She's tired. She's really tired.
She can't love anyone anymore.
Even if she can accept Fu simu, her little moon will never come back. Things are right and people are different. Every day in the future, they will face each other with endless pain.
She will never forget that painful memory, and can't let go and start over again. Even if she starts over again, her world will never allow that person to exist.
Because he would remind her of all the painful experiences in the past, and make her heart beat again and again.
Song Yu's body curls up on the narrow sofa, covering her head with her hands, crying bitterly.
Since waking up, she has never cried like this. The pain of depression almost drives her crazy.
I don't know how long later, the door of the bedroom was opened again. Fu simu stood at the door and looked at Song Yu, who was helpless and curled up on the sofa. He couldn't control his action any more and strode to her side.
Song Yu fell asleep unconsciously. In her deep sleep, the tears on her face were still wet.
Pale face frown tight, as if even in a dream, there are endless pain.
Fu simu squatted down in front of her. He quietly looked at her for a long time, and then carefully stretched out his hand to wipe the tears on her face.
"I know that the past has dealt you too much blow, but my pain is no less than you. Song Yu, give me another chance, I can't lose you any more. You are my life. It's difficult for me to live without you. Promise me, OK?"
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Before Zhao bingyue left, in order to make up for the regret that she didn't play around with her these days, Song Yu could take her to shopping malls.
"Didn't you say your parents were not in Y City? In fact, you can work here in Paris. " Song Yu suggested.
Work things smoothly can also be solved for her, but Song Yu did not say this sentence, worried that she would be embarrassed.
"But I'm not familiar with this side at all." Zhao bingyue shakes her head. In fact, if she doesn't want to escape her family, she doesn't have to go to y city. It's just that these secrets buried in her heart are hard to tell Song Yu.
"And I like y city very much. Although it's small, it's clean and has a good environment."
There are few people, not too many complicated things.
Song Yu is reluctant to give up. From childhood to adulthood, it is difficult for her to make sincere friends. Even though there are always people around her, Song Yu knows that they are only close to her because of her identity.
In those years, in addition to Shen Jiaxin who was always by her side, who came to hiss at her?
Everyone is snobbish, after all, in such an environment to survive, no one wants to get into trouble for no reason.
Song Yu bowed her head and walked into a clothing store. Zhao bingyue suddenly proposed: "why don't you come back to y city with me? Although you are the daughter of the Song family, I found that you have been very unhappy since you came back here. On the contrary, when you were in Y City, even if your father didn't love you and your mother didn't love you, you were heartless every day."
Song Yu laughs. Although what she says is true, she doesn't know that the reason why Song Yu can be so heartless and happy in Y City is that she has lost all her memories and forgotten all her pain.
Even if I go back now, I can't erase those painful memories. No matter where she is, her heart will be suffering.
"I won't go back." Song Yu said, "when I have time, I'll go to y city to find you."
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