Chapter 1723： see also rap

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Sure enough, the inertia is not so easy to change. It has already been moved to the 12th for a month, but Evan Bell is still used to the decoration here. Today's oolong is not the first time. Looking at everyone's smiling faces, Evan Bell could only spread his hands to express his helplessness, and said loudly, "Catherine, I have coveted your room for a long time." After saying this, everyone laughed. It must be more powerful.

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Reluctantly closed the door, Evan Bell originally planned to give up, he was too lazy to run to the twelfth to get the lyrics and come back again, but after thinking about it, Evan Bell patted his head and went back to Michelle. - Hathaway ran in the direction of her and took out her mobile phone, "Oh, you can actually read the lyrics on your mobile phone." I haven't used a smartphone for a long time, Evan Bell has gotten used to it, and now he has Smartphones are often forgotten to be used, and the mobile phone can be connected to the Internet. Evan Bell naturally has this song in his mailbox.

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Evan Bell quickly found the song called "Sameve" in his mailbox, and he not only composed the lyrics, but also recorded a mastered version, "You have to listen to it directly. Is it? The version of the master tape is relatively rough, and there are some mistakes in it, mainly humming the melody.”

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Michelle Hathaway has not replaced the e, and she seems very novel about the functions of smartphones. "Okay, okay, you can play it to me."

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Evan Bell did not carry earplugs with him, ran into Katherine Bell's room again, found her earplugs, handed them to Michelle Hathaway, then turned on the lyrics, hit the play button, and let Michelle El-Hathaway listened to it herself. And Evan Bell and Teddy Bell stood up and went to help with the finishing touches on the hall decoration.

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"Dibbos, don't blow up the balloon anymore, didn't you notice that the ground is already flooded?" Evan Bell said to Dibbos-Francis with a smile.

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In fact, it is not as exaggerated as Evan Bell said, but Dibbos Francis still put down the pump in his hand, moved his hands in coordination, and said silently that he was very tired. A few young people around were amused. Unexpectedly, Dibbos-Francis also has a humorous side.

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Everyone was helping or chatting in the hall. It was very lively, but Michelle Hathaway sat alone in front of the Christmas tree, bathed in the bright lights of the Christmas tree, using earplugs to avoid all the noise, quietly Listen to Evan Bell's latest song.

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At the very beginning of the song, there are very clear piano sounds and simple notes. It feels like a beginner who is just learning to play the piano while auditioning. Then Evan Bell's voice cut in, there was no special rhythm, it was like telling a story, but there was some rhythm in the words.

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"When I was in fifth grade, I thought I was **** because I liked drawing and my uncle was **** and my room was spotless. I told my mom in tears and she said, 'Mitch, you I had a crush before kindergarten'. Yes, I think she got the point, didn't she?

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I have a bunch of subconscious guidance in my head. I remember thinking, 'Yeah, I'm the little prince of mathematics' when doing math problems. In my subconscious, I already have the definition of 'homosexuality with a specific character or sign'. Right-wing scholars say that homosexuality is just temporary and can be cured by medical means and religious beliefs, and artificially delusional correction of sexual orientation, saying that this is not blasphemy? What the hell! American courage is always in fear of the unknown, and you have forgotten, 'God loves every one of his children', by the way, this sentence is from a book with a history of 3,500 years, so, I I don't know. "

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With the deepening of the song, the rhythm of the whole rap comes out, the soothing rhythm quietly blends into the pulse, and then makes the heart rise and fall with the song. Immediately afterwards, Evan Bell's clear voice turned from rap to singing, "Even though I struggled, I couldn't change; I wanted to, but I couldn't change; I tried, even though I wanted to change. Love, love , Beloved, she warms me, she warms me."

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Michelle Hathaway almost couldn't hold back her tears when she heard the lyrics. How panicked Michelle Hathaway was when she first realized she was gay, it was the mid-nineties, how much he wished he could change, he even longed to be able to deny himself. But unfortunately, he can't. Because this is innate, there is nothing abnormal, there is no difference, just like some people like to eat hamburgers, some people like to eat pizza, he is just different from those who like the opposite sex, like the same sex, that's all That's it. From the initial panic to realizing this, Michelle Hathaway went through countless struggles, the pain of the process was unbearable to look back on, but at this time, all came up because of Evan Bell's warm voice .

"If I were gay, I think the hip hop circle would hate me. Have you been watching uTube comments recently? 'Damn, this song is so slut', such insulting words are used every day, what we have already said to ourselves Feeling numb because our civilization was born out of oppression.

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Yes, it doesn't matter whether we accept it or not, in the online world, everyone calls each other "jiyou" with hateful words. Homosexuality has always been a small group ignored or even despised by the public, and it is this kind of hatred that has led to the outbreak of the war of religion, gender and skin color, dyeing your skin, people have been repeating the same war, and We must also go out and fight for an equal human right! So sexual orientation is no different, live forever and be yourself!

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When I was in church, others taught me other things. If you preach hatred during your mission, the word will not be sanctified, and the so-called holy water you drink is already highly poisonous. I think anyone who wants to be more comfortable is willing to keep silent, rather than fight for the so-called human rights of mankind, and thus allow their rights to be quietly stolen. Maybe I'm not gay, but that doesn't matter. No equality, no freedom, that's **** true, I totally agree.

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No matter how hard I struggle, I can't change; No matter what I want, I can't change; No matter how hard I try, no matter what I want to change. Beloved, Beloved, Beloved, she warms me, she warms me. "

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When he heard this, Michelle Hathaway's eyes could no longer be controlled, and he couldn't even see the lyrics on the screen of the mobile phone, but the melody sang in his heart, but suddenly It tugged at his soft heart again.

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"We hit play, not pause, we held our heads high, and continued the fight. Our eyes were covered with veils, and we were going to fight until the day my **** uncle could be legally recognized. The children were walking in the hallway. , those words full of discrimination make them deeply tortured by the thorn in their hearts, so that some people would rather die than admit themselves. Maybe, a marriage certificate can't solve all problems, but at least it is a good start No law can change us, we have to change ourselves, no matter what you believe, we are all from the same earth, open the scars of fear, there is only equal love, it is time for us to cry for equal love.

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No matter how hard I struggle, I can't change; No matter what I want, I can't change; No matter how hard I try, no matter what I want to change. Beloved, Beloved, Beloved, she warms me, she warms me.

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Love is tolerance, love is kindness. Love is forgiving, no need to cry in worship to be ashamed of who you love. "

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After all, the tears could not be held back. Michelle Hathaway was like a helpless child, burying her head on her knees and crying bitterly. Someone shouted it out ten years ago, but how many people can really implement this idea into their lives? From gender discrimination, racial discrimination, to later homosexual discrimination, disease discrimination, and now class discrimination, rich and poor discrimination. The ubiquitous differential treatment in life divides human beings into three, six, and nine classes and divides them into different classes. How many people can really experience the contradictions, pressures, and conflicts that arise, and how many people can really experience them through personal experience? Understand the meaning of "love - equality"?

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At least until now, homosexuality in the United States has only been able to enjoy equal marriage rights in Massachusetts. Therefore, the so-called "love-equality" shouted by the so-called religious groups is actually just a piece of paper. It's ridiculous. Michelle Hathaway remembered the line in Evan Bell's lyrics God loves every one of his children", in the situation of homosexuality in the United States at this moment, it is really Couldn't be more sarcastic than ridiculous.

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Wiping away her tears, Michelle Hathaway stood up, found Evan Bell's figure through her hazy tears, then walked over and gave Evan Bell a big hug, "Evan, thank you, thank you ." Although Michelle Hathaway knew that thank you was too pale, it was the only thing he could say at this time.

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Michelle Hathaway's abnormality stunned everyone in the room. Evan Bell patted Michelle Hathaway on the back and said to Josh Hackett with a smile, " Josh, don't get me wrong, I'm definitely not a third party, I swear.

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This sentence made everyone burst into laughter, and Michelle Hathaway burst into laughter, giving Evan Bell a heavy punch.

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At this time, Josh Hackett also came over and looked at Michelle Hathaway inquiringly. He was still worried about what happened to his lover. Michelle Hathaway picked up Evan Bell's smartphone, "Evan's testimony at our wedding, he wrote a song."

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Evan Bell leaned over and said with a smile, "This is my second wedding gift. How about it, I'll be generous."

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