Chapter 741： touch the heart

Phoebe Courteney sat on the floor of the room, relieved. My mother became sensitive again tonight. She finally took sleeping pills and had a hot foot massage before she fell asleep. But Phoebe Courteney was already suffering from back pain.

Since my father left, the family has been shattered. Although my mother can still go to work during the day, her spirit is extremely unstable, and she tosses and turns sleepless almost every night. This has been going on for almost two months. Now, Phoebe-Courteney not only has to focus on her studies, but also uses her spare time to work part-time. After returning home, she has to clean, cook, and take care of her mother.

But Phoebe Courteney knew she had no chance of being weak, because once she breathed a sigh of relief, she could no longer be strong. This family, and her life with her mother, must go on.

Phoebe-Courteney turned up the radio a little bit. In the dead of night, like cicadas chirping in the grass in summer, it was quiet and soothing, which could calm her mind. Phoebe - Courteney is arranging the schedule for Tiantian. It is not long before school starts, and she must readjust her part-time work time.

"I can't get over the pain of you leaving. I've never had a flow of self. I think being strong means never losing control, but right now I just want to get drunk." The voice was cold and warm. This is a very contradictory description, cold means pain, warmth means healing, but this voice is true, with contradictory emotions, so that Phoebe Courteney is recording the right hand to stop.

Phoebe Courteney recognized the voice, Evan Bell. Heh, once upon a time, she was a little girl who could enjoy her youth freely, but now she doesn't even have much time to listen to music. Phoebe Courteney actually envies Evan Bell, not for his talent, but for his persistence. Phoebe-Courteney knew that in fact, Bell's family was not a good family. Their mother also raised their two sons by herself.

But Evan Bell never gave up. On the road of chasing his dream, he did not forget to help his mother reduce the burden. Phoebe Courteney remembered that when Evan Bell went to Broadway, not only for his dream, but also because there were paid apprentices who turned regular. Now, Phoebe Courteney is also persevering, chasing her dreams in her own way, and supporting this family.

"'Lonely (A Maggot ByMy▲Xing), really stings me", this lyric moved gently in Phoebe-Courtney's heart, her right hand was still recording, but a drop of water It fell directly on the paper, and a blue tear bloomed on the white paper. One, another. But the right hand continued to write, until the brushstroke came to the side of the tears and then stopped. The pen in his hand dropped weakly.

She was really tired, really, really tired. She is only fifteen years old. She was a carefree girl three months ago, but now she has to take on the responsibility of the whole family. Her shoulders were still too immature, and the weight on her shoulders made her breathless. She knew, "Being strong means never losing self-control", Evan Bell's lyrics are right, so She has been working hard. However, she was really tired.

I closed my eyes and the tears continued to flow. Phoebe-Courtney couldn't help clenching her tuǐ, buried her head between her knees, and whimpered softly. Even if she cried, she couldn't cry loudly, because her mother was next door, she finally fell asleep and she couldn't wake her up.

The cold moonlight shone through the narrow panes and cast on Phoebe Courteney's thin shoulders, the thin T-shirt couldn't bring any warmth at all. The slightly trembling shoulders, and the low cry, were fully releasing their cowardice and cowardice.

Tonight, just tonight. Phoebe Courteney told herself she would only allow herself to be weak tonight. Tomorrow, it will be a brand new day, she is not qualified to continue to cry. Tears, more and more unscrupulous.

Grey Lannon was still standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows of his office, motionless, just like the Statue of Liberty not far from downtown. The melodious and cold piano keyboard sound flows through the entire office through the radio, like a quiet lake, transparent emerald color, calm and calm, but after a closer look, it is found that it is the shape of a tear. Countless tears flowed into my heart and outlined a lake of tears.

Everyone has their own dark corners and weak spots in their hearts. But not everyone has the right to be weak, not everyone has the time to be weak, and not everyone has the right to be weak. Maybe once you show weakness, you will be swallowed up by this cruel society, maybe you have been strong for too long and forget your weakness, maybe you have been weak for too long and have to learn to grow up... But, deep down, no one knows The place still has its own softness. Tonight, at least tonight, maybe just this one night, allow yourself to be weak.

Grey Luannon looked into the distance, but his vision was blurred. All the lights of New York City were blurred into a halo, shrouding the whole city in a light, and the dark sky shrouded the entire Big Apple. The sadness in my heart invaded, and then like the night, it devoured myself.

Although Gray Lennon has always known that Evan Bell's singing moves people's hearts, and although Gray Lennon is not the first time to listen to the song "Tonight I Want to Cry (Tyitaiy, at this moment, he still can't Stay strong as usual. All the disguises were torn to shreds, and he just stood there, crying silently.

"When we've been strong for too long, we suddenly realize that we've forgotten what it's like to cry." Ryan Seacrest's voice, with a hint of disappointment and a bit of a nasal tone, appeared on the radio again, "Maybe in Tonight, this night can cover everything, we can take off the armor on our bodies, take off the bursts on our shoulders, open the shackles in our hearts, and let ourselves indulge once. Tonight, I want to cry, tears are at this moment, is allowed."

Ryan Seacrest paused and coughed lightly, "Evan's singing always has a moving energy, his music, called music." This sentence is definitely aimed at the one that just ended. Grammys, "Rolling Stone" pointed out that the 46th Grammys "only pop without music" and now, a "Bad Day" plus "Tonight I Want to Cry", Evan Bell I told everyone that the music has always been there, but everyone lacked a discovery. "As the lyrics say, 'I have never had my own emotional flow lù, this song is Evan Bell's unprecedented true emotional flow lù.

From this song, we can see Evan who has lost his halo. He is a young man who loves music. He stands in the center of the stage barefoot and sings the music he likes in a low voice. This purest love, the energy that bursts out, moves us all. "Ryan Seacrest was a rare sensation.

In fact, the song "Tonight I Want to Cry" was written very early, even earlier than "Just a Dream (J 4 t AD ∞ ana, this song is exactly the 2001 Sundance movie Created after the festival, this is Evan Bell's farewell to his previous life... To a certain extent, "I want to cry tonight" is still the inspiration for "Just a dream", because Evan Bell was on the street. During the performance, he played "I Wanna Cry Tonight" for a moment, but then found himself on the street, playing another song, "Just a Dream" amid the chaos.

For Evan Bell, the song "I Wanna Cry Tonight" was too emotional to be released because he needed to make sure he was ready. In the end, the song was included on the album "Two", submerged in a pile of outstanding music, and received very limited attention.

"'I want to cry tonight, and here, Evan used an active verb of 'thinking,' but I believe that this is not a sign of weakness, but a brave vent to vent the pain in my heart, and after packing my bags, I will start again. The courage to hit the road." Ryan Seacrest analyzed seriously, "Before thisEvan let us know the true meaning of 'a bad day, there are no obstacles in life, just It just needs more courage from us. Now, Evan moved our hearts with the song 'Tonight I want to cry, maybe, tonight we are allowed to be weak, but after tonight, we will say goodbye to this bad One day, step back and move forward. So please allow your tears, even if it's just one night."

As Ryan Seacrest said, there are countless Derek Wests, countless Phoebe Courteneys, countless Grey Lennons, countless Ryan Seaks in every corner of the country. Lester, in his own space, formalized his own weakness. Tears are a symbol of weakness, a symbol of venting, and a weapon to bid farewell to the past bravely.

"This is another brand new single from Evan, maybe someone has heard it on the 'Two, this album, maybe someone's getting it for the first time, but whether you've heard it or not, when it's played tonight, it makes me We have rediscovered the power of grief, and let us rediscover the power of tears. 'A bad day is Evan's inspirational voice, 'Tonight I want to cry, it is Evan's warm voice. I hope you can like this song Song, love tonight's show, and finally, let's say good night in the voice of Luther van der Russ. Good night!"

Ryan Seacrest's voice disappeared, and the melody of Luther van der Russ's "Dancing with the Father (e妯≡ sounded slowly. ! .