The remaining poison is not clear, but the body can not stand any extra medicine.
Gu Mingyan lies quietly on the bed. For a moment, she doesn't know where she is, what day it is and what time it is. Only a jumbled memory falls heavily in her mind and piles up, but she is too lazy to tidy up.
Everything around was quiet and terrible, only the winter wind in the gap sent into the house made a whine.
He shrank into the quilt, but was pulled out by the collar after being pulled by one hand.
"Bury it again, how to breathe." Duan Chengxuan's voice with some helpless, eyes full of worry touch her cheek: "up to eat something to sleep."
The broad shoulders of the man covered the emptiness of the room.
Gu Mingyan smiled: "you take me as a vase again, where is so fragile. When you talk to me so gently, I thought it was someone else's disguise. "
Who expected that the voice just fell, Duan Chengxuan's hand was stiff a few minutes, asked: "I used to speak not gentle?"
"Maybe it's because we often quarrel, not to mention that you and I are even. They are always aggressive. Once the tone is gentle, how can we talk about each other?"
At this time, Gu Ming's cigarette head is clear and bright, as if he has not remembered the absurd things before he went to sleep.
Until he got up, the man in front of him had already handed over his hand. He picked her up and slowly put her on the bed. He put a pillow against her back.
"I will let you in the future, OK?" Duan Chengxuan's voice is more gentle.
But Gu Mingyan had goose bumps for no reason. It seemed that he could not understand the prince Jing in front of him. He only grasped the quilt and saw that he personally brought the food to the bedside and scooped a spoon of pork chop soup to pass it to her mouth.
"I can do it myself."
"You don't have much strength. I'll do it." Duan Chengxuan hands the spoon forward.
Gu mingyanmianlu is embarrassed. She drinks the pork ribs soup until a bowl of soup is finished. She also has some strength: "how about Qi Rou's wedding..."
"They are all very well." Duan Chengxuan just now some tough interrupt her words, eyes gloomy to feed her: "yesterday's matter, you don't remember?"
Gu Mingyan was rigidly in place when he arrived. Those vague memories seemed to be too drunk to remember some.
When she thought of what she said, she turned pale and grabbed Duan Chengxuan's wrist in a hurry. The food fell from the bowl and rolled to the bed and the ground.
Zhang opens his mouth, but Gu Mingyan doesn't know what he can say to Duan Chengxuan.
Maybe she would not have told Duan Chengxuan and her parents a single word if she had not been clear about the remaining poison on her body.
Mo San is right. She never asked Duan Chengxuan if she wanted to.
"You are right to slap me. If I didn't hurt you and hurt you before, now you won't suffer alone and never tell me what you want."
Duan Chengxuan opened his mouth step by step, put down the bowl and spoon to hold her trembling fingers.
If from the beginning he found that he was deeply in love with her, he would treat her well.
Even though he did not abandon Su Yuwan for his duty of care, he did not doubt and entangle her everywhere, which made her imprisoned by others.
If he had been with her long before, maybe now she would not have been careful about herself.
If he had his own ideas earlier, rather than listening to others, he would have brought the bitter fruit of today.
Pile pieces, causal cycle.
After they fell in love with each other, they had already forgotten the arrogant and domineering one another in the first Prince Jing's mansion.
Gu Mingyan is in a dilemma. He is the enemy all over. He can also satirize in front of him. With his ability, he is arrogant to others, dare to touch his scales at that time, but dare to talk about the theory of conditions with him.
However, there was also a lot of bitterness under it. When Yun Qingyang died, she had no one to tell. Qingdai died miserably. She had already turned away the ghost, woke up alone in the coffin and had no news. She was used to no one to tell. Now how dare she tell Duan Chengxuan.
"I just think it's my own business." After being pacified, Gu Mingyan leaned on his bed and smiled bitterly: "I came to this world alone, and I should like to die alone."
"I do always think about the worst and struggle for years between life and death."
"But you can see that I have met everything, but I haven't completely avenged Su Yuwan, and Gu Cheng hasn't completely handed it over to his mother as a lesson. Even the agreement between me and Qingdai has been tossed for several years. Maybe I will really end my life after the end of this matter. Many regrets can't help it."
She talked for a long time.
Just when Duan Chengxuan was worried about whether she was controlled by the medicine, the clear and transparent amber eyes looked at her faintly: "but you paid a lot for the old things and my parents are still alive. I don't want you to suffer because of me."
After all, she was not the one who had no scruples, just to escape from jingwangfu.
It's Duan Chengxuan's mysterious lover, the Dead Princess of Erdan and the holy doctor of canglan. She has relatives, friends and concerns.
But at this time, her only concern is in front of her.
Taking a deep breath, Gu Mingyan plucked up his courage and decided to say everything clearly.
"Besides, I may have a chance to survive. But once you know this, you may feel worse than when I died in your arms. You may guard my tombstone and die, but you don't know what I want. "
Gu Mingyan's eyes suddenly brightened, and his arm, which was weak due to illness, was firmly raised.
Cold fingertips fall on Duan Chengxuan's face, as if looking for an answer.
But the answer in the lip circulation a circle, but let Duan Chengxuan can not help laughing, red eyes attached to the cold hand.
"I don't know."
"You know."
Gu Mingyan also smiled bitterly, as if knowing Duan Chengxuan's escape: "you are Jing Wang in Luoxia water stronghold who is willing to abandon his beloved and play with me. You are also Jing Wang who worked hard to save people's lives during the flood."
"I like Duan Chengxuan, King Jing, not just you."
Her eyes firmly looked at Duan Chengxuan's gradually brightened eyes, but turned into a light smile at last: "I want you to be yourself, not Duan Chengxuan who is the one who is wrong for Su Yuwan, or change many husbands for me."
No one has ever said that to him.
In Tianyan City, all people lost themselves, changed themselves for all things and deceived themselves.
Since he had done so many stupid things for Su Yuwan, he had no idea what he wanted.
"I......"
"Remember when we watched the blood flow in the city on the mountain?" Gu Mingyan interrupted him: "at that time, we were not sad or happy, so we were not ordinary people. Now, why do you want to be submissive because of me?"
"I've always liked your bullying."
Leaning forward, the dragonfly kisses on the man's lips.
But for a long time, those breath are plundered by the man's overbearing past.