"I don't know, Kafka~ I honestly don't know what to say or think~" Camila said in an uneasy manner while her face was still buried in my chest and wiggled her ass around, showing just how nervous and worried she was about her future.
"I was perfectly fine with my current life, even though my relationship with my family wasn't the most stable, and I knew that I wasn't feeling the best about how my life was going.
But I persisted on and ignored what I was truly feeling, thinking that I couldn't change my life now even if I wanted to since I'm already too old and that I should just accept my circumstances for my family's sake." Camila murmured into my chest the reason she didn't try to change anything, even though she knew she was unhappy about her life and her relationship with her family.
"...But then you just had to come into my life all of a sudden and show me a whole new path that I could walk on, where I could possibly find the happiness I seek at the end of the road.
Which, now that I think about it, was quite ridiculous of me to actually believe, since the one promising me was a high schooler like you who's still living in your mother's house." Camila chuckled by the end, like she thought she was crazy for actually trusting a boy whom she had just met with changing her life to the way she wanted it to be.
"But even though I say all that, for some reason my gut is telling me to believe in your promise as if it were sure that you would definitely do what you promised without a doubt.
And is desperately convincing me to hold your hand and let you take me on that ideal path I've been wanting to walk on for the entirety of the later half of my life." Camila finally stopped hiding her face and looked up at me with a look of wonder and suspicion in her eyes, as if she were trying to find out just what it was about me that made her trust a kid like me so much.
But she shook her head like she couldn't come to a clear conclusion and thought she was simply attracted to my charm, which she had to admit was making her go crazy whenever she looked at me as if she wanted to make me completely her's, or at least she wanted herself to be one of the few people I looked at fondly.
"Then why don't you already take my hand and walk the path, where I can promise you eternal happiness all the way up to the end?" I said as I slipped my fingers into her hand and held it tightly. "Why are you still hesitating to do so? Is it because you're thinking about how your daughter will react to the new changes she will have to face regarding the decisions you make?"
After venting out what she wanted to do to her horrible husband with a satisfied look on her face, she looked down at me, only to see me staring at her with my eyes wide open, like I was gobsmacked at her sudden outburst that I didn't expect from someone as graceful as her.
"D-Don't misunderstand, Kafka. I almost never act this way...I-It's just that I got heated in the moment and said some things that were out of line, so don't be too surprised." She said, thinking that I was frightened by her sudden burst of fury and thought I wouldn't want such a wild woman by my side.
"Oh, don't get me wrong. I'm not scared of you or anything after hearing what you just said." I quickly said while looking at her with a lovestruck gaze in my eyes, like I was seeing her for the first time.
"I was just in a daze, thinking about how I could fall in love with you even more than I already did. But here you are, proving to me with your fiesty spirit that it's clearly possible."
"E-Eh?" She was surprised that I looked to be admiring her for being so strong and iron-willed, when most of the meagre men in this world would see that as an unlikeable trait since it would make it impossible to control such an aggressive woman, which seemed to be their main desire in a partner. "...You actually like it when I'm acting in such an unlady-like manner?"
"Of course I do!" I said while frantically nodding my head, like a slave that had just found his new master. "To be a woman who's not only beautiful enough to ruin an entire nation like you but can stand her ground as well and fight for what she thinks is right...I don't think there can be anything more attractive then that."
"O-Oh, I see. That's surprising to hear." She blushed as she looked away from my gaze while thinking that I was some sort of enigma. "...You really are different from the rest of the men that are out there."
"...There's also the indescribable feeling of conquering that same woman that couldn't be controlled by others in bed, which is something that's to die for." I said on a whim while sliding my hands down onto her ass, which immediately made her scowl at me in dismay, like she regretted thinking of me so high up before and saying,
"Never mind...All you men are just the same."