Chapter 1393

Can orange hear Lin Guiren mention "too high the more jealous" busy ask her how to ask.

Lin guihumanitarian: "I heard that you took the lead in donating 50000 taels of silver and a lot of linen grain and grass? Is that so? "

Orange nodded: "it is true."

Lin Guiren then whispered: "I know your original intention is good, but I have to advise you: big trees catch wind, be careful of traps."

Can orange busy way: "thank Niang Niang to remind.". But when it comes to pitfalls, I have to jump down to make them hurt me, don't they? If I don't jump, it's a waste of effort. " Speaking of this, he said with a smile, "I've always been cautious in my work, and I've always told my family not to be greedy for cheap goods, so no matter how many 'traps' they set up, it's futile."

Lin Guiren: "that's good. I'm only worried that you'll lose your guard when you're happy. In this way, you'll have a chance for those who want to take advantage of it."

Can orange say with a smile: "Niang Niang, you are very good! Second uncle, it's a blessing for all of us to have such a confidant as you! But please rest assured that I will never be complacent. Once I succeed, I will forget my original intention and fall into the trap

LIN Gui looked up at the sky, and then sighed: "confidant, is it a confidant? It's just a mistake." What she read most often in her heart is Lu fangweng's "red crisp hand · huangteng wine". In the 20 years since she entered the palace, she often whispered in the bottom of her heart:

Red crisp hand. Yellow wine. The palace walls and willows are full of spring. The east wind is evil. There is little joy. A sad mood, a few years away. Wrong, wrong.

Spring is as old as ever. People are empty and thin. The tears were red and the silk was transparent. Peach blossoms fall. Leisure pool Pavilion. Although the mountain alliance is there, the brocade book is hard to trust. Mo mo.

In the first few years after entering the palace, she knew that Jiang Xin never missed her less than he did. She compared herself to the "palace wall willow" and even had no chance to stretch out of the palace wall. In the next few years, when she became the emperor's concubine, she knew that there was no hope in her life. However, she still compared herself to the "palace wall willow", but this time it was far away from both sides And.

The emperor doted on her, because she was cold and despised. In order to make her smile, osmanthus trees were planted inside and outside her palace. So the whole palace city knew that Lin Guiren's boudoir was called "osmanthus".

But she is still not happy, her happiness was stolen as early as 16 years old, her heart has become empty.

Two years later, the son was born. Lin Guiren is still as cold as ice.

In a few years, my daughter will be born. Lin Guiren is still as cold as ice.

However, the emperor's love for her became more and more deep, and she was rewarded and granted imperial concubines, but she didn't want any of them. Her heart was dead, and she only hoped that she could calm the rest of her life.

It was not until seven years ago that she saw Cuiyu tied to Qiuli that she realized that her heart was not dead. She had been waiting for the day when she met again.

It's not clear why Lin Guiren is suddenly not so cold. She is much more gentle than before. When she is in a good mood, she will make some snacks with Lingnan characteristics to share afternoon time with the emperor. She even plans to accept Liang emperor to make her a concubine. In the near future, she will be able to sit with Chen Feiping.

Now staring at the bright moon in the sky, Lin Guiren's heart is filled with endless sadness. Now the young man who was haunted by his childhood is sitting on the opposite side of the road, but she can't talk to him, and even her eyes can't touch him. She has to be considerate of the emperor in front of him

What's more painful than not being able to meet on the other side?

LIN Gui's heart is like a knife. It's only now that she realizes that she has never let go of it for 20 years. But she can't do anything and can't say anything. It's not for herself, but for everyone.

She stroked her heart and breathed slowly. She coughed up from the depths of her internal organs.

But orange knows a lot about her and Jiang Er Shu's past, because she steps forward, holds her warm, sharp and greasy right hand, and says in a soft voice: "each has its own destiny in life. If it had not been for the departure many years ago, younger brothers and sisters like Xiao Xiao and min'er might not have come to the world, and my second sister, Dawei, Wan Su and others might not have come to this day. "

Lin Guiren: "do you mean that if I didn't enter the palace, no one would have the dignitaries of today?"

But orange nodded.

Lin Guiren: "but what does it have to do with these people whether I enter the palace or not?"

Can orange way: "how irrelevant? There is a saying that "when Hongmeng first opened, heaven and earth were in chaos." at the beginning, heaven and earth were in chaos. It took the first step to get many steps later. If it had not been for the empress to enter the palace, the second uncle would not have been determined to go into business. If not for the second uncle, we would not have met. If we don't meet, we won't get rich later. How can we enter the capital if we don't get rich? Even the appearance of aunts later, everyone will not have today. "

Lin Guiren heard confused: "do you mean it's all because of me?" I couldn't help laughing, "what am I? Will it have such a big impact? "

But orange asked, "have you ever heard of the butterfly effect?"

Lin Guiren shook his head in a daze.

But orange said: "the so-called butterfly effect means that under the same sky, a person's small action can also drive a large group of people to change for several years or even decades. It should be said that this is a chaotic phenomenon, which shows that there are fixed numbers and variables in the development of everything. All things have traces to follow. At the same time, there are unpredictable "variables.". And this variable is often counterproductive, it may affect the final success or failure of this matter, happiness or worry, very complex. From the moment when the empress entered the palace, everything was doomed. But we know that variables will still exist. This variable refers to every move of today's empress. ""My every move?" Lin Guiren was stunned.

Can orange nod: "yes, Niang Niang today's every move."

LIN Gui Ren was stunned for a long time, and murmured: "yes, if I have a slight mistake in my speech and behavior, many people will be involved. If one of these people dies because of me, I will not feel better. I understand that from now on, I think I'd better not hurt spring and autumn, and also don't recall the past. There are many things in the world that can't be settled. Life is suffering, so it's more important to live well. Let the past go. I know he's good, and he knows I'm good. Wouldn't it be better to leave a memory for each other? "

But orange thought it was, and felt very deeply: "who said it is not, just to leave a thought for each other, those who have picked out the words clearly can no longer be friends, and it will be difficult to see each other again in the future. Even if they have to meet each other face to face, they will turn a blind eye - what's the meaning of this?" Speaking of this, a familiar face appeared in front of me, and I couldn't help sighing.

LIN Gui Ren shuddered. She didn't want to go so far with her young man. Like to give up, more like to put down, Lin Guiren put his hands together, looked up at the sky, silently recited again and again in his heart.

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