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Evan Bell wished he could plug his ears, but he didn't wear earplugs today, so he could only passively listen to the girl venting her pain recklessly. Evan-Bell was a little curious about the girl's situation, because at first he heard words like "agent" X "music", and thought it was a singer preparing to debut; but then he listened carefully to the girl's words , and it seems to be a love affair, and is cursing his boyfriend, maybe this boyfriend is a music manager, I can't tell...
Evan Bell sat there and started thinking wildly, and suddenly the girl's cry was replaced by a shout, "****!" Evan Bell returned to his senses a little, and saw the girl standing in the lake. Side, shouting at the lake. From a wooden boat on the lake, there was a scolding sound, "Grass! Be quiet, bitch!" The girl seemed to lose her mind, and scolded the wooden boat on the lake. The wooden boat was probably a group of young people, and she scolded vigorously. , the two sides yelled at each other across most of the lake.
However, Evan Bell put away all the random thoughts in his mind just now. Every family has a scripture that is difficult to read. Actually, this sentence means that everyone has a scripture that is difficult to read. Because everyone's life is different, when others point fingers at your life, this other person is just a third party, and he will never be able to understand your situation, even your relatives, lovers and close friends can't really understand your heart feeling. Therefore, everyone has a hard-to-recite sutra in their hands. No one can read it for them, but they can only savor the ups and downs of life.
Evan-Bell doesn't know what difficulties this girl has encountered in her life, but at least she can bravely shout and vent, which is much better than many others. Many people encounter difficulties in life and are often overwhelmed, while more people go with the flow or even surrender. Because fighting life to the death is really hard work.
However, if there is a real difficulty in the sky, how should we face it? Vent it out loudly like the girl in front of you, and then muster up the courage to continue on the road; or like an ostrich, bury your head in the sand; and whether anyone can show a bright smile and use cloud How about the way of the wind wheel to face the bleak life?
Evan Bell was thinking, when the girl's sharp voice interrupted his thoughts again, this time it seemed to be coming directly at him. Evan-Bell's focus was fixed again, and he saw that the girl had turned to look at herself, and yelled at herself angrily, "Hey! You! What are you doing there? Are you watching my jokes!"
When people are angry, they are quite unreasonable. They only feel that everyone around them is looking at them with strange eyes, and they only feel that the whole world owes them.
Evan Bell was not angry, but raised his hands in a gesture of surrender, "I'm here, I've always been here, it's been a long, long time..."
Evan-Bell's words made the girl stunned. The anger on her face suddenly turned into astonishment and shame. She seemed to realize that she was taking anger on strangers, which was really not a good habit. Evan-Bedolo showed an innocent expression, "I'm serious, I've walked before." He was just playing soy sauce!
The girl stood there a little bit at a loss, and wiped the tears from her face with her sleeves angrily. However, the tears and snot were all stuck together, and the mascara also covered the eyes like pandas. People can't tell her original appearance, but you can vaguely see that her goose egg-shaped cheeks have a delicate appearance, which is set off by the long black hair, which instantly feels like an Asian girl, but carefully. Looking at the outline of the facial features, you can see that this is definitely an illusion, and the girl in front of you is a European and American girl. It's just that the girl's body is slightly thin, and her slender body is at least 5.6 feet (about 1.73 meters). Although it is not exquisite, it is also graceful. A peach-colored T-shirt is paired with lake blue cropped trousers and a pair of lemon yellow canvas shoes. The collision of colors can show the girl's distinctive personality.
The girl stood in the same place and wandered for a while, turned around and looked at the lake. The group of teenagers who had challenged her just now rowed away, and she looked back at Evan, who had withdrawn her eyes and looked elsewhere. -Bell, in the end, he walked to the bench with some self-sabotage, and sat down with his buttocks. The slender figure "smashed" down with all his strength, which made Evan Bell clearly feel the vibration of the bench.
Evan-Bell looked at the girl with some confusion. Generally speaking, the girl was so embarrassed just now, shouldn't she turn around and leave? Moreover, her most embarrassed appearance was seen by strangers, and there was a bunch of foul language, so girls should run away. Of course, there are also rebellious girls who will choose to scold "what to see," and then continue to go their own way, but judging from the actions of this girl just now, it is not of this type. Could it be that the jar was broken? "Do you think I'm funny?" The girl didn't look at Evan Bell, she sat on the chair herself, wiping the tears from her cheeks fiercely, but her hands were mushy, which was really terrible, if it weren't for Evan Bell Haven't had lunch yet, otherwise my stomach would have started to roll. "I know I'm funny, my whole life has been so funny, stupid, bad, horrible..."
Evan Yibel frowned, "Hey, miss, I don't know you, we are strangers, remember?" He has already considered whether he should leave, just sitting here just worried about disturbing the girls Just vent. Now the girls actually started to "pour out" their thoughts to him, which is really weird.
The girl glared at Evan Bell fiercely, "So?" The girl stood up angrily and muttered, "I didn't ask you to do anything for me, don't I even have the right to speak?" The girl walked to the edge of the lake, squatted down, and then directly started to wash her face!
This really made Evan Bell break his glasses, and he couldn't help laughing and laughing. He couldn't help thinking that this girl was really interesting and had a personality - the kind that wasn't annoying.
"I went to a record company for an interview, and they wouldn't let me talk; I went into the studio to record my own songs, but they wouldn't let me talk; I was learning the process of creating music, but they still wouldn't let me talk...", The girl complained viciously, not at Evan-Bell, but at herself, who was embarrassed on the lake, "These record companies are all liars! Liars!" The girl slammed her right hand on the On the lake, the water splashed and wet her clothes, and the peach T-shirt turned crimson.
"Why, I've been recording albums since 2001! I even moved to Los Angeles for what I call my musical dreams, and now I'm in New York, but everyone, I mean, all! Yes! People! All You're cheating on me!" The girl yelled at the lake again as if venting.
Evan Bell was stunned. It seems that this girl is also a person who is constantly working hard to pursue her music dream, just like herself, like Linkin Park, the Magic Red Band, the Republic era... These countless people are chasing an illusory dream, some people Success, some people are still on the way, but more people have failed.
When this girl was sitting next to Evan-Bell just now, on the one hand, Evan-Bell didn't pay attention to her face at all, on the other hand, her face was really confused, and she couldn't see clearly. I can't see why, so Evan Yibel doesn't know who this girl is, whether she will be a successful singer in the future or a singer who has never emerged from the beginning to the end, it is also unknown.
"Then why don't you try a few more companies?" As soon as Evan-Bell said these words, he felt that he was indebted. He had already planned to leave just now, so why did he interrupt now? Well, it's really nosy.
"Try a few more companies? Do you think I don't have one?" The girl was outraged, stood up with a slap, and charged towards Evan Bell with round eyes, "Sony Columbia, Universal, Warner, EMI, Ten... I have tried thirteen of these big and small music record companies, a total of thirteen! In the past six years, I have gone around in these thirteen companies, After a while, they told me that I could pass, but then they told me 'unfortunately' and utterly 'unfortunate'; after a while, they told me to study and work harder~www.novelhall.com ~ But soon said I'm not gifted, God, if I'm gifted, if I'm Evan Bell or Madonna, do I need to see their faces? "
"Do you know what it feels like to be abandoned? I have been abandoned by thirteen companies before and after. I can't even get a contract. How can you keep me going." The girl roared in anger. Arrived, but after shouting, the whole person seemed to be discouraged, and his shoulders drooped down, "Maybe, I really shouldn't continue to persevere."
People are not perpetual motion machines, let alone machines. When encountering setbacks and blows many times, no matter how strong people are, they will have a tired day. The girl in front of me persisted for six years, and was rejected thirteen times before and after, maybe she really couldn't hold on anymore. No wonder it collapsed like this today.
Depressed, the girl turned around and took a step forward, jumping up and ready to leave, but after only two steps, she stopped, "I'm sorry, and thank you. I'm sorry for my rudeness, and thank you for listening to me. The... nonsense 0" After finishing speaking, the girl stood there and took a deep breath, staring blankly at the wide water surface. Although Evan Bell only felt her back, her overwhelm and confusion were clearly conveyed.
"Hey..." Evan Bell said involuntarily.
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