The cold hand stove was taken aside by the palace ladies. The angry Yuzhi was huddled in the chair and knocked the table case. Even if it didn't conform to the etiquette of the palace, no one dared to stop the two girls who were bold.
Gu Mingyan raised his hand and folded his broad sleeve to the side of his arm, then his arms fell on his knees quietly. His ears were slightly shaking with a few strands of hair. The sound of the charcoal fire in the fire basin was magnified countless times. When the people were gone and Duan Chengxuan was replaced outside the door, Yuzhi whispered: "what's the stimulation for you? I don't even want my head. "
"I just want to belittle Dongfang xun'er so much. In the future, there will be more people for him..."
"You just don't want to see that woman standing next to him." Yuzhi slapped the case and saw Gu Mingyan, who was shivering, slowly lowered his head. The answer was clear.
She just doesn't want to see Dongfang Xuaner around Duan Chengxuan, which always reminds her of Gu Mingyan's past.
She remembered the scholar's appearance and gentleness, but it was far stranger than Duan Chengxuan's every word. There was only one piece of congealed black under the silhouette of the man, but Duan Chengxuan was different.
Yuzhi raised his eyebrows and thought of what he had said to the ghost before. The ghost sent him to her: "if you want him to see only you, you can't have sand in your eyes. Why can't you be frank..."
"Because there's a price to be paid for being honest, I don't have the chips to bet on." Gu Mingyan waved the hand she wanted to reach out, and nervously rubbed the forehead with pain: "what I remember in my brain is always like this and that. I know clearly that those memories are chaotic, but I have to comb them over and over again every day. I don't know whether what you said is true or not, so I can only verify it by myself."
Yuzhi looks down at her and softens her voice: "what on earth do you think of?"
"You should have asked me what didn't come to mind." Gu Mingyan smiled bitterly and raised the corner of his mouth, gently grasped Yuzhi's hand, traced the lines in her palm, and whispered, "how do you know that I'm not cheating you to tell the truth when I chat with you every day?"
Yuzhi only felt the coolness in his heart and stepped back a few steps: "what do you mean?"
"Literally, the memory that I really left behind is what you told me. There is no Duan Chengxuan in the remaining memory at all. I should have known only Jing Wang. Besides, I don't believe in ghosts as you think. Now I believe in you more." Gu Mingyan said solemnly, knowing that there were Duan Chengxuan's people outside. Even so, she continued to say in a low voice: "these days, there is only one scholar's memory that I have recovered. Duan Chengxuan's fragments are pitiful, but more about how he treated me in jingwangfu."
Taking a breath of cool air, Yuzhi approached, holding her face and looking at the eyes: "but these days you seem to remember everything, and you clearly..."
"You didn't notice the manuscript I left. Didn't you find a faint smell of Medicine on it? The traces of charcoal told me how we went to Yanjiang and the prescriptions." The shadow in front of Gu Mingyan's eyes is always blurred.
"You are a liar at all." Yuzhi takes back her hand in disbelief.
How could Gu Mingyan not remember anything! She remembers so many things!
"I always do." "Just now, I realized that I wanted Duan Chengxuan to be possessive. I wanted him to be around me all the time, even though his name never appeared in the manuscript before."
"You've been hiding for more than a month, why do you want to say it now?" Yuzhi smiles.
"Because I think of something, your sister made me trust you." Gu Mingyan rubbed his head doubtfully, and then revealed the pure and innocent look: "besides, I don't seem to be a obedient person, pretending to be docile has reached the limit, so I have to say it to be more comfortable."
Yuzhi low scolded a monster then returned to the banquet.
Gu Mingyan, alone, sits alone in the side hall. The ice and snow outside the window gradually melts. With a sharp chill, she drifts into the four limbs and bones in the wind. Her palm gradually cools with the ice. Her mind clearly remembers the scholar's every move, but her body is very familiar with Duan Chengxuan. Unfortunately, there are few comfortable days in her mind.
Raising her hand and holding her arm, she said in a low voice after a long silence: "may I go out of the palace?"
"You can't leave until the banquet is over." The guard outside the door looked at her worried, stepped into the room and asked if she needed some food or other things. Gu Mingyan chuckled: "that's OK, I can have a rest here."
The guards left quietly, closing the open door a little.
Gu Mingyan simply closed his eyes and emptied his head. In his memory, only the teachers and classmates who had been in the university classroom before were left. At that time, they would get together in a noisy and noisy way. Their ears were always full of laughter and laughter, but at this time, she could only hear the wind roaring again and again.
She couldn't remember when she fell asleep when the wind in her heart collided back and forth.
Duan Chengxuan came to the side hall after the winter banquet, and watched Gu Mingyan fall asleep on the back of his chair. He raised his hand to stop the two guards' announcement. Dongfang Xuaner, who was following him, unconsciously raised her tune a little: "Prince Jing, her identity is Yanjiang..."
"Ben likes smart women." Duan Chengxuan squeezed in through the half closed door and raised his hand to signal Dongfang Xuaner to stay at the door.
Dongfang xuan'er stood in the wind and wrapped her clothes around her shoulders, biting her teeth.
The woman named Yuqing is not only similar to Gu Mingyan in appearance, but also similar in temperament. The only difference is that Gu Mingyan once knew the current affairs and would not offend everyone in a word.
Duan Chengxuan bends down and embraces her in his arms. Gu Mingyan leans into his arms and never wakes up.
When he picked up the man horizontally, Duan Chengxuan asked the guard outside to open the door and said in a low voice, "you don't need to let anyone know, send Miss Dongfang back to the mansion."
From the beginning to the end, Duan Chengxuan didn't look at Dongfang xuan'er, but walked carefully across the gravel path with the people in his arms towards him in the palace's dormitory. Dongfang xuan'er raised her hand: "I have to go to my aunt's place, so I don't need to see her off."
She came to the Queen's bedroom and told today's events and grandpa's birthday one by one. Her eyes were red with grievance: "what your highness Jingwang is looking for is just a substitute for Gu Mingyan."
Dongfang wiped away the tears from her eyes and told her with a wry smile: "if you just want to be princess Jing or the future queen, then why do you beg for the love of a man? You can try to accept her, your life is still very long, have time to solve he