Chapter 365： Female champion VS dandy 30 ┃ Yu Yuxian's ending

Hearing what the official said, Yu Yuxian was so frightened that he lost his mind and struggled like a madman on the spot.

She doesn't want to die, she wants to live! She still has many wishes unfulfilled. She has to earn a lot of money and become a very big official! She can't die!

The officer had already been instructed to cover her mouth with a rag to prevent her from spewing feces and clinging to others.

Li shi couldn't cry, knelt on the ground and hugged the legs of the officers and soldiers, shouting injustice. What five lives, she had never heard of. Someone must have framed their daughter!

The officers and soldiers kicked her away and walked away in a mighty manner, leaving the whole courtyard screaming and barking.

Only then did Yu Yuxian's younger brother, who was also kneeling on the ground begging, raised his head with a happy smile. He also helped him earn so much money before he died, this big brother is really interesting.

Yu Yuxian was imprisoned in a pitch-dark cell, surrounded by a foul stench, like blood mixed with excrement and urine.

You can imagine how many prisoners were held in this cell, and how much filth they discharged.

Yu Yuxian, who has always been pampered, couldn't stand the smell, and even retched a few times.

Suddenly, a quiet aura floated over from the dark corridor opposite the prison door, like incense sticks that attract the soul, which is irresistible. Yu Yuxian sniffed the smell and walked slowly to the cell door, staring at the end of the corridor.

A light footstep sounded from far to near, neither hurried nor slow, and a handsome face flickered and dimmed under the light of faint candles.

This man is actually Zhuang Li!

Yu Yuxian suddenly opened his eyes wide, as if he understood something.

And Zhuang Li's words made her feel endless regret in an instant.

"You shouldn't put your mind on my sister. If I don't kill you, I can't sleep at night." He said the cruelest words in a light tone.

In this stinky place, his body was not stained with any dirt.

The killing intent in his dark eyes made Yu Yuxian shudder.

It was so! He just tentatively hooked up with Zhuang Xiaohui on the street and was discovered by Zhuang Li? Zhuang Xiaohui's life is so good! While Zhuang Li indulged her, he protected her so well.

I lost, completely, but the person I lost to was not Zhuang Xiaohui, but Zhuang Li. Thinking of this, Yu Yuxian couldn't help but sneer.

Zhuang Li saw her arrogance, so he said lightly, "Yu Yuxian, I already knew you were a woman."

The smile on Yu Yuxian's face instantly froze.

Zhuang Li added: "However, the emperor knew it before me."

Yu Yuxian suddenly opened his eyes wide, as if he had seen a ghost.

"Impossible!" she exclaimed.

Zhuang Li handed over an old and yellowed memorial. The cover of the memorial was stamped with Long Jinwei's special fire stamp. The date was exactly the day Yu Yuxian was admitted to the top spot. , how to deal with this matter, please show the emperor. 】

Feng Ming's Zhu Cui Long Feifeng Dance: [Watch, don't disturb. 】

This is the greatest tolerance and mind of an emperor. He gave Yu Yuxian the opportunity to control his own destiny, and how precious such an opportunity is, Yu Yuxian should understand without anyone else to say.

"You have failed the emperor's expectations." Zhuang Li said calmly.

"No, no, it's impossible! You lied to me!" Yu Yuxian roared again and again, as if mad.

However, she recalled many details that proved that the emperor knew her identity for a long time.

The emperor led his ministers to Xishan to soak in soup, but he never called her; the emperor and his courtiers discussed affairs all night, and he would always let her go first; the emperor would leave her in the camp when he went out to hunt around the city.

These many special cares are not because of doting, but because of taboo.

The emperor knew everything, but he did not criticize him, nor did he suppress or exclude him. However, in order to find a way out, she secretly helped Feng Yu win the heir, and even thought of using Feng Yu's power to escape by fake death, so as to avoid future troubles.

She wanted to abandon this dangerous identity and return to the court as a noblewoman. However, this identity is not dangerous at all, and it has long been acquiesced by the emperor.

As long as she keeps her feet on the ground, she can always enter the cabinet, or even become an inner minister.

She can achieve unimaginable achievements.

Yu Yuxian slowly knelt down to the ground, tears streaming down his face unconsciously. She tossed in such a big circle, what is she tossing about! She lost all of her great future!

How could she accept such a fact?

If she accepts, her whole life will be completely denied.

When she covered her face and fell into extremely painful remorse, Zhuang Li said firmly: "Yu Yuxian, even if you don't mix with Feng Yu, you are destined to achieve nothing. Therefore, all assumptions are Impossible. Your failure is doomed from the moment you are born."

"You are talking nonsense!" Yu Yuxian put down his hands covering his face, revealing a hideous face: "My mother raised me as a man and gave me the best education, I am better than any woman! What I want to do It must be done! Zhuang Xiaohui is nothing, if you hadn't helped her behind her back, she would be nothing!"

"You are the one who is nothing." Zhuang Li sneered, "Do you know where the most powerful driving force in a person's heart comes from when he walks in the world?"

Yu Yuxian remained silent, just looking at Zhuang Li with red eyes.

"It comes from here." Zhuang Li pointed to his chest, and said slowly: "It comes from my own recognition and affirmation of myself. No matter how dangerous the level is, this power will say to him: You can, you must It can be done. So, there is no hurdle that this person cannot overcome."

Yu Yuxian sneered: "You are right, I remind myself of this all the time, so I was admitted to the champion."

"However, do you still remember who you are? This man's skin has been worn for too long, have you forgotten that you were originally a woman? After being bullied by those five wealthy businessmen, why didn't you take revenge on them, but take How many weak women are angry?"

Zhuang Li slowly approached the cell, and his tone became colder: "Because when you become a man, your brain has such a consciousness that men are symbols of power, and women are born to be suppressed and despised. This skin gives you strength, but also devours the real you. The stronger you are on the outside, the weaker you are on the inside. Because you cannot identify with your own identity from the bottom of your heart, you despise women more than men.

"So after being bullied by a man, you will only look for weak women to vent your anger. You dare not resist authority, you are cowardly and incompetent, you despise yourself, despise yourself, deny yourself, and even despise, despise, and deny other women. You use five fresh lives to fill the incompleteness of your heart. You have no strength, and you don’t have the backbone to support yourself in the world. You don’t even deserve to be an official like this.”

Zhuang Li stared directly at Yu Yuxian's terrified eyes and said, "And my sister, if the same thing happened to you, she would dare to screw off the heads of those who bullied her. Yes, her strength is still there, she knows she is a woman, but she is not willing to accept her fate. She uses all her strength to fight against this world, and you only dare to hide under this putrid skin and do dirty things. This is The biggest difference between you and her. She is an upright person, and what are you?"

Zhuang Li pointed to his chest and asked in a deep voice, "What are you? After dark, everything is silent. Have you seriously examined your heart and then went to seek this answer? What exactly are you? A man, a woman, a good person. , bad guys, or beasts?"

These questions became more and more acute, forcing Yu Yuxian to go backwards and shake his head anxiously.

She hit the wall, and then fell to the ground along the wall, her face full of despair.

Zhuang Li looked down at her and sneered: "You already have the answer in your heart. What image you appear in your dreams is what you look like in reality. No one knows better than your own heart, who you are in the end. what."

Yu Yuxian covered his head and started shouting, then hit the wall with his forehead frantically.

In her dreams, she always appears in the form of a mouse.

She was wearing a dingy skin and hid in the filthy ditch. When she heard footsteps outside, she stuck out half of her head and looked at Zhuang Xiaohui who was walking in the sun with hatred.

This dream appeared over and over again, making her anxious and angry.

It turned out that she had vaguely realized that she had changed from a human to a monster so long ago.

"No, no, I'm not like that!" Yu Yuxian shouted hoarsely.

Zhuang Li's light laughter penetrated her eardrum: "It seems that you yourself know what you are. So from the moment you were born, your tragedy was doomed."

He shook his head and said indifferently: "Disapproval of one's own identity will only create one result in the end, that is denial and destruction. So sooner or later, you will always be a complete failure. Without the support of your core strength, how can you fight against this world? ?"

Seemingly feeling that it would be a waste of saliva to continue talking, Zhuang Li waved his hand and left the dungeon in a hurry.

He also took away the only wisp of air that was not polluted.

After he left, Yu Yuxian broke free from the state of extreme disorder. It was only then that she realized that her life had been ruined from the start.

The confusion of identity made her lose herself, and then lost her direction. Walking in the officialdom, every step requires repeated consideration and consideration, and the fate of making mistakes is doomed.

Yu Yuxian, who had no direction, could not have made mistakes in such an environment, much less could have reached the finish line safely.

Zhuang Li is right, she will always fail, it is doomed.

"Mother, you hurt me! You hurt me! I'll give you back this skin! I don't want it anymore!" Yu Yuxian started frantically pulling his hair.

After reflection, she put all the mistakes on her mother's head, which shows that she is hopeless.

Standing in the cold wind, Zhuang Li took a deep breath of the fresh air outside and asked, "Little mental retardation, is there anything in the script about Yu Yuxian becoming the queen?"

"No." 7480 flipped through the script and spread his hands: "This script is the end of a standard fairy tale, and the hero and heroine live happily together."

"Really? Then I'll write a continuation for it." Zhuang Li pondered: "Yu Yuxian, who became the queen, and Zhuang Yunzhu, who became the imperial concubine, you came and I fought endlessly, and they were finally abolished and died miserably."

7480 hurriedly wrote this sentence at the end and asked curiously, "Master, how did you know that she would lose to Zhuang Yunzhu?"

"She has three fatal weaknesses: first, her background is not clear, and people with a discerning eye can dig out her dark history; second, she and Feng Yu have experienced too many things together, knowing that the other party is the most unbearable and the most unspeakable. People's secrets. When they are in love, this is a bonus item. When they are not in love, this is a life reminder. Third, she is not like Zhuang Yunzhu, who has a powerful mother family and a powerful brother. Her position as a queen is empty. "

Zhuang Li shook his head and said in a loose tone, "So, whether in or out of the show, she will be empty."

At the same time, Yu Yuxian, who had woken up from crying until he fainted, has changed his appearance. She had a terrible dream just now.

She touched her neck where no streaks were left, and the expression on her face was very surprised, as if she couldn't believe she was still alive.

But it didn't take long for her to laugh wildly: "Hahaha, it turns out that what Zhuang Li said is true, no matter which way I go, I have to die. Wrong, wrong, I have gone from the beginning. wrong!"

After laughing wildly, she covered her face and cried.

Endless remorse flooded my heart like a tide, but it was too late...