Cry loudly.
"What's the matter?"
Song Changlin quickly hugged her and clapped her back with big hands.
"Why doesn't mom like me?" Gu Nianjia cried
Hearing this, song Changlin had a clear idea. He didn't ask any more questions. He coaxed Gu Nianjia into the room. "Don't cry, come in."
He hugged her and sat down on the sofa. He thought jiawo was crying in his arms.
From small to large, because of her mother's indifference, she did not know how many times she cried, this is the only time she dared to cry loudly.
Because the mother is a strong woman, everyone said that she never saw her mother crying, and she thought that her mother certainly did not like crying children.
So she couldn't cry or cry.
Song Changlin let Gu Nianjia cry for a while. Hearing that her voice was going to be hoarse, he tried to coax her again. "Jia Jia, don't cry anymore."
He knew what was going on, but he didn't say the extra words of comfort.
Because in his world, facts are facts. No matter how cruel or painful they are, there is no excuse to escape.
The only thing that can be done is to make up and treat.
"Little uncle, don't everyone like me?" Gu Nianjia looks up with tears streaming down her face and gasps at Song Changlin.
Song Changlin bent her lips and smiled back. "There are many people who like you."
The tone is as gentle as ever, and the voice is as warm as ever.
He pauses, stares at kannya's confused eyes for two seconds, and then goes on: "I never think of anyone's like, for the people I care about, I just pay silently, not to care about the return, for the people I don't care about, I don't need them to like me."
"It doesn't matter that others think my identity may be worthless, laugh at me, or even humiliate me. It's important to find the value of existence and like yourself."
Wen Yan, thinking of Jia Leng, looks at Song Changlin.
I repeat his last sentence in my mind, I want to find the value of existence, I want to like myself.
Did she like herself?
Never before. Everyone said she was stupid when she was young. Song Feifei bullied her with her classmates and humiliated her.
Although she would scold back fiercely every time, she was still affected in her heart. Sometimes Like now, she just hates herself.
Feel incompetent.
I don't even like my mother.
But what happened to her is worse than her brother-in-law?
When my brother-in-law first came to the Song family, she still didn't remember what it was like. She only remembered that since she was sensible, she often heard someone scold him for his illegitimate son and was often bullied and humiliated by the uncle's family.
At that time, she was also at her grandmother's house. She didn't like it, but she still wanted to join the circle, so she tried to please song Feifei and Song family.
In the end, no one likes her. She is like an outsider with them.
Xi Xia gave song Feifei a very beautiful little rabbit. They surrounded the stone table in the yard to tease the rabbit. She also liked the rabbit.
But song Feifei didn't let her see, and drove her away. She listened to their laughter in the corner, and her eyes were wet.
At that time, she was seven years old and song Changlin was thirteen years old. She was already a teenager. That was the first time she saw his face.
Because no matter at home or at school, he always kept his head down.