Chapter 319: Blindness To Tragedy



"I-I see...So, that's how it was."

I stuttered and couldn't really give a proper response after hearing the tragic words that Nina said. I was pretty sure that she didn't know how sad her words actually were in reality, and she simply spoke her mind.

She had spent her whole life thinking that no one found her attractive due to her skin colour and thought that even the people who were close to her who complimented her were simply doing so to not hurt her feelings.

She simply had that firm mindset that she was unlovable to a person of the opposite sex, to the point that it didn't even faze her if someone said anything bad about her appearance, as she truly believed that to be the case and accepted it in a rather straightforward manner.

But now all of that changed, as a kid had suddenly entered her life who, unlike everyone else, she knew for sure that he found her to be pretty in his eyes.

And now, for that one kid, she was willing to look however he desired her to look and was willing to change her appearance in any way he wanted her to, since he was the only one who made her feel desired and loved for how she looked, unlike the rest of the men in the world who looked away from her when they saw the colour of her skin.

It was a horrible tragedy that fell on top of her, and to this day she still hadn't truly figured out how devastating of a life she had been living unbeknownst to her because of her free-spirited and carefree personality, which made her never overthink an issue and always ignore her biggest problems like they were no big deal.

I myself wasn't happy at all that she gave so much importance to what I thought about her, and I found it extremely sad that she was so desperate for any sort of recognition about her insecurity that she was immediately willing to hinge all her personal choices on a kid like me just because I found her to be attractive.

It showed just how starved she was to feel loved or sought after by someone else who wasn't simply doing so out of goodwill or familial love, which was simply heartbreaking to see someone like Nina who had the purest of hearts go through.

What was even worse was that she didn't even realise how tragic of a situation she was in, as she simply accepted everything that came her way without any hard feelings.

"Just one smile from you is all that it takes for all my worries to go away, so you don't even have to think that I'm stressing about something when I get to hug you like this and have you all for myself...Even the pressure of the world ending would be alleviated if I got to hold you like this every day."

Nina glared at me for saying such overwhelming words to her that were embarrassing her to the extreme. But she didn't say anything to retort and chose to silently sit still while I hugged onto her, like she was secretly enjoying the treatment she was receiving.

"As for what I prefer for you to look like..." I said as I grabbed ahold of her breasts under her green eyes, which were trembling at the sight, and jiggled them around a little. "...What if I said that these meat buns of yours aren't big enough for my taste and I would prefer them to be a lot bigger like Camila's?...What would you do then?"

Grope~ Squish~ Grope~

"T-Then I'd probably ask Camila to send me a lot more coconut products so that I can get bigger breasts like you want...N-Not to let you grope them around or anything, but simply so that you find me to be more appealing in your eyes."

Nina placed her hand on top of mine to stop me from groping her chest, but there was barely any force in her hands, so I simply went on, no matter how she looked up at me, like she was pleading with me to stop.

"Then what if I said that I don't want you to have such large breasts that don't fit in my hands..." My hands encompassed the entirety of her breasts to show her just how big they were, which made her look away in a fluster. "...And instead of some large honkers like the ones you have, I want you to have tiny ones that fit the rest of your slender body...What would you do then, my dear little Nina?

What would you do then?"

Squish~ Grope~ Squeeze~

"I-I don't know...I-I'd probably go on a diet and exercise a lot more to see if I can reduce some weight up here, even though I don't think it's really possible." Nina said in a demure manner as she tried her best to pull away my hands that were playing with her tits.

She could've easily pried my hands off her if she was in her normal state. But because she was caught up in the mood between us, she felt much more weaker and felt like she couldn't resist me at all while she was in my presence.