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Evan Bell has always been disdainful of saying things like "everything will be alright", like saying "condolences" to relatives when someone dies, these words are polite, but in fact have no effect. However, in the current situation, what can we say?
Saying "Robert will be fine", such hope cannot be given lightly, because it will be a life-saver for the family, and they will recklessly believe this, even if it is a lie, but once it fails, that kind of blow will be a huge blow Saying "Don't worry, don't be afraid, don't be sad", this is even more nonsense. If you face such a situation, you can still not worry, be afraid, or be sad, unless the other party is a stranger... So, you can only say "everything" It's all going to be fine", can only say "the doctors are doing their best."
Evan Bell said that he didn't want to believe it, but how could he say it, because he didn't allow Katherine Bell to lose confidence and become weaker and weaker. Over and over again, when it comes to Evan Bell, he has already believed it, but Catherine Bell still sits in the same place.
Evan Bell knows that Catherine Bell is still regretting, remorse and guilt after all. In the past 28 years, although Robert Hawks has never taken the initiative to take a step to find Catherine Bell, except for the one time he went to Savile Row with his baby Teddy, Katherine Bell has never Actively bowed his head. Catherine Bell is regretting why she did not take the initiative to take this step, and why she is so stubborn and so proud. Is it the guilt to wait until things get out of hand to act, is it too late to be together now? Is it still too late?
In the face of the powerful forces of birth, old age, sickness and death. Language is so pale. This reminds Evan Bell of when Elizabeth Thomas died, Eden Hudson's strength was completely defeated, just like a lonely and helpless little beast who could only keep tears silently, with tears Go lick your wounds, even Dylan Hudson's blow to Eden Hudson can't compare to Elizabeth Thomas leaving.
So, Evan Bell didn't say anything more. Just holding Catherine Bell tightly. Teddy Bell sat on the other side, snuggling up to Catherine Bell, hoping to use his body to shield his mother from the wind and rain. I don't know if it's a psychological effect. The whole hospital seems to have wind blowing in from all directions, making the whole corridor cold like an ice cellar. One shiver after another.
Mike Jeffrey looked at Catherine Bell, who was like a sluggish puppet in front of him, and couldn't help but feel a burst of sadness, and the tears could no longer be held, and his cheeks were wet. He couldn't help turning his head to leave, walked to the stairwell and sat down, wiping the tears that kept falling from the corners of his eyes. I whispered in my heart, "Rob, you **** stubborn old guy, you better survive, or even if you go to heaven or hell. I'm going to go and find you." Mike Jeffrey knew, If Robert Hawks just left. Catherine Bell may live in guilt for the rest of her life. The thought of "If..." is like a poisonous weed, deeply rooted in Catherine Bell's heart and can never be eradicated.
I don't know how long it took, but time seems to have lost its original meaning at this moment. Catherine Bell fell asleep again tiredly, her vitality seemed to be passing silently, but Evan Bell could only watch stupidly and couldn't do anything, which made Evan Bell the first time. Feeling so helpless, not even when I was trapped in the wild while filming "Wild Survival." If he could, he would rather trade his life this time for Katherine Bell's health.
Evan Bell suddenly felt so scared, so scared. He hugged Catherine Bell tightly, lest if he let go a little, his mother would disappear like this, and then he would be alone again, in this bustling world, but could not hear, see or smell No, all the voices are isolated from myself, and I can only wander in this world alone and lonely, like a ghost, and finally the vitality dissipates in the air little by little.
Teddy Bell noticed his brother's helplessness, but he couldn't do anything, he couldn't do anything, he could only watch his mother sleep drowsy, he could only watch his brother sit in panic, his tears It fell off involuntarily. Although Teddy Bell knew that he shouldn't be like this, the more moments like this, the more he should cheer up, but he couldn't do it, he just felt numb.
It turns out that they are just ordinary people. No matter how many victories and successes they have in their careers, they are just ordinary people after all. There are many things they can't change. Birth, old age, sickness and death are only the most common among them, but they are also the most deadly.
Catherine Bell was in a daze, only to feel another drop of hot water sliding down her back, and the hot temperature seemed to wake her up from her coma. She opened her eyes in a trance, but she could see nothing in front of her, but she could feel the weight of the two sons beside her, she could feel Evan's fear and helplessness, she also Can feel Teddy's sadness and irritability.
Catherine Bell wanted to comfort Evan and Teddy, but she couldn't, she just felt soft all over her body, and she couldn't even lift a finger. She wanted to say, "Don't worry, I'm fine, so will your grandfather." But she couldn't say it, as if her throat was blocked. She only felt as if her entire body was shrouded in a layer of cloud and mist, unable to break free, and unable to see the scene outside clearly.
Tick tock, another drop of scalding water fell on his back. This scorching temperature made Catherine Bell wake up in an instant. The dense fog seemed to be penetrated by the sunlight. Katherine Bell tried hard to cheer up. Only to see that the deep wall was opened bit by bit.
Catherine Bell could feel the strength returning to her body a little bit, she took a deep breath, and then raised her hand, although it was still very laborious, but she could finally lift it up, she patted Evan Bell on the shoulder , Although he just put his hand on it, it can't be said to "shoot" at all, but it made Evan Bell react immediately.
Evan Bell immediately sat up straight and looked at Catherine Bell worriedly, "Mom, are you okay?" Those helpless and worried eyes fell on Catherine Bell, but they seemed to be warm Sunlight.
Catherine Bell twitched the corners of her mouth and successfully sketched a faint smile, "Don't worry, everything will be fine." Catherine Bell thought of the uninterrupted nagging of her youngest son in her ear, and said involuntarily. arrive. Afterwards, Catherine Bell felt the eldest son also sit up straight, looking at herself expectantly, Catherine Bell put her right hand on the back of the eldest son's hand, "Don't worry, I'm fine. I'm sick again. not me."
Although Katherine Bell said so, she did feel her weakness. At this time, the dullness in Catherine Bell's eyes disappeared quietly. She knew that Robert Hawks was now in the operating room for rescue, and she also knew that the unease in her heart was guilt, regret or self-blame, but she also knew that at the same time, she He is still the parent of the Bell family. Although both children have grown up, they have always been their own children, and they have always been the backbone of the two of them. Even though the two children are calling for wind and rain outside, but when they come home, they are her own children. She must spread her wings and guard them until the day when she has no strength.
Thinking of this, Katherine Bell's brows finally began to regain their vitality. Although her brows were still furrowed, worrying about the safety of Robert Hawks, at least she was no longer as dumb as before, or pretended to be normal. At this time, she was negative. Emotions really broke out, but it was the most normal performance in such a situation.
That's what Deppos-Francis saw when he came over with a load of food. Evan sat on Catherine's left, Teddy sat on Catherine's right, Catherine's face still looked very tired, and there was an indelible weight between her brows, but Muran's face finally had a normal look, beside her. Teddy and Evan were talking in low voices, and although they were talking most of the time, it was clear that Katherine was listening.
Dibbos-Francis finally calmed down, from yesterday to today Although Katherine Bell seemed to be showing signs of shedding her protective shell when she met Robert Hawkes just now, but until now, Catherine Bell really vented her inner emotions. Many times, the negative emotions such as sadness, pain, regret, and loneliness contained in tears are actually toxins to the soul. If the toxins are not excreted, the psychological problems will first occur, and the body will sooner or later be overwhelmed. Now, even if Katherine Bell is still worried about Robert Hawkes, at least she is willing to show that concern, which is a welcome phenomenon.
Dibs Francis walked over with the food, looked around, but couldn't see Mike Jeffrey, and was about to ask, but the lights in the operating room changed at this moment, and then I saw the doctor come out.
Catherine Bell stood up first, but because her feet were a little weak, she almost stumbled. Fortunately, the two Bell brothers sat next to them and quickly supported Catherine Bell, "Doctor, may I ask how my father is? already?"
"Although the situation is still a little unstable, there is no problem for now." The doctor said the first sentence, which made everyone involuntarily relieved.
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