After the warning, he did not get rid of his anger and gave Lin yishallow a kiss on his cheek.
Then straightened up, turned around and took a cup of tea.
Lin Yi shallow suddenly very seriously called him, "read deeply."
Thinking deeply, Lin yishallow's expression was as serious as her tone.
"What's the matter?" I bent down to sit down on the sofa and looked at Lin yishallow curiously.
Wait for her to go on.
"Do you know what Changlin was doing when I first met him?" Lin yishallow tone is very calm.
Thinking deeply was asked, looking at Lin yishallow, eyes are very rare to show curiosity.
Lin Yi's eyes were fixed on her face. After a while, she opened her mouth. "He was stabbing his heart with a knife."
Her voice was a little shaky.
After so many years, every time she thought of that picture, she would be distressed.
Hearing this, he opened his eyes wide.
Song Changlin has just come to the Song family. He knows that he is lonely and melancholy. He once took song Changlin to see a psychiatrist for a while.
All the psychiatrists have no idea what to do with him.
Lin yishallow continued, "I didn't stop him. I was watching him in the dark. He didn't hurt himself too long."
"It was the first time I saw him."
"Later I knew that he was your uncle. I paid special attention to him. I heard from Song Feifei that he had depression."
"When I really met him, my mind was full of pictures of him stabbing himself in the heart with a knife that day. I gave him a smile without even thinking about it."
"I thought he would not care for me, thought he would walk past me indifferently, but he even smiled at me."
Lin Yi looks up, remembers the scene when he said it, and the corners of his mouth follow him.
But the eyes are still full of heartache.
"Later, when we met again, I smiled at him, and he would always smile back to me. When he was riding a bicycle, he always liked to park his bicycle outside the shed. When there was an activity in school, others were afraid of the sun, standing under the tree, and he was always standing under the sun. Gradually, I found out that he was not alone, just needed warmth and sunshine."
"Although Jiajia is a doormat in front of outsiders, song Feifei can bully her as she wants, but she is sunny and cheerful, so Changlin will take the initiative to approach her."
These forest meaning shallow don't say, think deeply never know, never understand.
He stared at Lin yishallow in amazement and didn't interrupt her.
All of a sudden, Lin yishallow turned his eyes to his deep face, "so my original intention for Changlin is because of you, and later because of his heartache, I want to try to take him out of the dark."
For deep consideration, it's enough to have the original intention of the previous sentence. The process and the end behind are not important anymore. All she does is because of him.
Without saying a word, he got up and walked to Lin Yiqian, forced him to sit beside her, then hugged her and asked, "how much do you love me?"
Lin Yi points to the window and returns to him, "go outside and see the sky."
Thinking deeply, I didn't think much. I went to the window with doubts and looked up at the sky. I didn't see anything for a long time.
He looked at Lin yishallow again. "What?"
"What do you see?" Lin asked
Thinking deeply and naively back to her, "stars, and the moon."
Lin yishallow: "the moon represents my heart."
Thinking deeply: "..."