Chapter 10

Thinking of this, she couldn't help glancing aside.

Have another child? In fact, in her last life, she was pregnant with a second child, but because she was extremely dissatisfied with the life at that time and hated her marriage, she secretly took off the child on impulse without telling everyone.

She was so proud that she didn't want to face up to her feelings or believe that she had made a wrong decision. So she cheated her heart and preferred to believe that she had forgotten the child who had no chance to be born

She thought of the black-and-white B-ultrasound in her hand, tears came up in an instant, and her vision began to blur.

She was flustered, quickly stood up, dumb voice: "Mom, you drink slowly, I go to the balcony to collect clothes, come in later." With that, she immediately turned away from her mother-in-law and ran out of the kitchen.

At 6:30 in the evening, Lin Xiaoqing took the park near West Road for a few laps. Back in her twenties, compared with her previous frail body, she deeply felt the huge gap in physical fitness.

Is all this true? She was eager to prove that all this was not just a dream, but she could not find any other way besides pinching herself. She could not ask her to pull a passer-by and ask people: is all this true now? Isn't it really in a dream?

Thinking, she looked at the stroller, Xixi has fallen asleep, she unconsciously showed a shallow smile. It's strange to feel like this. In her memory, her daughter has grown up to a teenager, and she can talk back, resist, roll her eyes, and hate her mother. But now her daughter is one year old, and she will smile at her, touch her face curiously, and occasionally linger on her neck like a coqueter I don't know if this is going to the future or back to the past?

Thinking of this, she sighed and laughed at the silly ideas in her head. Then she bent down to build a blanket for Xixi and went back home.

Song Beichuan was already at home when he came in. He lies on the sofa and sleeps soundly, while the TV picture stays on the news channel. Lin Xiaoqing is startled and looks up at the watch on the wall It's only half past seven. He came back so early.

She couldn't hide her surprise. In her last life, song Beichuan never left work so early No, to be more precise, even if he leaves work early, he would rather be drunk outside until midnight than step in before 12 o'clock.

Thinking of this, she gently takes Xi Xi back to the baby room, then turns back to the living room, but she doesn't know what to do next.

Should I wake him up? But seeing him sleeping so soundly, he must be very tired, right? To make dinner? It's not safe to think about it. Maybe he has already eaten it.

At last, she just sat down carefully and gazed at his sleeping face. How long had she stopped looking at his face like this? They live under the same roof, but never look each other in the eye Except for a fight.

It's incredible that she once madly loved this man, but in the end she also madly hated him. She vaguely remembered how much she hated him, but could not remember why she hated him because he worked hard? Or because he wanted her to stay at home and take care of Sisi, which made her lose her freedom?

At this moment, she really didn't know what deep hatred could exist between them. Maybe postpartum depression made her lose her mind, or maybe she was too young, maybe She really can't remember.

Now, she just felt sorry for him, for him in the past.

When he was young, he started a family plan to make their mother and daughter live comfortably, eat well and dress warm, but she made him reluctant to enter. Did she really lose her freedom and happiness? No, actually not. How happy she is now, compared with lying alone in a hospital bed waiting to die.

Suddenly, he snorted and seemed to wake up. Before Lin Xiaoqing had time to make any response, he opened his eyes.

The two people's eyes immediately on the collision together.

She froze, so embarrassed that she was caught peeping at other people's sleep.

"Er, that..." She gave a stiff smile. "Sorry, did I wake you up?"

"You Pinch me? " He looked at her quietly for a while, then asked, "or sneak nail polish on my toenail?"

"Ah?" She was stunned for a moment and laughed, "what? How could I do that? "

Not to mention, she did it when she fell in love with him before, but it was so far away that she could not remember such a thing.

"Otherwise, how can you wake me up?"

After understanding his jokes, she stopped for a moment and just laughed awkwardly. She didn't know what to answer, so she simply cut off the topic and asked him, "have you had dinner yet?"

He didn't answer in a hurry, showing that he stood up, turned his neck, moved his shoulders, and then threw the same question back to her, "what about you? Have you had any? ""Yes." Her answer was a little guilty. In fact, since she was reborn, she has no appetite. Just now, she just warmed up the leftovers and took a few mouthfuls.

"What do you think?" She asked again.

He raised his head and looked straight into her eyes, which were so sharp that it seemed as if he wanted to dig out some clues in her eyes.

Air, as if in that moment became thin. Breathing became so hard that Lin Xiaoqing's chest heaved slightly, and a stream of heat came up from the back of her neck and filled her ears. If he continued to stare at her like this, she felt and felt that she would suffocate and faint.

"I'm not hungry." Finally, he said so.

That means he hasn't eaten yet? As if she had found a reason to escape from the scene, she almost jumped up from the sofa and said, "well, I'd better cook something for you to pad your stomach..." She walked up to the kitchen.

All of a sudden, her wrist was buckled. She was startled. She quickly turned around and looked at her wrist and at him.

"What are you feeling guilty about?" He asked faintly, with a cold expression.

"Me? "Guilty?" She pretended to be natural and said, "how can I feel guilty?"

"No? Then why did you run away? "

She froze and couldn't move. Yes, she does have something to hide from him, but how can she explain it? She can't tell her the truth, but if she tells a lie, maybe she can't cheat him

He suddenly stood up and pulled her close to him, slightly rude, causing her wrist pain.

"Where did you go just now?" He looked down.

"I It's just a walk in the park. "

"You never take her out for a walk."

"People always change," she said, taking a deep breath and meeting his eyes.

"Yes, but not overnight."

"How can you be sure it won't?" She retorted.

He was blocked speechless, quiet for a few seconds, he seems to go out like, directly asked: "do you have other men outside?"

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