Chapter 899

Under the moonlight, the lights gradually go out. Gao Leng embraces Jian Xiaoshan, who is not walking steadily. At first, Jian Xiaoshan struggles for a while, and then they behave. They go to the swallow building together and disappear in Lin Zhi's view.

Swallow house is a room specially set up by the owner of the manor for Gao Leng, Puma and other important figures.

It has to be said that Jian Xiaodan's wine is not very good. After entering the swallow house, her body, which is in a straight working state, relaxes. It's like when a string collapses tightly on the battlefield, the battlefield immediately relaxes.

Jane's wine is too bad.

Gao Leng silently looked at Jane Xiaoshan, who was lying on the bed and giggling crazily as soon as she entered the room. She shook her head, stretched out her hand to help her take off her shoes and asked softly, "do you want to drink water?"

"I'll be good, mom. A bottle of water is enough." Jane Xiaoshan said vaguely, even with the tone of writing children's words. Gao Leng looked at Jane Xiaoshan, and saw her curled up and buried her head deeply in the quilt.

Hee hee hee, Jane Xiaoshan laughs again.

"You're drunk. Drink some water first." Gao Leng frowned, holding the wine glass in one hand and supporting her body in the other. As soon as she sat up, she found that Jian Xiaoshan was full of tears, which was the kind of real tears. Her face was full of tears, and she couldn't stop crying.

But her face is still smiling, smile appropriate, even can say smile very lovely.

Gao Leng's heart seems to have been plucked a string, sounded, a pain.

"It's not mom, it's dad." Looking at Gao Leng, Jian Xiaoshan immediately wiped away her tears, smiling, but her eyes were very confused and drunk. Gao Leng understood what she said. He nodded: "well, it's dad. You can sleep."

In Gao Leng's memory, the original owner once went to a social welfare home. When the children there saw that all the staff were called parents, they must have thought of their childhood when they were drunk. Gao Leng helps her wipe away her tears, remembers her expression at the gate of the welfare home this morning, and can't help worrying.

Just knowing that Jane Xiaodan grew up in an orphanage, what was her childhood like?

"You..." Gao Leng hesitated for a moment. He didn't dare to ask. It was like trying to uncover other people's scars.

"It's high cold." Jane Xiaoshan fixed her eyes again, recognized Gao Leng, cried and laughed. After a while, she was quiet on the bed and didn't move. Gao Leng helped her cover the quilt with her hands and feet. She saw Xiaoshan in the quilt, her hands and feet curled up together. This is the sleeping position of people who are extremely insecure.

"After that, when I have money, I will set up a social welfare home." Jane Xiaoshan's soft voice came out of the quilt with a choking voice: "in the welfare home, I want to forbid anyone to visit, forbid anyone to engage in activities such as taking children to experience the feeling of family, and I want to refuse all these activities."

Gao Leng sits down and looks at Jian Xiaoshan who only shows half of her head. She closes her eyes and tears and stays.

"Do you know? Every time someone goes to visit or visit, and every time someone from an enterprise comes to help us, it's a catastrophe for us. " Jane Xiaoshan sniffed: "we are classified and closed."

It's closed.

This description makes Gao Leng's heart ache.

"I am a healthy child and live on the first floor with other healthy children. On the second floor are children with cerebral palsy, disability and autism. Every time someone comes to visit, they always bring a lot of things, small toys, small clothes, and a lot of books. We all want it, but we can't give it all. The children on the second floor are strictly forbidden to go downstairs. It's not good to scare the people who come to help. So the children who are selected to welcome the guests are healthy and obedient. I'm one of them. "

Jane Xiaoshan reaches out her hand. There is a small brown mark on her palm, which looks like the mark of being burned by fire.

"Once I slipped into the kitchen to get a piece of cake for my younger brother. He was on the second floor. He never had the right to go downstairs on such occasions. Every time I looked up in the yard and watched my younger brother lean against the window. There were several children with cerebral palsy around him who were giggling. I wanted to steal a piece of cake for him. As a result, I was scalded and I kept silent He kept smiling to welcome the guests. Fortunately, no one found out. "

Jane Xiaoshan's face showed a smile, that smile is like exercise out, appears naive, lovely.

"Those who come to send warmth are kind-hearted, but they don't know it's charity. In order to get something from them, we began to fight a week before we learned that the other party was coming. We always called the staff as Mom and dad. In fact, some staff members have a big temper and are often scolded. But even if we are scolded, we will laugh. "

Jane Xiaodan giggled.

"Those who send warmth always say," these children are so cute and sensible. " They don't know, we don't smile, we don't act cute, we don't have your share when the warm people come. "

"Then why refuse others to take their children to experience family life?" Gao Leng held back the heartache in his heart and doubted: "these children have never experienced the warmth of the family. If there is a family that can take them to experience, isn't it very good?"Jane Xiaoshan didn't speak for a long time and closed her eyes.

After a long time, Gao Leng thought she was asleep and stroked the quilt for her to leave. But suddenly, she heard Jane sobbing in the quilt, crying all the time. She couldn't stop sobbing, just like the injured animal. Gao Leng's heart was broken.

"Well, well, I don't want to. I don't want to." Gao Leng patted her on the back.

"The staff who can take us out have to go through strict assessment. Now it is open to the society. At that time, only the staff who have worked in the welfare home for five or six years can take away the children. They can only take one child out a month." Jane sniffed: "there are more than 50 healthy children in our welfare home, and only two or three can be taken out in a month. Do you know how much I have paid to get this quota?"

"Spending the weekend outside was the most luxurious life I wanted at that time. How big was the welfare home? Everybody wants to go outside. So the staff who can take out the children, we will call Mom and dad sweetly, will perform very well. In order to stand together at the weekend, my parents can call their own names. Every time I call my name, I decide who will be taken out for the weekend. At that time, my heart will jump out. "

"You are only sent to a welfare home when you are five years old, and you are a healthy child. There are many opportunities for you to be taken out, aren't there?" Gao Leng asked.

Jane Xiaodan shook her head: "I was taken out once."

"Why only once? You're cute and smart. "

"Well, in order to be able to go out for the weekend, my mouth is very sweet. Sometimes I can't eat, and I eat all the food. Besides, I help the staff mop the floor and clean the toilet. Everyone likes me very much. It's a pity that I didn't behave well when I was taken out for the first time. " Jane Xiaodan shook her head: "that time, my father took me out to experience family life. He asked me if I wanted to eat lollipops at the buffet. I said yes, and he gave me one, but I wanted two. He frowned. When I was sent back to the welfare home on Monday, my father said I was too greedy and didn't like me. Then no one took me out. Later, I learned that every child who was taken out would be very sweet, and if they asked them if they wanted to eat, they would only need a little, so that they would have a chance to be taken out next time. And I asked for two lollipops...

"two? You gave it to your brother, didn't you? "

"Well." Jian Xiaodan suddenly began to cry again: "my brother is just sick. His kidney is not very good. He is not cerebral palsy or autistic, but he is locked up with those people. He also has emotional needs. He also wants to come out to play. I just wanted to bring him one more, but I didn't expect that...

GAO Leng's nose was sour.

Jane Xiaodan's childhood memories hit the softest nerve in his heart.

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