Lu Sheng hugged her arm and couldn't help but exert himself. In his mind, he recalled seeing her lying on the ground in a pool of blood when she was stabbed by a knife. His heart was even more painful like being twisted by a knife.
Afraid of losing her, afraid of never having her news, afraid that their past will never be able to tell her, afraid that the rest of his life is long, his life is doomed to spend alone.
In his whole life, I'm afraid he can't leave this person, so she can't have an accident, she can never have an accident.
Lu Sheng went to the bathroom and came back to see Huo Xi, who didn't know when to get up and sit on the bed, staring blankly with dim eyes.
He settled down for a long time before he came back to his senses and strode towards her.
"Once upon a time, you finally woke up." He drew her into his arms and held her tightly against the force of his arms.
Huo Xi's face leaned on his shoulder, as if he was exhausted. His pale face was tired and lifeless.
"Divorce." Her voice was soft, hoarse and painful.
If it's not so close, I'm afraid Lu Sheng can't hear what she's talking about. With a sudden physical shock, he refuses her without thinking: "impossible."
He managed to keep her by his side. He could not let her go any more. Even if he died, they could only die together.
Huo Xi took a long breath. Tears were running down her eyes. She closed her eyes. She seemed to fall down at any time and fall asleep again.
After a long time, she forced herself to beg word by word: "let me go, I am tired. If you force me like this, I will not live."
Her brother-in-law is gone, her baby is gone, her father is mean to her, stepmother and stepsister treat her badly, she is homeless.
Even when she was a young man, her husband killed her close relatives. She lives so hard in this world. Is there any need to persist?
What is the reason why she struggles alone?
Huo Xi held out his hand to his forehead, and his eyes were still in tears.
In this world, she has nothing, even the last bit of freedom to be deprived?
"No, Huoxi, you will be OK. I will always be by your side. I will not bully you again. Don't give up on me."
He put out his hand to wipe the tears on her face. The despair in the girl's expression made him feel chest tightness. The tears stained on his fingertips burned his heart tightly together.
He would rather she shouted a few times, screamed and growled, and beat him hard with her hands, than she was so dead and despairing, as if she did not have too much nostalgia for the world.
Her heart has no nostalgia for him, this recognition makes him breathless, but still patient voice soft way: "you just woke up, let me check your body."
He held her against the soft pillow, reached out to open her quilt and sick clothes, saw the white gauze that had not been dyed red, and his eyes were still sore.
"Does it hurt? You have to be patient. " He first changed the medicine for her, went to the gynecologist's doctor to check it carefully, and then asked people to send nutritious porridge to feed her personally.
"You're weak. You need to eat to recover faster." He raised the spoon and fed it to her, but Huo Xi began to dodge.
The expressionless indifference resists, does not accept also does not question, is like that silent quiet, the vision is lax, as if to all did not care.
Lu Sheng tried to be patient several times. She all pursed her lips to avoid eating anything.