Chapter 987： lying on the road

987 lying on the road

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Nightmare, **** nightmare.

Evan Bell put on his coat and went downstairs to leave 11 Princes Street. Waking up from a nightmare was covered in sweat, and even after taking a bath, Evan Bell felt unable to sleep, so he decided to go out for a walk at midnight.

It was already 3:30 in the morning, Prince Street was completely silent, and even the lively neighborhood not far away was utterly lonely. A gust of cold wind blew in and poured in from the neckline of the T-shirt, causing Evan Bell to fight a cold war involuntarily.

"In the cold wind howling, I'm shaking alone. My body hurts, my heart is broken. Why did I lose everything in this life, why did I want to hold on to happiness, but was thrown to the end of the abyss. No, hold on, don't just turn around and leave like this Go, please take me away. I cried with all my might, but no one looked back. In panic, I ran alone; in the dark, the road was nowhere to be found. I tried to get up again and again, tried to pray, Fate knocks me down again and again. This is my world (my.de.of.the.ry). It's just my world. No one cares, no one relies on, no one hears, This is my world."

Just like the night, Evan Bell's desolate voice wrapped himself tightly, but what he felt was not warmth, but a biting cold. The loneliness, sadness, and pain in the song are almost despairing, as if standing on the edge of an abyss, the openness and darkness under your feet seem to have life, dragging your feet, constantly pulling down, Then I just feel life slipping away from the soles of my feet.

"I'm falling, I'm sinking, I'm crying and howling, but no one responds. In panic, I run alone; in darkness, the way is nowhere to be found. This is my world."

This is Evan Bell's darkest and most desperate song since he started writing. Even the original "I want to cry tonight (ght.i.wanna.cry is just an emotional vent, not that A gray from which all the colors of life have been extracted. Even after the defamation incident, Evan Bell wrote songs like "Don't Leave (n't.leave.me and "Stubborn", but he mostly used contradictory ways to vent his emotions. This is Evan Bell's self-protection model. He doesn't want others to see his vulnerability because it's really hard for him to trust others.

But in the past two years, Evan Bell has gradually changed this situation, and his life is returning to its original track. The song "Tonight I Want to Cry" was officially released, which is a manifestation of Evan Bell's no longer clinging to the past.

Tonight, that terrible nightmare blew up all the negative emotions in Evan Bell's heart. He couldn't imagine what life would be like without Katherine Bell. In the last life, it was a long time ago, and Evan Bell would not care; but in this life, Evan Bell would not allow anyone to hurt the people and things he cherishes most. All these negative emotions accumulated together, and after the explosion, there was this song "My World (my.de.of.the.ry.

The song itself didn't really struggle that much. Evan Bell chose the guitar to compose the music in his mind, and the style was closer to the country style. The kind of narrative sense that came slowly and completely broke out the sadness and pain in the song. . A simple "my world" actually didn't have a high outburst, nor a fierce roar, but a murmur that returned to calm, but fully expressed the bitterness and loneliness in the heart.

"No one cares, no one relies on, and no one hears, this is my world." This lyric alone broke out the loneliness that was so painful to the extreme. The components of a song include the melody, lyrics and singing. In this song by Evan Bell, the melody does not deliberately create an atmosphere, but through the contrast of the lyrics, the sadness in the melody is maximized. Different from the tear-jerking effect of "I want to cry tonight", "My World" is more of a despairing despair. Negative emotions solidified in the cold blood.

At this time, Evan Bell walked to the empty Princes Street. Whether it was in front or behind, there was silence. The empty loneliness made the song even more miserable and cold.

Evan Bell stood in the middle of the street and stood there for a while. After a long time, he seemed to realize where he was, and then he sat down directly on the ground and lay in the middle of Princes Street. .

There were some people on the icy asphalt road, and the head was in contact with the ground through the hair. The penetrating cold air absorbed all the temperature of the skin, and the body temperature of the whole person dropped immediately. In fact, Evan Bell is not a person with such a dark heart. He is not used to presenting his negative emotions in such extreme expressions. It's just that the nightmare tonight was really terrifying, and the darkness in his heart broke out completely.

Lying in the middle of the road, this is a very strange feeling. It is uncomfortable to lie on the uneven ground, but it can make people's heart inexplicably calm down. At the same time, the car will drive over at any time, and the thrill of life hanging by a thread keeps ringing the alarm bell to the brain. So, it's a wonderful feeling, like a madman.

"Evan?" A crisp voice sounded in the empty streets of Prince Street, and it became more and more weird at 3:30 in the morning.

Evan Bell opened his eyes and saw an upside-down face. The long curly hair reflected a faint golden light under the moonlight and the street lamp, and the long hair that fell down covered the cheeks, and the shadow cast on it made the face unreal. She raised her right hand, put her long hair behind her ear, and suddenly revealed half of her face. "Taylor?"

"Yeah, Evan, why are you lying here, and it's still this time." Taylor Swift said with a look of surprise. She had just left No. 10 Prince Street when she saw a body lying on the street. , this looks really scary. If she hadn't recognized Evan Bell, she would have called 911 long ago.

"I originally wanted to learn from literary poets and sigh about life. I didn't expect to be ruined by you, and now there is no atmosphere." Evan Bell didn't move, he still lay in place, and said solemnly. Taylor Swift suddenly had a black line on her face, even though she knew that Evan Bell likes to joke, but these words sounded really hard to tell the truth. "What about you? What are you doing on the tenth at this time?"

Taylor Swift walked to Evan Bell's side, and the two kept looking at each other upside down like this, how strange it was. But even if he walked to Evan Bell's side, standing alone and lying down, the conversation was still embarrassing. After thinking about it, Taylor Swift simply sat down beside Evan Bell, but then thought, since they have all sat down, it is better to lie down and watch. Anyway, it is estimated that she will not try this thing in the future except tonight.

Lying on the road, this feeling is very strange, different from lying on the roof or other places, although the sky is also cut into countless pieces of tofu by high-rise buildings, but you can see the shoulder of the road directly from the corner of your eyes, and there is still not far away. At the intersection, this will make people worry all the time: where is the car coming? Where's the car coming?

"Wow, is this your first time lying down on the road?" Taylor Swift asked, a little excited and a little scared.

"Of course not. Otherwise, you think, how did the plot in 'The Notebook' come from." Evan Bell said with a smile. As children, he and Anne Hathaway would often lie in the alley in front of their home. But it was just an alley, and no vehicles passed by. Later, he and Anne Hathaway ran onto the road in the middle of the night and lay down. But it didn't take long before a big truck drove up, scaring the two of them.

Taylor Swift turned her head to look at Evan Bell, her heart beating faster. Every time she sees Evan Bell, she always blushes and her heart beats, and now, the two of them are lying side by side. Although this is not a sofa, a bed or the like, it still makes Taylor Swift panic. She couldn't say a word, after all, she was only a sixteen-year-old girl.

"What were you doing in Number 10 just now?" Evan Bell's voice came over, startling Taylor Swift, who was immersed in his own thoughts. "Oh, yes, No. 10, yes, I'm... yes, I'm creating." Taylor Swift said incoherently, the panic was not concealed, it was completely clear at a glance. Fortunately, when it comes to writing, Taylor Swift finally remembers what she was doing, "Yeah, I'm writing. I have a few ideas lately, and I'm trying to write them. Bruno was here just now, but He left half an hour before me."

Taylor Swift and Bruno Mars are in Studio Eleven. Although they don't have to worry too much about their lives now, they have been working hard for their music dreams. They don't want to have a good environment, but the result is Still no success Bruno should send you home and let a girl go home alone, which is not what a gentleman should do. "Evan Bell's voice came again.

Taylor Swift murmured, "Our apartment is only two blocks away, that's fine." She and Bruno Mars lived in Studio Eleven, not far from Princes Street.

Evan Bell smiled, "It's not a matter of distance." However, he turned to look at Taylor Swift. Due to the shadow, Evan Bell did not see the pink of Taylor Swift's cheeks. , so it's just that the little girl hasn't learned much about the etiquette of a gentleman, so she didn't continue to talk about it.

"Are you ready?" Evan Bell said out of nowhere, making Taylor Swift's heart beat faster for no reason, "What?"

"I mean, are you ready for your own album?"

Huh, that's what I was talking about...

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