Back at the hotel, after washing up, it was past midnight, and we entered the trajectory of April 2.
This time in Hollywood, the board and lodging were arranged by Teddy Bell. 〖Freedom〗 is only responsible for the album, and the promotion is also to promote sales. The other aspects of independent musicians need to take care of themselves. Because of financial constraints, Teddy Bell, Eden Hudson and Gu Luobei lived in the same room, and Sean Mayer naturally had his own place. In fact, it's nothing, it's much better than Gu Luobei's 1ù meal when he goes out for mountain climbing and backpacking trips.
Eden-Hudson didn't say a word either, and slept extraordinarily well at night.
After Eden-Hudson came out of the shower, he sat on his netg and started flipping through books, but he was not reading law books, but books he found on the bookshelf in the dormitory of Gu Luobei School, Bernard Shaw, Dickens, Byron, Shakespeare , covering a very wide range, today Eden-Hudson is watching "1 Buduli" I read it before I came to Hollywood, because I couldn't let it go, so I brought it here and continued to watch it.
Gu Luobei sat on the netg, just waiting for Teddy Bell to come out of the shower. He had something to say to Teddy Bell. Although Eden-Hudson was also in the same room, Gu Luobei felt that there was no need to avoid him because he believed in Eden-Hudson. Bei still chose to trust Eden-Hudson. This step was easy to think about, but it was an extremely difficult step for Gu Luobei: secondly, it was also because of what he was going to talk about with Teddy-Bell today. Hidden thing.
Only Teddy Bell and Eden Hudson know about the cooperation with Apple and Warner Records; only Teddy Bell and Eden Hudson know about the conflict with Chenyu's state of mind: Gu Luobei himself The music studio, music blog, was established with the help of Teddy Bell and Eden Hudson. This is Eden-Hudson's trust in Gu Luobei." It is also the trust of Gu Luobei after struggling hard. If he mistrusts this time again, Gu Luobei may not have the ability to believe from now on.
After Teddy Bell came out, he saw Gu Luobei sitting on the netg with his brows slightly in the middle." His left hand rested on the ring finger of his right hand. Teddy Bell knew that this was his habit when he was thinking.
"What's the matter? What are you thinking about?" Teddy Bell wanted to ask, "Are you worried about sales?" But thinking about it, with Gu Luobei's style, he would definitely not care too much about sales, but he would care more about tonight. The quality of the performance is good, so the question is changed when the words are spoken.
"Teddy, I have something to talk to you about." Gu Luobei's words made Teddy Bell stunned. Hearing the sound of "Teddy" Teddy Bell knew it was business and sat down on Gu Luobei's netg bunk. Come down." He looked like he was listening.
Eden-Hudson, who was sitting on the side, had tight muscles. Although he had only been with Gu Luobei for two years, Eden-Hudson knew how much Gu Luobei was wary, just like himself.
Many times, Eden-Hudson felt that looking at Gu Luobei was like looking at himself in the mirror. Although he had a happy family, it was not the same as if he had no parents, but Eden-Hard Xun saw the same breath as himself from Gu Luobei. This is why Eden-Hudson is willing to look at Gu Luobei differently.
Eden-Hudson always thought it was hard for him to trust others, but when he saw Gu Luobei, he realized how difficult it was to trust. In Harvard University for more than two years, Gu Luobei has met countless friends before and after." Including the object of a romantic one night, there are no one thousand or eight hundred, but in the end, the one who became Gu Luobei's friend is himself, and there are three people who are in a melancholy mood. There are four members in total. Even the other two people in the same dormitory, Gu Luobei are just nodding acquaintances.
After the melancholy thing, Gu Luobei still chose to believe in himself. A series of events made Eden Hudson clearly feel the firmness of this friendship. But today is different. Gu Luobei wants to talk about things with Teddy Bell and his own brother. From the tone of voice, Eden and Hudson can tell Gu Luobei's seriousness, but they do not avoid themselves. . This trust moved Eden-Hudson's heart.
Eden-Hudson knew the weight of that trust. Friends, different from relatives and lovers, may not be blood relatives, maybe not lovers, but friends will accompany you through: life, in many cases, where family love cannot take care of, there are always friends waiting to fill in A broken heart. Lovers are easy to find, but confidants are hard to find.
Eden-Hudson couldn't help but clenched the hand that held "1 Buduli", and he could clearly see that his fingers were squeezed into a flat shape on the page. At this moment, Eden-Hudson could not help but tighten Dexun's heart, which was wrapped by the iceberg, really felt a strange emotion called "touched", which made his hand tremble slightly.
Although Eden-Hudson soon recovered his calm, the storm in his heart was not so simple.
"Teddy, you know, I have always been very responsible and do things according to my own preferences." Gu Luobei scolded Teddy Bell very seriously. Teddy Bell had just taken a shower, and the wet short was reflected in the netg headlights. The bottom is crystal clear and shining, a pair of blue eyes full of sincerity, and the full pair of nets are tightly sipped.
I wanted to go to Broadway, so I went: I wanted to go mountain climbing, I went out: I wanted to go on a road trip,
Just did it: I wanted to be an independent musician, and I did it. I've always been like this, living my life according to my mood, according to my own thoughts. But Catherine and you have always been accommodating to me, never asking me why, or stopping me, just being my strongest backing behind me. Actually, that's enough. "
Teddy Bell looked at Gu Luobei and opened his mouth, but Gu Luobei shook his head gently and did not let Teddy Bell speak. In fact, Gu Luobei knew what Teddy Bell was going to say. From childhood to adulthood, Teddy Bell always took Gu Luobei's requirements as the standard. If Gu Luobei said that he wanted to eat hamburgers, he would never say that he wanted to eat pizza. A: If someone spoke ill of Gu Luobei, he would always be the first to rush to argue. Even in the face of Gu Luobei's needs, Teddy Bell always put his own needs second, just like the reason for the beginning of this conversation. Therefore, Gu Luobei knew that Teddy Bell would say "this is normal" and "this is what it should be", but Gu Luobei knew that it was not.
"I know how hard the road for independent musicians is, and I also know how bleak the future of independent filmmakers is." Gu Luobei never said this in front of Teddy Bell, just as he just,
I just said that since childhood, Gu Luobei just wanted to do it, so he did it, and he never explained the reason.
So, Teddy Bell closed his mouth and listened carefully, this was the first time he understood these things, and the first time he had touched his brother's heart so directly" He was serious, as if it was the most important thing in life A class is average. "I choose this path only because I want to chase my dreams, do what I want, and that's it. But this road is my own choice. I am ready for all the bitterness, all the difficulties, all the unknowns. Even if I wasn't ready, I knew where I was going. "
Gu Luobei's words are very difficult. Trust is a luxury for him, and even with Teddy Bell, he can't really be happy. The memories of the past life are too heavy. And the last life was precisely the reason why Gu Luobei lived like this now. So, he thought that he would never have the time to say this, but he still said it to Teddy Bell, with Eden Hudson by his side.
"This is the future I chose, whether it's full of bruises or blood, or even nothing." I just want to do what I like. But you don't have to change your future for me." Gu. Luo Bei finally said the main point, and this is the main point of his conversation with Teddy Bell today.
A trace of anger appeared on Teddy Bell's face, but he still cherished more, "North..."
Gu Luobei did not answer, but continued, "You are now a student of the management department and the economics department. Your ability is completely different. You are also an intern in a garment processing factory. You can make a **** and choose your own. The future. Maybe Wall Street, maybe a big company executive, you don't have to change your future because of me."
In the past two days, Gu Luobei has indeed been touched a lot by Teddy Bell, but at the same time,"
He also realized that he was too selfish and lived according to his own wishes, but it also changed the fate of Teddy Bell. A top student at MIT, but gave up a great opportunity to be a manager for himself, and even sell albums on the street. This was not, and should not have been, Teddy Bell's original career plan1. Others Gu Luobei can make gods and don't care, such as melancholy mood, but Teddy Bell, Gu Luobei can't.
After Gu Luobei finished speaking, Teddy Bell asked with his eyes to make sure that Gu Luobei had expressed his meaning clearly. Then he opened his mouth and said, "Bei, I know exactly what I'm doing, and I also know exactly what I want to do." Hearing Gu Luobei's words, Teddy Bell was in his heart. It was inevitable that he was a little angry, and felt that Gu Luobei was being polite to himself, but more, he still felt the sadness in his heart. How could Teddy Bell not know about Gu Luobei, who is free and easy on the surface, but in fact he grew up as a child
That's it, a child in need of protection, he would say that today out of fear of ruining his future. How could Teddy Bell be so angry?
"Actually, I haven't thought about my future? Entering a big company, starting from the bottom and reaching the management level, how can I do it without five or eight years of hard work?" Teddy Bell pulled the corner of his mouth, obviously a The helpless smile still looks very simple and honest, "If you start your own business and grow up from a young age, it will also be a long process to need funds and connections." Speaking of which, Teddy Bell stared at Gu Luobei, Jue looked serious, "If you think about it like this, it's better to be your agent and ask you for a salary.
Besides, under my management, your studio will definitely be able to expand its scale, and it can be regarded as my own business, isn't it? "
Gu Luobei didn't speak, just let out a long sigh, pulled the corner of his mouth towards Teddy Bell, and smiled, "I hope you don't disappoint me, my music studio is going to expand in the world! "a.