335 A love letter (1)
“My son can do it, but you can’t! The mountain road was dangerous. If the donkey didn’t listen, you could fall off the cliff at any time! Besides, we only have one donkey in this village! Hua, are you going to send this letter or not?”
“Alright! Father, I’ll give it to him tomorrow morning. Hua Zi is annoyed by his father.
“Thank you,” he said. Chi zuxu thanked Hua Zi and asked, ” “I’m sending it to Lin city. How many days will it take for this letter to arrive?”
it’s fast in our province. If you send it out, it’ll arrive the next day!
“That’s good. Thank you, Hua!”
If they could arrive the next day, then there was still time for everything.
Chi zuxu’s mood brightened up at the thought of seeing Chi Yi’s innocent and bright smile once he left this mountain.
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As the only road was also destroyed by the earthquake, Chi zuxu was tied up in the village and unable to leave. He could not return to the hotel he was staying in and ended up staying the night at the old man’s house.
Although he was not used to living in this shabby and dilapidated house made of yellow soil, he still accepted it with pleasure.
After dinner, the old man considerately brought a pen and paper to the man.
In the dead of the night, Chi zuxu used the candlelight on the low table to write a letter to his niece.
To be honest, this was the first time he had written a letter in his 30 years of life. It was even the first time he had written a love letter to a girl.
This feeling was somewhat novel.
He didn’t know if it was because he had no experience, but he only realized how difficult it was to write a love letter when he started writing.
For a moment, he didn’t know where to start.
After pondering for a long time, he finally had a rough idea of what was going on when he destroyed the third piece of paper.
He bent over the table and picked up his brush.
The letter was written as such:
“Child, it’s good to see the letter!
When you received this letter, I didn’t know what you were doing. Could it be that you were also thinking about me? Or perhaps, she is blaming me, or hating me!
You might be curious as to why I would write you such a letter out of the blue. I’m sorry, I’m in a very remote mountain area. There was an earthquake in the mountain area and the only way back is blocked. There’s no mobile signal, so I have to use this old-fashioned way to write you this letter.
Child, I’m going to say a lot of things from now on. ”
Chi zuxu’s writing paused slightly at this point.
After thinking for a few seconds, he continued to write.
He said,
“I’m sick. I’m suffering from nerve paralysis. It’s the after-effect of a drug. The doctor said that I might be paralyzed for life because of this illness.
I wanted to keep this bad news from you. I was afraid that you would be sad and worried about me. I didn’t want to see you shed a tear for me, and I didn’t want you to live in the dark because of me.
I’m afraid that you’ll know, I’m afraid that my incomplete self will delay your beautiful life. Because of you, who’s 18, your youth has just emerged, and love has just sprouted. There are so many beautiful sceneries for you to admire and choose from along the way. How can I be selfish and tie you to my side? So, I can only think of ways to push you away and keep you away from me.
Actually, everything between Qin Shuyu and I is just a show! She put on an act for me and I paid her money. Our relationship has always been this simple! As for me, I just want to use this kind of underhanded trick to drive you away from me!