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Thus, she began to cry while acting spoiled by me by telling me that her husband is my bad is my fault … That I will never go on a blind date again … Eric's photo, even if my mom scolds me to death, I'm gonna throw it away...

Seeing Ah Qin desperately trying to beg for forgiveness, a perverted sense of satisfaction rose in my heart. It seems that only in this way can we even it out.

In fact, my words and actions that night were as cruel as a knife slicing through the air, leaving a mark on my love with Ah Qin.

Some of the cracks would fade with time, while others that were deep and deep would never be forgotten by the new warmth.

It is a pity that I found it hard to understand this logic at that time. IQ clumsy!

The more Ah Qin lowered her stance, the more pleased I was. Thus, at that time, I decided to continue to give her pressure, and then take back the worried interest I had earned from her for the whole night.

Then I said, How you do it is your business, and I don't care! Then he turned around and left!

I was a little heartless on purpose at that time, I knew that Ah Qin would definitely rush over and hug me from behind.

Sure enough, it hit!

Ah Qin rushed over and stuck close to her back while stomping on the ground, crying saying that she was in the wrong and did not do it again.

Then I turned slowly and took her in my arms.

I thought so at the time. No matter what, it turned out to be the case. I didn't lose anything, and I didn't wear a green hat. After venting, Ah Qin also admitted her wrongs. After the honeymoon, we would definitely still be together. Therefore, she still had to give a sweet date after giving it a slap.

Thus, my voice finally became gentle. I hugged Ah Qin and said, Sorry, my dear, I was just too excited just now. Who asked me to care about you so much … The two of us must be together for the rest of our lives.

At this time, Ah Qin looked a little touched, as if she was going to die.

Say, hubby, I'm not going home today, I'm going with you...

I said there was no need, my dear. If you didn't go home, there would definitely be trouble in the house, right? Besides, you still need to report the results of the blind date, right?

At this time, Ah Qin looked as if she was moved to death.

Then I took her hand and walked her home. Before I went upstairs, I kissed her on the forehead.

She whimpered to her husband, I love you! Then it seemed like it was all over.

It's just that when I got back to the hotel, I began to think more. I feel that since I already know that the house and the economic conditions are hard indicators that are unavoidable in a marriage, and I can't meet the requirements of Ah Qin's home, how terrifying is that?!

My mood of continuing to play in Chongqing was suddenly gone. The huge pressure made me feel like I couldn't sleep and couldn't breathe.

I spent the whole night sleepless, thinking about all sorts of ways to earn money. The biggest thing I thought about was winning the lottery ticket, which was the best way to buy a machine and get five stakes.

Hm, it's just pure YY.

The next day, without waiting for me to call Ah Qin, Ah Qin called me first. It was all about what happened last night. Sorry, how was your sleep last night? It sounded warm.

Then, Ah Qin even said that after today's work is done, she will accompany me throughout the entire weekend in Chongqing to have fun.

I was very excited because there were a lot of fun places in Chongqing and I had already heard about them. But thinking about how she can't afford it, how she can't afford it, how she can't get married, and yet she's making money in Chongqing... Therefore, he said, "Darling, I'm still going back to Beijing. These few days, you've been busy with the company. When you relax, I'll come and see you again. Anyway, you have to call me every day to chat about videos."

Ah Qin could tell that I was in a good mood, so he tried to sound me out: "Husband, are you not angry anymore?" Are you sure you can trust me?

If I say I don't trust you, so what? Your husband has to go back and find a way to make money to marry you! If you feel like it...

When Ah Qin heard me, her voice seemed to be somewhat moved. At the same time, I feel a little regretful and disappointed that I left after staying for just a few days.

I am not stupid enough to definitely understand Ah Qin's attitude and feelings.

It's just that I didn't think so much about it at the time.

I feel that the importance of earning money in marriage has completely surpassed the romance of this moment. In fact, he had already thought this way when he supported Ah Qin in starting his business.

Now that I'm suffering from a new round of intense stimulation, I become completely impulsive and fanatical. I want to earn money!

Now, I have to say, men are sometimes really prone to getting into some kind of a misunderstanding...

What Ah Qin and I experienced, the thing that caused a crack in our relationship, was a very clear example.

The most important thing in the path of interaction between men and women was trust. However, this so-called trust was sometimes not real. It was limited to the days when the two of them were facing each other.

When you are with your she, trust is magnified to infinity; and once you are apart for a time, trust becomes as thin as ice over time.

This was jealousy, this was jealousy, this was worry, this was inferiority. Therefore, there would be undeserved suspicion, and there would be so many undesirable cheating and breakups.

Often before a man or a woman cheated, they were not together, but they kept their promises and loved each other. Once it reached the point of betrayal, nothing could be saved.

However, I have no answer on how to avoid this step. There are many things that are destined by the heavens. I only want to say, if possible, please trust your lover in the distance more, even if it is to deceive yourself. Please believe in her or him!

In addition, a man must pay a price in order to know when to maintain his love.

Take the situation between Ah Qin and I for example. If I had stayed a few more days and used a little more effort to repair that emotional rift, then everything that would happen in the future might have been different. It doesn't matter if it's her or her parents.

However, I am just as confident and arrogant as many men who rely on subjective thoughts to treat emotional relationships. I chose to leave Chongqing, allowing Ah Qin to reflect and repent on her own, then allowing her to understand her "mistakes" better.

Then I thought I'd just leave and come back when I had time.

He always felt that I was his, that others couldn't steal Ah Qin away from him, would always be mine! In fact, I should be consolidating my feelings now, not leaving my beloved woman alone.

Maintenance and non-maintenance, the final result may be a world apart.

Thinking about it, this could be my old problem. At the most critical moment, I can't think of any way to persevere a little bit longer, even a little bit more.

And just like that, I made the wrong choice and left Chongqing at the critical moment that was most beneficial to my relationship with Ah Qin and the Ah Qin Family. I even thought that I was very outstanding!

Then about my return to Beijing.

I really want to call Da Gang and ask if he's back from Qingdao. He had already gotten used to it after so many years. If he had any ideas, he would first meet with his brother for a small meeting.

But this time, I held back, thinking back to the previous meetings when the profits were always raised in small thunderclaps, especially lively and last-minute bullsh * t! I decided to think of something for myself.

However, I don't have much money and I don't have the means to get rich, so what can I do?

After doing self-summing for a few days, he also searched for a lot of information on the internet to open a shop or something to see if there was any way to make money. Finally, I realized that the only thing I can do and still have the confidence to do is my old training!

So I changed my resume again and again and actively invested a lot of money in Zhaopin.com recruitment. However, I still say, work is no longer my intention, I want to make a fortune, can get a barrel of gold to accumulate capital quickly the best!

While I was waiting for the new company to summon me, I called my former friends or friends of friends or people who had only had a single encounter and asked them to help me find some sort of admissions business.

Everyone who knows the training industry knows that admissions are the key.

There are a lot of training programs that give high rates to the admissions staff. I used to be reluctant to touch them myself, because there were too many of them in the recruitment process, and most of the time it was no different from cheating. The money was profitable, but the risk was not small.

I spent a lot of money at the time, and I treated myself to dinner several times, all for business.

In the end, through friends of friends, I got a special promotion of a university in Beijing in a Hebei city recruitment right.

The process didn't say much. The recruitment had been a failure this time. In a week's time, I was unable to make ends meet. Inviting people from the local education committee to dinner, as well as gifts, the rent of the recruitment area and the cost of temporary labour... After calculating, I lost nearly twenty thousand yuan!

At that time, he wanted to cry, but no tears came out. This was not the same as working for your boss in a company, because even though a large company would be able to recoup the cost through training fees and other projects, it would still be able to recoup the cost through a previous period of recruitment.

However, if I were to become a contractor, I would have to admit that I was unlucky after losing money.

How should he put it? This time, he had been forced to do something on his own. At the same time that I experienced Ah Qin's hardship in starting her own business, I felt even more embarrassed.

During that time, I was always thinking, Zhang Hao, oh Zhang Hao, why are you so useless? You keep saying that you want to give Ah Qin happiness, where is the money you earn now? Where is the house you promised?

The more he blamed himself and felt that he was trapped, the more he felt embarrassed to face Ah Qin.

The calls and videos every night became shorter and shorter. Other than the business, there wasn't much else to talk about.

On the other hand, Ah Qin was getting busier and busier, and was developing in a direction similar to a qualified company. How to say, feel the distance between Beijing and Chongqing, we have some vague estrangement appeared.

One night, at around 9 PM, I really wanted to call Ah Qin, but I was afraid that she would say that I was tired and needed to sleep after she replied to my call. I didn't know what else to report to her.

When I finally gave up on calling Ah Qin, my heart felt an inexplicable sense of melancholy and loss.

Thus, I looked up a phone number and dialed a number from it. It was called Manager Qin.

I haven't contacted her for a while, it's Qin Shuang.