Chapter 29

The picture was so beautiful that song Beichuan could hardly breathe. He would rather see her cry out loud than see her drown in sadness.

"Come up and lie down with me." He commands gently.

"But the things haven't been sorted out yet..."

"That's all right. I can help you do it later."

She pursed her lips and hesitated for several seconds. Finally, she climbed up to the bed and lay down beside him. The whole person nestled in his arms. He held her tightly from behind her. They just lay quietly for a long time.

“…… Why do you want a divorce? " She asked, but she knew something about it.

Hearing her question, song Beichuan showed a wry smile and rubbed her hair with the tip of his nose. His heart suddenly became hard to say.

He thought hard for half a moment, and finally just spit out a sentence, "I think I'm sorry for you..."

Lin Xiaoqing is silent, waiting for the following.

"All the time, the marriage life didn't make you happy," he seemed to think of the mutual torture of the newly married life, "now, we are stable, and you are gradually cheerful, but I have such a big trouble at this time, it's just like trying to fix you..."

"You think too much." She chuckled and interrupted his nonsense. "Would you like me to persuade you to divorce you in the same way if I were sick today?"

"No way." Cut nails and cut iron.

"See."

"Of course I can't really sign it. I just said I had that idea." He folded his hands and held her closer.

Lin Xiaoqing is speechless. In fact, she can't help imagining in her mind that when she signed the divorce agreement very simply in her last life, what was song Beichuan's feeling of pain? Or relief?

"Do you know why I've changed so much?" She asked softly.

"Ah?" He is tiny Zheng, accident she can mention voluntarily unexpectedly, "why?"

"Because..." She couldn't help taking a deep breath and embracing his arms, "because I had a long dream, long, long. I dreamed that I left you and lived alone. After many years, Xixi grew up and you married someone else, but I was still alone Until he died in the hospital. "

The fear of being swallowed by the darkness still lingers on her.

"Fool, it's just a dream," he said with a smile, leaning forward and kissing the back of her head.

"Really..." She lifted the corners of her mouth, but dropped her eyes.

She laughed at herself, maybe all these things just changed in his eyes, but for her, she spent the rest of her life to repent. Then she thought, maybe after rebirth, it was the beginning of her atonement.

"Beichuan," she suddenly turned to face him, "promise me that you will get better, you know?"

"You don't need to smile, do you?" he said

But she couldn't laugh. "I mean, I have a lot of great dishes to cook for you. I still have a lot of places to go with you." tears oozed from the corners of my eyes. "We're going to watch Xi Xi grow up together And we're going to have another child together. "

Song Beichuan quietly wiped away her tears, "yes, my wife. "He smiles and whispers in her ear," so can we now carry out the necessary process of having another child? "

"But your body..."

"Shh..."

He kisses her on the lip and almost covers her whole mouth to keep her from talking, and then Seven hundred and ninety-eight thousand words are omitted.

Not long after falling asleep, Lin Xiaoqing was awakened by the ringing of the telephone.

Who will call so late? And you don't use cell phones to make fixed line calls?

She opened her bleary eyes, got out of bed and went to the living room in the dark to pick up the phone.

"Hello?"

At the other end there was a silence.

“…… Hello It's not a prank, is it? Zou Mei looked down at the caller ID on the phone. She was shocked and completely awake. It was the most familiar number, Mother Song's mobile phone number.

"Mom?" As soon as she blurted out her words, a woman's sobbing voice came from the microphone.

"Mom?" Lin Xiaoqing was immediately at a loss. Then she thought for a moment that maybe the other party was looking for her son. She said, "er Shall I wake up Beichuan? "

But Mother Song sobbed and refused, "no, no Let Beichuan rest... "

Lin Xiaoqing heard the sound of pressing her nose. Holding the microphone, she was at a loss. After a while, she heard song's mother's hoarse voice.

"I'm calling so late just to tell you..." She sniffed again. "That day, I didn't really want to scold you. I just, it's hard to accept my own My son I got cancer at such a young age... "With that, song's mother cried out again, which made Lin Xiaoqing confused. As a mother, she could feel song's grief and helplessness.

"Ma..." Even she did not consciously swallow, "Mom, you don't cry, I will take good care of Beichuan, you don't have to worry."

"It's cancer! How can I not worry? I'm so afraid that after the operation tomorrow, he won't be able to come back... "

"No, ma..." She unconsciously smile, even if the other party can't see, "the doctor also said, fortunately found early, the probability of recovery is very high, you don't think about it."

Although she was not completely sure of this kind of thing, as long as it was not 100%, there would always be a hidden worry in her heart, which made her sleep uneasy and her food tasteless. But what else could she do except to be calm?

"Mom, listen to me," she tried her best to comfort, "now you go back to bed and have a good rest. Tomorrow you can take Xi Xi out for a walk and relax. I'll call you as soon as the operation is over, OK?"

"But Beichuan is in the operating room. How can I let go? "

"Of course, I know it's very difficult," Lin Xiaoqing lowered her head, took a deep breath, and almost cried with her. But she still held back. Her chin trembled gently and began to speak hard. "It's just that if Beichuan finds out that you haven't had a good rest and that you are crying all night, he can't concentrate on fighting his disease, can he?"

Perhaps the mood was successfully appeased, and mother song did not speak for a long time.

“…… Well, "half pay, her voice again into Lin Xiaoqing's ears," then please, Xiaoqing. "

"Don't say that."

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