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Evan Bell looked at his phone and smiled weakly, very good, perfect, he hurt Anne Hathaway first, then Blake Lively, it was really good.
Maybe as Blake Lively said, he will choose to speak out, just want to be redeemed, like a bastard, rely on hurting two women to get redemption. Maybe his idea of love is unrealistic, what loves Annie and loves Blake at the same time, this is an excuse for him to play the world; maybe, he is a complete selfish **** who only knows how to think about himself, he Enjoying life, but hurting those who love me deeply...
Looking at the rising sun rising into the air outside the window, Evan Bell's heart was tightly imprisoned and he felt unable to breathe. He wanted to vent, but he didn't know what to vent. It was just a tightness in his chest, but it was just a mass of air, without any substantive content. Evan Bell breathed a long sigh of relief, but sat on the balcony without saying anything.
Slumped on the ground, Evan Bell only felt that his heart was constantly falling, and falling again, it was like a bottomless abyss. He couldn't find a landing point. It faded little by little, turned into black and white, and finally even the white disappeared, even though the sun was already high above the blue sky, but Evan Bell only felt that all around was endless. Black, there is no end in sight, let alone the direction.
"I don't know where I am now, in the dark, I'm tired of waiting. Waiting anxiously in the queue, hoping to find the dream I've long sought. But stuck on the ground, why am I so futile, why am I flying into the flames. I thought I could fly to the sky, but why I can only fall into the abyss. I will never understand. Why I fell like this (wn) , fall, fall.
Not ready to let go because I can't imagine what I might lose, but I've lost so much. So when will I have the courage to give up those dreams? I have tried to fly towards the sky. In the end, I am stuck on the ground, why am I so futile, why am I moths to the flames. I thought I could fly to the sky, but why can I only fall into the abyss. I'll never understand why I'm falling, falling, falling like this. "
The lyrics of this "Falling (wn are not complicated, it can even be said to be relatively simple, like a sketch. But it completely vented Evan Bell's messy mood. Evan Bell chose the piano to perform this piece, which became more and more cold. But it was this coldness that woke Evan Bell.
Maybe it finally fell to the bottom of the valley, maybe it was the extreme cold, maybe it was the bright sunlight outside the window... Whatever the reason, Evan Bell slowly woke up from the boundless darkness. It's not him, it's not Evan Bell, it's not what he wants.
He would choose to be candid with Anne Hathaway and Blake Lively. Not only because he didn't want to deceive, but also because he wanted to be able to take the initiative to grasp his own happiness. Happiness is not a bus stop, it will stand there rain or shine. Waiting for everyone to arrive; happiness is actually a beacon in the vast ocean, whether you can see it or not, it will stand there, but you need to find your own direction, and then persistently move forward and work hard to reach the place where you belong. happy position.
Evan Bell wants to take happiness in his own hands, just like what he has been doing all his life, so he needs to work hard, he needs to struggle.
Life is as gorgeous as summer. Death is like the quiet beauty of autumn leaves. This sentence actually expresses Tagore's outlook on life and the world. Xia huā is a symbol of exuberant life, life is like summer huā, and life should be as splendid and exuberant as the blooming huā flowers in summer, and work hard to shine. Autumn leaves, sentimental, melancholy, poignant, quiet, the death of a person. As long as it is as quiet as autumn leaves, it does not need to be vigorous.
Evan Bell doesn't know whether he will be "quiet and beautiful" when he leaves the world, but he knows that when he is in the world, he needs to bloom every color of life to the fullest. This is his persistence all his life, and it is also the principle by which he acts as a man.
Self-pity, timidity, timidity, and blaming others, this is not Evan Bell's way of doing things. Evan Bell doesn't know what's going to happen, like he said to Anne Hathaway, but he knows what he's doing, he loves Blake Lively, he loves Anne Hathaway Wei. Therefore, what he has to do is not to sigh here, nor to make a choice between the two, but to strive hard and use his own hands to bring happiness to these two women.
Looking at the messy notes in his hand, Evan Bell knew that he should not be trapped in this, but should really enjoy life and boldly pursue his own happiness. After thinking about all this, Evan Bell's disturbed thoughts became clearer by little.
Life is as splendid as summer, who said that feelings can't be like this? He's been doing this his whole life, and he just needs to keep doing it now. As for morality and public opinion, that's not something he needs to consider. Life is full of joy, and don't let the golden bottle face the moon. That's what he needs to do. He should try, he should use his own actions to pursue two women, and also pursue his own happiness.
He hurt Anne Hathaway and Blake Lively, then he needs to work hard to make up for it, he needs to use his own hands to soothe it all, happiness should be in his own hands, it is the most real. Evan Bell stood up suddenly and wanted to call Blake Lively, or go directly to Anne Hathaway. However, Evan Bell suddenly realized that all this happened too quickly. Evan Bell came to terms with this because he had survived this way for the past ten years, and he figured it out after venting his emotions, but they were not. Even Evan Bell himself is so troubled, let alone them? Evan Bell realizes that he should give them some space, space to think, at least not so much. You know, whether it's Blake Lively or Anne Hathaway, their minds have just suffered, and no matter what Evan Bell says at this time, it's ineffective for them.
not to mention. Evan Bell just had a quarrel with Blake Lively, and Anne Hathaway also looked like she didn't want to talk more. Even for Evan Bell himself, he needs a little time to digest it. After thinking about it, Evan Bell sat down again. Relax your tense shoulders. Evan Bell suddenly discovered that the people who raised the third, fourth, and fifth outsiders were really good. They could mediate between different women at the same time, and they also coaxed each woman into obedience, and sure enough The means are superb, and he is like an idiot.
So, give them some time to settle down. Give him some buffer time too. After all, what happened in the past two days is too much and too complicated. Evan Bell cheered up, walked to the bathroom, turned on the shower head, and let the warm water continue to wash down, which could calm him down and calm his heart.
When Evan Bell came out of the bathroom, he saw Eden Hudson and Teddy Bell sitting on his bed. "Why are you here?" Eden Hudson has been running around New York and Los Angeles recently. With the spread of "fact-fiction (t-n on utube, more and more companies are willing to cooperate with video sites . Now more than half of the record companies are willing to hand over the copyright of their music videos to utube. Although the film company still has no progress, this is really good news for utube, which has only been established for half a year. . Therefore, Eden Hudson has been too busy recently. Evan Bell wiped his hair, went to the wardrobe in the hotel room, and began to rummage for clothes in it.
Eden Hudson asked out loud, "Did you bring your golf clothes?"
"Golf?" Evan Bell came out with a T-shirt and jeans. There was no premiere today, and he planned to go see other movies. After all, I came to the Toronto Film Festival, and it is not worth it to miss the true meaning of this film event. "I have never seen what a golf club looks like, so there is no golf clothes. What's the matter, do you want to play golf?"
Golf is called an aristocratic sport. Equipment and clothing are expensive. What's more, because of the venue, if you really want to join the ranks of golf, you can't do it anytime, anywhere. Evan Bell is both human and doesn't have much contact with golf.
"No, I want to invite you to a golf game today," Eden Hudson said simply beside him. Evan Bell pulled up his jeans and didn't speak, and Eden Hudson began to explain to himself, "Doug Morris came to play golf at Toronto's Canyon Manor, and I came with me. Later, I found out that Shi Steve Jobs was also playing at that court, along with Michael Inas, and he wanted you to go with him." Although there is no explanation in the later words, Eden Hudson actually wanted Evan Bell to go to the meeting. After a while, these big guys, the two people's efforts together are more convincing. But even if these words need not be said, Evan Bell is understandable.
"It's so lively, how did they get together." Evan Bailey put on his clothes, took a bath towel and wiped his hair. Looking back at Eden Hudson, obviously a little surprised. "Is there any charity game this weekend or something?"
Doug Morris is the CEO of Universal Music. He is 67 years old this year. After entering the music circle as a creator, he began to lead the American Atlantic Records in 1980, and then took leadership positions at Warner Records. Later, I got into trouble with the company. In 1995, I went to work for A Records. In the following year, A Records changed its name to Universal Music, and Doug Morris became the CEO. It can be said that under the leadership of Doug Morris, Universal Music has gradually reached the No. 1 position in the global music market. Of course, the dilemma of Universal Music in the past two years is also a huge dilemma faced by Doug Morris.
As for Michael Enas, CEO of Disney; Steve Jobs, CEO of Apple, they are all familiar faces.
"Vacation. Morris and Inas came to Toronto Canyon Manor for vacation. Jobs received an invitation from Tiger Woods to come to Canyon Manor to play golf." Eden - Hudson explained briefly. Tiger Woods, the number one player in the golf world today, is known as a top figure who can compete with Michael Schumacher in racing and Michael Jordan in basketball. Steve Jobs and Tiger Woods have a relationship, which is not surprising. These top stars in the sports world have more or less ties to all walks of life.
Teddy Bell took over the topic, "Aren't you going to talk to Steve Jobs? It is estimated that Morris is also a difficult character." Eden Hudson and Universal Music have been entangled for nearly four months. But there is still no result, after all, the relationship between them is really stiff.
"I heard that Spielberg and Brad Gray also arrived at Canyon Manor today." Eden Hudson broke the news again, which suddenly made Evan Bell's slightly depressed mood jump up. Teddy Bell, who was sitting next to him, also had a very interesting expression. These big guys arrived at the same venue to play golf. Even the stupidest person could feel the tricky stuff in itWhat? They came too? Ron Mayer didn't come with him?" Evan Bell's thoughts drifted away. Steven Spielberg was planning to sell DreamWorks, and Brad Gray was in January this year. The newly appointed CEO of Paramount Pictures, the tricks here are definitely not simple.
Eden Hudson pouted in denial. Ron Mayer, the head of Universal Pictures, was absent, which seems to be worth pondering. It's just that I don't know if the whereabouts of these bigwigs have been discovered by reporters. If the reporters broke the news, it would be wonderful. However, even if the reporter is not present, with the participation of this group of "actors" alone, this weekend at Canyon Manor will definitely not be deserted.
Evan Bell thought for a while, it just happened that he needed a little time and space to settle his chaotic thoughts, and an empty venue like Canyon Manor was obviously a good choice. "Such a good show, of course not to be missed." After finishing speaking , paused, "Let's go, let's go find golf equipment."
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