Her voice gradually lightened up, the man looked at her gentle side face, white fingers tightly holding their corner, how many times did she think about this matter in her own mind, will suddenly make such a decision?

She has been living in her own guilt, thinking that she killed their children, but does he have no responsibility?

If he had been resolute and resolute in protecting her and her children, would they not have experienced such pain?

Lu Sheng hugged her tightly in his arms. He felt a lot of pain. He kissed her hair again and again. His voice was hoarse and gentle. He told her: "don't feel guilty again. Don't blame yourself again. It's not your fault. It's me. I didn't protect you. It's me who messed up our relationship. It's me who hurt you like that Wrong. "

If he had handled everything well, she would not have been forced to do that, let alone to their children.

It was only a moment before he knew the child existed and lost it.

But Huo Xi is not the same. She never knows the joy, anxiety and expectation of children's existence, and then hesitates to take them off. She may be wandering in a trance and suffering. At last, their children are gone. The most sad person is not him, not anyone else, but herself.

She is suffering from unimaginable pain, with all the guilt and guilt on her back. She licks the wound silently, blames herself and regrets in the memory, and is overwhelmed by the guilt. All these are borne by her.

So what does he have to blame her for?

He hated that he didn't find out earlier and didn't save them in time.

At the very beginning, she should not stand on the opposite side with her close relatives, let her get caught in the middle of a dilemma, and finally only choose such an extremely sharp way to end everything.

It's all his fault.

Huo Xi relies on in the man's bosom to cry, does not even know when falls asleep in his bosom.

When she woke up, it was evening. Xu Jungui didn't know when he would come to her room. He took Barbie in his hand and said to himself. When he saw that she woke up, he rushed up: "Huo Xi, you finally woke up. How can you sleep so much? You don't seem to have enough sleep from yesterday to today. "

The little guy still hates it.

Huoxi got up from the bed and looked at the decoration of the room. This is Lu Sheng's bedroom: "why am I sleeping here?"

Xu Jungui shook his head in a dazed way, but he was also puzzled: "this is brother Lu Sheng's room. Huo Xi, do you have a room with brother Lu Sheng? Do you have children? "

Xu Jungui's sudden words frightened Huoxi. Who told her that she knew so much as a child!

"Who told you that my elder sister is only sleeping here? I won't say anything in the future."

"Mommy..."

Huo Xi stares at me, and Xu Jungui closes his mouth immediately, then explains, "I'm not calling you mommy. I mean my mommy told me that. I used to pester mommy to sleep with me. Mommy said that she would sleep with her father, so that she could give me another treasure to play with. Huo Xi, you sleep with brother Lu Sheng. Will you have a baby too? "

Xu Jungui, with wide eyes and innocent face, seemed to ask a pure question, just like asking her why there are so many stars in the sky.