"The shadow brought by the childhood living environment and the original family is also an indelible mark of growth and change. Parents who are incompetent and regard their children as playthings and supplies also exist. They are far from reaching the ranks of mental illness, but they can not deny that they will live in pain all their lives."
In the University, a tutor once said this in front of the teaching building, and gently patted her shoulder: "you are happier than many people, but you choose medicine and bring happiness to others, I believe you will succeed, even if your so-called friends are behind you because of envy and bad words."
Gu Mingyan did not remember how to answer this teacher.
It's just that the body is heavy like a piece of lead falling into the water. The painful chest and throat seem to be taken away all the oxygen by the fire. Suffocation and pain are stabbed in the temple with sharp weapons, left and right, screaming to wake her up. The blade in front of her eyes can stop above her eyes.
The ancient valance let her know where she was. Her mind was as clear as a magic medicine given by a fairy. Her pupils contracted slightly. Then she watched the delicate hands of the women and the jade Hong who stopped the sharp edge.
"Words are like blades, and I am the swordsman." Gu Mingyan seemed to answer the teacher's words in the dream. At this time, he seemed to reflect something. He raised his body slowly. Yuhong quickly waved the blade away from Yueqing's hand and pressed the man to the ground, shouting: "you crazy man! Your eyes are almost... "
"So many people want to kill me to prove that I am so valuable." Gu Mingyan gasped a little, sat on the bed and looked at Yueqing, who was pinned down on the ground by Yuhong. He whispered, "some people are jealous, but I forget that this envy is brought to them by my excellence."
Yueqing clenched her teeth and cried out: "you promised me that if I brought Su Yuwan and MuQing back, you would let me kill her!"
"Not now." Gu Mingyan helps Yuhong to take the second half of the sentence. He raises his hand and holds tightly the material on his chest. If he is being hit by a big fist iron, all she can reach is pain. However, she thinks that her heart is only as big as a fist, and raises her mouth: "where is Duan Chengxuan?"
Yuhong's face sank completely.
"I was abandoned here, wasn't I?" Gu Mingyan couldn't help but raise his mouth, and cold sweat slipped down his forehead to the corner of his eyes. After a moment's stay, he left a layer of light sweat on his cheek, along with the pain in the peach blossom eyes: "well, I feel that I have found some clues."
Those strange and reminiscent dreams of her previous life.
Maybe it's more like the long scroll of mission that the Jade Emperor handed to her, which has become a bright light for her.
There are not too many tyrants in Duan's royal family. Even if there are some, they will be replaced by their offspring. There is little chance that mental illness will be inherited. However, if all the princes are cultivated in the cracks of Duan Cong's half abandoning and half picking up, they should all have character defects.
and these as like as two peas, I can see that these personality defects are almost identical.
Persistent and hard to dissuade.
It's like Duan Cong did it on purpose. Duan Chengxuan and Duan Chengyu are seldom so persistent, but other princes are so persistent.
Yu Hong has half suppressed Yueqing and left his bedroom. Duan Feng, with a gloomy face, is full of anger. If he knew that Gu Mingyan was very important to Duan Chengxuan, he would kill the people in front of him.
"This is also the way you proposed to Duan Chengxuan? Take the throne first? "
"I don't have the ability to be the mother of any country." Gu Mingyan raised his head with his lapel clenched. The sharp pain in her forehead was intermittent, and her mind was very clear: "all your steps have been interrupted. You didn't expect that the relationship between their brothers is so good that you can entrust the whole country to him."
"Of course I know, because my father has always been like this!" Duan Feng smashed his fist on the wall beside him, and the thin skin on his Fingerbone was already open. However, he didn't realize it, but roared angrily, "but that damned Gu Cheng still hopes you live!"
Gu Mingyan was startled, moved his body a little, and looked at him obstinately as well: "the emperor is not a man with little affection and little justice."
"So he can have more than ten princes and treat us as ducklings!"
"Shut up!"
Gu Cheng's rebuke interrupts Duan Feng's complaint. He comes forward like he knows what answers Gu Mingyan is looking for. He stops in front of Gu Mingyan and lets Duan Feng leave at the same time. This move makes Duan Feng not hesitate to smash both doors with a bang. Outside the door comes the cry of servant girls or bodyguards - Duan Feng is venting.
"You know enough from his mouth."
"He is really stupid, but he is the one who can see the real face of the emperor. In the hearts of men, he has higher attainments than his brothers. I think you have given him all this. " Gu Mingyan reluctantly raised his mouth and smiled: "Duan Chengxuan will let me leave here."
"Duan Cong is the bird in the cage, Duan Chengxuan is the eagle in the sky. I will not fight against him for no reason, but you should stay here until he asks for anything." Gu Cheng's eyes suddenly softened a lot. He took a bag of preserves from his pocket and handed it to her hand: "I remember that you like to eat his family's preserves since you were a child."
The candied fruit in his hand is heavy, but Gu Mingyan hesitates for a long time to get it into his hands: "I won't be soft hearted."
"Never mind." Gu Cheng sighed a long time: "Duan Cong may win the whole life, but it's good to see him planted on you."
This time it was Gu Mingyan's turn to be completely silent.
After a long time, when Gu Cheng wanted to leave, she began in a low voice: "you treated me very well in the government for more than ten years. You never let me be bullied. I remember that you brought back many new gadgets. Although you didn't want to explore how many of them were true or false, you also had a nurturing grace."
Gu Cheng stops and laughs.
The so-called ruthless people, the so-called general trend, but also to the past, and even a pack of preserves.
"At this time, it's time to stop fighting and recuperate. If there's no mistake in guessing, the man's sword should solve other problems first. If you expose your strength, you'll die faster." Gu Mingyan said so.
Gu Cheng didn't answer, but didn't know if he heard.
When the gate was locked again, Gu Chenggang went to the outside of the courtyard and heard the servant report: "the palace refuted the post of nine princes entering the palace, and wantonly searched for the trace of assassins in the back palace. Six princes were forbidden in the palace, and the third was called by Dali Temple."
Slightly frown, Gu Cheng can't help but look back at the closed door and murmur: "this first knife really fell on Duan Feng's neck."