"It turns out that I can cry. I haven't cried for such a long time. Since I came to this world, I feel that I haven't cried. It's really sad to suddenly think of these things! But I believe I will be strong enough to survive this period, and I will not let myself degenerate like this! " Whirlpool morning Hao at this time has some power, and then said with a smile.
Although he had a smile, but these smiles were really very reluctant, and then his expression became very lost, and his heart continued to think about his previous things.
"It turned out that before I had doubts, the girl who could make a start for me was really sorry for him. Up to now, she has not remembered his name, and even almost forgot who he is. If I didn't see those clips, I would never remember it in my life." Whirlpool morning Hao at this time in the heart of the silent thought.
for the next time, he sat in the living room with lights on, and he was thinking of himself, and he thought of many things before, and thought of it. He make complaints about all the fragments he saw. At that time, he felt that he was so stupid before, and never realized that someone was tucking himself in to himself. I have some friends.
And now he felt that he was really a failure to live. Since he had so many friends, he could not see it, and at that time he was very careful of others. At that time, he was really afraid that the friends he made, not true friends, would harm him.
Now think about it, he felt very ridiculous. If he could know the friends who helped him at that time, he would not have fallen into such a situation, and he might not have crossed to such a place.
"It's no use thinking so much now. What's more, I'm very sad in my heart. The most important thing is that my most important friend is about to leave me. Now I'd better hurry up and go to bed. If I don't sleep, I won't be able to get up tomorrow morning." Whirlpool morning Hao said in a low voice with a smile at this time, and then slowly stood up.
After that, he went directly to the bathroom. After a simple wash, he came to the living room, looked at the clock and found that it was already early in the morning, and it was about 1 o'clock. Then he slowly returned to his bedroom and sat on the bed.
"Time is really happy. It's really hard to grasp the time. It's impossible to recover it and go back to the past."
"Although I am a plug-in here, I can do anything, but the only thing I can't do is that I can't go back to the past. If I can go back to the past, I can really live with my system again!" Whirlpool morning Hao said in a low voice with a smile at this time. He knew that these things were impossible, so he shook his head in silence.
Then he slowly lay on the bed, at this time, he felt that today is really very tired, not the body feel tired, but his heart is very tired.
"A lot of things have happened today. Although I have improved my strength, I can't feel happy at all. On the contrary, I am very disappointed! And now I am really very, very sad, no one can sit in front of me and listen to my crying! " Whirlpool morning Hao is lying in bed at this time, thinking silently in his heart.
Whirlpool morning Hao at this time and lying in bed to think of some things, and then slowly take off clothes and lie in the bed.
At this time, he slowly closed his eyes and wanted to have a good rest. After all, it's not early now. If he doesn't have a rest, tomorrow will be more tired than today, and he has no spirit.
"It's better to go to bed quickly. Anyway, there's nothing wrong now. Even if you want to break your head, there's no way to keep it. It's better to wash and sleep well, so that I can relax and relax in my dream." Whirlpool morning Hao closed his eyes at this time and thought of it silently.
After that, he began to sleep, and at this time, he was about to fall asleep, and there was a tear in the corner of his eye.
For such a long time, this is the first time that he cried. Such a strong man even cried because of his most important friend. It seems that every strong man has a weak side.
Everyone's strong is likely to be pretended, they just don't let their families and friends worry about themselves, all the sad things are pressed in the bottom of their heart, and they are not willing to tell others.
But it is because of this that he lives more and more lonely, and may even have no friends.
Today's night, whirlpool Chenhao didn't sleep very well. He often woke up at night and sometimes had insomnia for more than 20 minutes before he went to sleep slowly. Even after waking up in the day, his spirit was not very good. After all, there were so many things happening today that he was really very sad.