started to move slowly. Through the window, the people on the other side were Yin Tianhan and Bai Su Su.

Han Zhi started up the car and left the place, but from the beginning, no one noticed the person they were looking for pass by. After Yan Nuo woke up, she had actually already arrived at Han Zhi's villa. This was a villa Han Zhi had built on this small island, and he would occasionally come here for holidays.

"Have a good rest first. I'll get someone to bring the food over." Han Zhi carried Yan Nuo onto a bed in one of the bedrooms, and said softly.

The two were not even half a meter apart from each other, and Han Zhi could clearly hear the scorching hot breathing of the two.

Such an ambiguous posture made Yan Nuo feel awkward, and she couldn't help but move her body a little inside the bed.

Han Zhi left the bedside and said: "I'll head down first."

After Han Zhi left, Yan Nuo was no longer sleepy. She stood up and stood in front of the window, watching the moonlight from outside.

Half an hour later, Han Zhi knocked on the door, and the fragrance of food drifted over.

Han Zhi placed some food on the table. "Eat something first! I see you haven't eaten in a day. "

"I know."

Han Zhi stood for a while, then awkwardly left. The door was lightly closed, as he did not want to disturb Yan Nuo's world again.

did not turn on the light. Only the faint moonlight brought about a thin light that shone onto Han Zhi's body.

He took a pack of cigarettes from the table, pulled one out, lit it, held it between his long fingers, and took a drag from his lips.

The bright red light carried a curling amount of smoke, causing Han Zhi's face to look as bleak as if it was from a different world.

After taking a few puffs of smoke, a violent coughing sound could be heard …

Although he felt very uncomfortable, he did not give up on the cigarette in his hand. The moonlight shone on half of his face, making him look even thinner.

"When did you learn to smoke?" A gentle voice came from behind him. The cigarette in his hand had been taken away by someone. He turned his head in shock. His eyes were filled with joy.

Was she concerned about him? Was she concerned about him?

"I've just learned. I occasionally smoke two cigarettes when I'm depressed." This scene caused one to involuntarily feel sad.

"Will this work?" Yan Nuo asked indifferently.

"Hmm?" Han Zhi didn't seem to understand the meaning of her words.

Yan Nuo picked up a cigarette from the table and placed it next to her mouth. "Give me a fire."

"You want to smoke?" Han Zhi opened his eyes wide in the dark night and looked at Yan Nuo with narrowed eyes.

"Give it to me, just this once."

Yan Nuo took the lighter from Han Zhi's hand and lit up the cigarette in his hand.

This was her first time smoking, and it made Yan Nuo's throat hurt. The bad smell of smoke lingered in her throat, and after a series of coughs, she started to cry.

Because of Yan Nuo's struggle, the tip of the cigarette had accidentally burned Han Zhi's arm, but he only frowned slightly and didn't say anything. In the dark of the night, Yan Nuo didn't see any trace of burn wounds on his skin.

"Tell me, what should I do? My mind is full of him. "

Yan Nuo looked up at Han Zhi, her eyes filled with tears.

"Stop torturing yourself."

Han Zhi didn't know how many times he had told this to Yan Nuo, but it seemed like he couldn't understand it at all.

"Only this day is good, tomorrow I will leave. No matter how tired I am, I will hide it in my stomach and cry again, okay?" Yan Nuo looked at Han Zhi with begging eyes.

Han Zhi stared fixedly at Yan Nuo, and after a moment he suddenly stood up and walked over to the wine shelf.

He took a bottle of red wine and two goblets from the cupboard and walked over, passing one to Yan Nuo.

Opening the bottle, he poured half a cup of wine into Yan Nuo's wine cup.

Yan Nuo nodded her head, and emptied the wine in her hand.

You drink one glass after another, bottle after bottle, until both of you are drunk on the carpet.