Chapter 133

Cheng Yujin started late at night, and the lights in the main hall were on immediately. Soon Forsythia ran out of the hall. She didn't have time to tighten her clothes, so she cried out: "go and ask granny Wen to come here. The little kitchen is boiling water, and the crown princess is starting up!"

This cry startled all the people in the east palace. Then the ripple layer upon layer passed, and the whole forbidden city was lit up one by one, and the news spread to every corner of the palace city in an instant.

Princess, it's time to have a baby.

Cheng Yujin almost lost consciousness of pain. She suddenly woke up in the middle of the night with pain. She felt something was wrong under her body. She knew that it was amniotic fluid and immediately called someone. Fortunately, Li Chengjing feels light. She wakes up as soon as she makes a sound. Later, Cheng Yujin is moved to a special delivery room. There are many figures shaking in front of her. Cheng Yujin can't tell who is who.

She has been in pain for a long time. It's easy to say that it doesn't matter to have a baby because every woman has to experience it. But only those who have experienced it know how painful it is.

In the end, Cheng Yujin was in a trance. She remembers that she started it in the middle of the night. Now, it's very bright outside. It seems that it's almost dawn. Cheng Yujin's ears were full of all kinds of shouts, some from wenpo and some from servant girls.

Cheng Yujin remembers that when she had a baby in her previous life, she also had a difficult labor. This life is twins, it seems more difficult.

In a trance, she saw a vague figure. She couldn't see each other's face clearly, but there was an inexplicable voice in her mind telling her that it was the child of her previous life.

Previous life, she and Huo Changyuan's, she fought her life to give birth, but did not get to see even one side of the child. Later, the child was raised by Cheng Yumo. Because his stepmother and aunt were favored, he soon gave birth to a new legitimate son. The child was lack of attention when he was young. He was submissive when he was young. When he grew up, he became muddled.

Huo Changyuan is more and more disappointed with him. Finally, he decides to change his son. The child got drunk late at night, fell into the lake and ended his short life.

Cheng Yujin heard the figure Scream: "how can you be so selfish! When you meet the prince, you climb up the other branch and marry the princess. Do you still have to give up the children of your previous life? Have you ever thought that if you do this, your child will disappear completely! "

It's very cold at night on November 30. Huo Changyuan trained in the cold wind for a day. Because of the incident of Yang Shoufu, the army was also involved. Recently, the wind of standing in line is very strong. Huo Changyuan is tired both physically and mentally. He thinks he can finally take a breath when he comes back home, but he finds that the Houfu is dead.

Huo Changyuan went to greet his mother, but he saw Huo Xue sitting with a cold face and said in a strange way: "it's really a loss business to raise a son. My daughter somehow knows that she's going to her mother's house to raise a son and dig out her heart and lungs for him. At last, people only remember her daughter-in-law."

Huo Changyuan couldn't do it, so he had to be kind enough to persuade him for a long time. Huo Xue turned his face and pulled him to talk a lot about Cheng Yumo. No one can be in a good mood after listening to someone talk about their negative energy, even if that person is their own mother. Huo Changyuan was even more tired. He went back to his room and found that there was no light in the yard, and the main room was dark.

Huo Changyuan was bored. Before he went in, he was already upset about the things he would face.

Sure enough, Cheng Yumo sat in the dark room, sobbing. Seeing Huo Changyuan coming back, Cheng Yumo didn't greet him, but turned his back and cried louder.

Huo Changyuan has just enlightened Huo Xueshi. Now Cheng Yumo is the same. Huo Changyuan really has no extra emotion. He was so tired that he sat down and poured himself a cup of tea, only to find that it was cold.

Huo Changyuan was already a little angry. He reluctantly held back and asked, "what's the matter with you?"

Again? This word did not know to poke Cheng Yumo there, she suddenly burst out, turned back and screamed: "what can I do? I'm just a shrew. I can't be more understanding than the jieyuhua of marquis. If you don't like it, go out! "

Just came back to be roared like this, Huo Changyuan really has the impulse to turn around and go. But he knew that if he left, it would only be more difficult. At the end of the day, all this mess is his.

Huo Changyuan forbeared emotion, said: "I just asked a sentence, you just like a firecracker exploded. What's the matter with you? "

"It's all my fault that I have no ability. I don't have the appearance of she or the talent of Cao. I lost my child and my foundation was hurt. I haven't been pregnant for so many years. I'm already a useless person. I'm not good-looking, I'm not pleasant, and I'm not good-looking. What do you want me to do? You might as well send me back to my mother's house with a letter of divorce, and I can come here and go away without being ruined by the wind, frost, rain and snow. "

Huo Changyuan heard the "abuse", sneered, said coldly: "in your eyes, married to my Huo family, is the wind, frost, rain and snow abuse? In that case, I dare not keep you. Miss Cheng Er will go wherever it is warm. "

Cheng Yumo's cry suddenly becomes weak. How can she really want to be away from her? She is just deliberately angry with Huo Changyuan and wants him to coax her. She did not expect that Huo Changyuan actually agreed.

Cheng Yumo did not take over and cried even more bitterly: "how did you ask me to marry you at the beginning, how did you swear to me at the beginning, how long have you forgotten? I'll tell you why my mother-in-law mentioned concubines again. In my opinion, it's clearly your own will. "It turned out that it was because of concubines. Huo Changyuan was really exhausted: "I swore in front of the crown princess that I would not have concubines. Why are you always pestering? "

Speaking of the princess, both of them were silent. Cheng Yumo's heart is suddenly sour. Huo Changyuan's words are firm and just. It can be seen that he has a clear conscience when he speaks. So, is he making a promise to his wife or to the princess?

Cheng Yumo was sad, and his words became sharper and sharper: "who is it that keeps pestering? Well, you said you didn't want to have a concubine, so you go and tell your mother-in-law. She's lost her mind all day, and she wants to give you a woman. Go and talk to her

Huo Changyuan burst into a rage: "unbridled! How dare you say that, mother? "

After Cheng Yumo finished, she also felt that she had made a slip of the tongue, but Huo Changyuan yelled at her like this, but she refused to change her words. Cheng Yumo screamed: "isn't she? Which mother would look at her son like this, and which mother-in-law would ask about the details of their son's and daughter-in-law's sex? Don't you really think there's something wrong with your mother? "

With a bang, Huo Changyuan's long sleeve swept all the tea cups on the table to the ground and pointed to Cheng Yumo, furious: "you, you..."

Cheng Yumo is startled by the broken porcelain. She shrinks all over and nearly gets stabbed in the eye by the splashing debris. Cheng Yumo was aggrieved and afraid. He sobbed, "you threw things at me. You did this to me! Why don't you just throw me to death, just like the last time you threw our child to death. I'm dead and I'm reunited with the child under the spring. Our mother has gone to make room for you, so that you can marry your lover! "

Mentioning the last child, Huo Changyuan's momentum was obviously weakened. Huo Changyuan also blames himself for hurting their children. When Cheng Yumo mentioned it for the first time, Huo Changyuan felt guilty and could not help but feel extremely indebted to Cheng Yumo. But Cheng Yumo said over and over again that every time he wanted to achieve something, he would bring out his mistake. Huo Changyuan's guilt has become numbness and disgust in the process of lingchi over and over again And hate.

Huo Changyuan didn't speak for a long time. At last, he asked coldly and without any emotion: "I'm sorry for you. So what do you want? Is he away from me? "

Cheng Yumo was frightened. She raised her head and her eyes were full of disbelief: "what did you say? It was your mother who forced me to take a concubine. It was your family that made me feel sorry. How could you tell me to leave? "

Huo Changyuan frowned, tone is very impatient: "something to say, you involve my mother, don't blame me for your ruthlessness."

Cheng Yumo's eyes were wide open, and he gradually collapsed: "so, you never think your mother is wrong, do you?"

Huo Changyuan couldn't bear it and said, "you offend your mother again and again. Can you be more mature?"

Although Huo Changyuan didn't answer the question just now, his frown made him think so. He even felt that Cheng Yumo was offending his mother when he asked.

Cheng Yumo burst into tears: "don't you say that I like my innocent and ignorant appearance most? Sure enough, you won't cherish it any more. You said that you love me the most for the purity I don't know about the world. Now you marry me, but you say I'm not mature? "

Huo Changyuan also felt full of suffocation, discontented: "you are such a big person, even the small things in your life are not handled well, how can you feel proud?"

Cheng Yumo was in a stable mood when he heard this sentence. She stood up and threw the things around her to the ground. She hissed and asked, "do you regret it? Who do you think is mature and safe, Cheng Yujin? "

Cheng Yumo has not finished, Huo Changyuan has been forced to cover his mouth. Cheng Yumo sobbed. Huo Changyuan looked out of the window with a lingering fear. Seeing that no one noticed, he released his hand covering Cheng Yumo's mouth and said, "you are crazy! How dare you say that? That's the princess. "

Cheng Yumo easily broke away from Huo Changyuan's hand and gasped. She looked sad, with tears on her cheek. Her expression was like crying and laughing. She looked very strange: "princess. Ha ha, Princess

"There are several words between Chang Mo and Huo Yuyuan," Cheng said. This name seems to be some kind of key. As long as they don't mention it, they can still pretend to be husband and wife bickering and quarrel. However, today, Cheng Yumo is so excited that he calls out Cheng Yujin recklessly, as if the fierce beast in the cage has been released. They try their best to cover up their ugly situation and finally have a clear view.

They think that their feelings are the moon in the sky. Although they have quarrels, they are normal. However, after they broke the default window paper, they found that the inside was full of pockmarked scars, almost no complete place. Outsiders think it's sadistic love, and the more hurt it is, the more sincere it is. After a long time, they think so, but in fact, it's already scarred and ugly.

This name is taboo in their hearts. In particular, this person is now the crown princess, pregnant, stars, their words show no respect, clues, will bring the Huo family death.

After a long period of silence, Huo Changyuan took the lead and left the sentence "I'll go to the study to sleep" in a hurry.

After Huo Changyuan leaves, Cheng Yumo slides to the ground in front of a mess, covers his face and cries.Cheng Mingjin can't bear to walk in the wind, but how can she deal with it?

If it's Cheng Yujin, she won't say such words as "He Li" and "Xiu Shu". Once she says it, it means that she is ready for everything and has considered formally separating. She would not attack her husband with her lost child, would not scold her mother-in-law in front of her husband, and would not let her husband go home on a cold night. When she pushed the door, the room was cold and there was not even a cup of hot tea

No, if it was Cheng Yujin, it would not have happened today. Cheng Yujin won't fight with her mother-in-law forever. They won't turn against each other because they have concubines. They won't lose their first child

Huo Changyuan's heart suddenly surged with a strong pain. In fact, they lost their first child. He and Cheng Yujin's first and only son died in the cold lake. At that time, there was no one around him.

Is this his retribution? In two lives, the most anticipated and actually the most loved first child is bound to be unable to stay.

Now everyone praised the princess, in fact, should be his wife.

No one in the capital envies the East Palace Prince and the crown princess for their deep love for each other. The zither and zither sing harmoniously. The crown prince's regular clothes are all purchased by the crown princess. No matter where the Crown Princess goes, the crown prince will pick them up in person. They can play chess and paint together, talk about the past and the present, and joke with each other, telling jokes that only two people understand. It can be said that the "Qi" and "Qin" between husband and wife can be demonstrated to the extreme, which is the most perfect couple model imaginable.

However, these beautiful marriage lives should have been Huo Changyuan's.

Huo Changyuan forced to close his eyes, and his heart was full of pain. Why did he go to divorce Cheng Yujin. In his previous life, why did he not cherish Cheng Yujin, but made her die early.

It should have been them.

Emotion is like a dormant beast, once out of the cage can no longer suppress. Huo Changyuan then thought of more pictures. These days, he has been struggling to restrain them, but at the moment, his success has fallen short.

In his previous life, he shouldn't connive at Cheng Yumo because of his unfeeling during pregnancy. He shouldn't go to the military camp to escape when he learned the truth. What he shouldn't do most is to avoid living in the official residence on the day of Cheng Yujin's birth because he didn't know how to face Cheng Yujin, which led to Cheng Yujin's death in childbirth.

He finally understood that when he regained consciousness from the ice and snow, he tried his best to open his eyes, and the beautiful girl he saw at first sight was the beautiful goddess in his dream.

The girl is bright and gorgeous. She nods and smiles at him.

At that moment, Huo Changyuan heard something broken in his heart. He thought that he was interested in the girl who saved him. In fact, he was the girl he saw at first sight.

After that, all of Huo Changyuan's likes, obsessions and even obsessions about Cheng Yumo actually arose from this. It wasn't because someone saved him, it was just gratitude. What really made him crazy was the startled glance he opened his eyes at the beginning.

From then on, the shadow of the benefactor coincided with the goddess in front of him, so that Huo Changyuan could not extricate himself from not marrying her. Huo Changyuan transplanted this feeling to Cheng Yumo. He always thought that he loved Cheng Yumo.

So when Cheng Yumo told him the truth, Huo Changyuan would be so tangled and painful. He had such sincere feelings for the goddess in his heart that when this man was separated from his wife with the same face, Huo Changyuan was in agony. He ran away for a long time and didn't know how to face all this. However, just as he realized that the past had passed away, the infatuation of Jinghong could not compare with the responsibility of daily necessities. Huo Changyuan made up his mind to be responsible for his wife and children. When he heard the report from the servants of the Hou family, his wife died.

She's dead.

Huo Changyuan was out of breath. He asked several times, and then he found it was true. Later for a long time, Huo Changyuan did not dare to look at his eldest son's face. As long as the eldest son looks like Cheng Yujin's face, Huo Changyuan seems to go back to the morning when he heard the news of Cheng Yujin's death. His heart is so painful that he can't speak.

Almost to tear his heart, finally let Huo Changyuan understand, the person he loves, love at first sight, not Qing don't marry, who is.

Unfortunately, it's too late.

The pain of the previous life seems to have been brought to this life, and now Huo Changyuan's chest also begins to have a faint pain. Huo Changyuan was extremely painful and regretful. What he regretted most was that he didn't stay at the scene when Cheng Yujin gave birth in his previous life, and he couldn't persuade his mother, so that Huo Xueshi said: "Baoxiao."

At this time, Huo Changyuan had a kind of intuition in the dark. He raised his head and looked at the Forbidden City in the north.

"Did she give birth?"

At this moment, Cheng Yujin is trapped in the past and this life. The voice was still roaring as hard as it could: "don't you want the children of your previous life? Are you so irresponsible as a mother? "Cheng Yujin had been in pain for a long time, and her mind was gradually blurred. She didn't know whether it was real or unreal at the moment, and she didn't know whether the person in front of her was her fantasy or the real one, which had been hidden under her reason.

She looked at the vague shadow and asked, "who are you?"

"I'm your child who didn't die well in your previous life."

"No, you are not." After Cheng Yujin said these words, the Lingtai suddenly became clear and bright, and the spirit, who had been in a daze for a long time, seemed to step on the ground suddenly, and all her sense and determination slowly flowed back to her body.

Cheng Yujin's heart was brighter and said, "as you say, if I want to be kind to my children, I have to marry Huo Changyuan and die again? No, that's the real irresponsibility to children. If you want to be good to a person, the most important thing you should do is to be good to yourself first. "

"This is true of parents, husbands and children. You are not the child of my previous life, you are me. "

After Cheng Yujin said these words, the fog that had been wrapped around the person was dispersed. Sure enough, behind the shadow was her own face.

"I don't know why I dream about the past life, but you're not me, I'm not you. I've never married Huo Changyuan in my life. I can't talk about the so-called children who have no chance. As long as it's my baby, there's no difference between the past and the present. "

"For my previous life, what I regret most is not that my younger sister took over the nest, that my only son didn't die well, and that I didn't trust anyone. The only thing I'm sorry for is that I've calculated for myself all my life, but at the critical moment of my life, I give the right to decide my life and death to Huoxue. But now, my husband, who is standing outside to make decisions for me when I pass the gate of death, is Li Chengjing. He is worthy of my life, so all kinds of right and wrong in my previous life can no longer affect me. "

She thought she didn't care about the past life, she thought nothing could affect her mind. Actually, there are. Especially when she really became a mother, she died of dystocia and blood collapse in her dream, and the child who died early because of falling into the lake, has been harassing her mind in the dark dream. Cheng Yujin never wanted to use her reason to suppress her inner fear. However, the more depressed she was, the more inflated she was. Finally, on the day of her birth, when her spirit and body were the weakest, she broke out completely.

Cheng Yujin looks at the fog of gradual collapse and knows that her heart disease has been completely removed.

Cheng Yujin finally broke through her bewilderment, and all kinds of voices poured into her mind. Seeing that Cheng Yujin hasn't responded for a long time, Wen Po and her servant girl are scared to death. They try their best to cram ginseng into Cheng Yujin's mouth. Now Cheng Yujin finally had a reaction. They were overjoyed and yelled: "princess, hold on, try again."

Cheng Yujin's eyes suddenly exuded wet tears. She is still alive, and Li Chengjing is still waiting for her outside. He is her ninth uncle, her husband and the father of her children. He wandered alone for more than 14 years in the world. How could she leave him alone?

Cheng Yujin suddenly burst out a brute force at the end of the mountain and water. Gradually, wenpo in her ear exclaimed in surprise: "see the head! The princess will come out soon if she works harder! "

Li Chengjing stands outside the delivery room. The night has passed, and now the East has brightened. Li Chengjing stayed all night in the cold wind. The people who came to inquire came back and forth for several times. Only Li Chengjing stood here all the time.

Eunuchs constantly come to ask Li Chengjing to take a rest in the side hall. Li Chengjing shakes his head and refuses. How can he put down his heart to have a rest? Several times Li Chengjing heard the thrilling cry inside, and he wanted to push the door in. The most dangerous time, everyone inside yelled the name of Cheng Yujin, as if Li Chengjing's hand had been put at the door of the delivery room when she fainted.

But in the end, Li Chengjing held back. He knew that he didn't know anything, and going in could only add psychological pressure to wenpo's palace maids. Cheng Yujin was so fond of Meihao that she didn't take the initiative to export. She certainly didn't want to be seen in such an awkward state by him. Besides, Li Chengjing is standing outside with dust and sand on his body. If he rashly enters the delivery room, he may infect Cheng Yujin and her children.

He endured the cold all night. The eunuchs could not help changing their shifts. Li Chengjing was the only one. Outside came the sound of night break, and the sky was falling with tiny snowflakes. Li Chengjing looked up at the endless sky, and the sky was about to break.

Cheng Yujin has been in pain all night.

Li Chengjing called Liu Yi and said, "go and send a message to the emperor, saying that this morning, I will not go alone."

"No Liu Yi should be careful. In the early days, there was no obstacle, so we could not be absent at leisure. However, the production of the crown princess is obviously not a leisurely situation for the crown prince. After Liu Yi went out, Li Chengjing stopped a maid holding hot water and said, "send a message to everyone inside. No matter what happens, no matter what the cost, you must ensure the safety of the princess."

The maid of honor was startled by Li Chengjing's eyes and kowtowed to her.

After a while, a burst of shouts broke out in the delivery room. At last, wenpo was hoarse and exclaimed excitedly: "it's a boy. The princess is happy to have a son!"

"Oh, there's another one!"

Is it a boy? Li Chengjing's fingers are clenched. She is pregnant with twins. Isn't it Is it really the worst case?At the moment, Liu Yi came back with the people around the emperor. His father-in-law beat Li Chengjing and said, "Prince Jin'an. Long live, I'm very considerate of the prince's mood. I said that I can keep you at ease in the east palace. I don't have to worry about it in the morning. By the way, your majesty has been concerned about it all night. Is the Crown Princess born

Li Chengjing clenched his hands tightly and was about to speak when another burst of shouting broke out in the delivery room. A maid exclaimed in surprise, her voice broke: "twins!"

At this time, she seems to be hit by another servant girl. Du Ruo stares at forsythia and runs all the way out of the delivery room. When she goes out, she almost falls down: "Your Highness, it's the twins! The crown princess gave birth to a dragon and a phoenix

"Twins!" All the people standing in the courtyard were in an uproar. The father-in-law who came to inquire was even more surprised. His mouth was wide open.

"Twins?" His father-in-law finally responded and clapped his hand, "Congratulations, your highness, Congratulations! The birth of a dragon and a phoenix is a good omen. When we land in the Royal East Palace, God will protect our Dynasty and our country forever! "