Chapter 97: Talking about the futures we want

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Chapter 97: Talking about the futures we want

I found Forrest at the back of the Gym with what looked like his starter, Onix.

Gathered around him were Salvadore, Ash, Misty, Greta and Stephen. Stephen appeared to have donned his professor hat and was leading a group discussion on how the younger trainers felt about their starter pokemon. Greta, I could see cuddling Bulbasaur, Forrest was polishing Onix, Ash was patting Pikachu; Misty had a fond look on her face. Salvadore could only look on longingly as the older kids discussed their pokemon.

Stephen asked a few more questions as I approached, but he paused when he spotted me. Ah, Brock! I was just asking about starter pokemon! Its rather interesting to see the bond that is forming between trainer and pokemon even in the early days!

I nodded. Yeah, the more you go through, the stronger itll get.

Huh? How? Will Pikachu and I eventually just know where the other is? Ash said with a tilt of his head.

I shrugged. Well, its possible for some pokemon and trainers certainly, I said, referring more to Sabrina and Alakazam than normal trainers.

Misty tilted her head. Who was your starter pokemon Brock?

I grinned and nodded to the side where Titan was walking through a group of Aron that had gotten too rough in their games. Titan, my Tyranitar, or as he was back then, a Larvitar.

Ash spun around. How could you not know that Misty!?

Misty bopped her head. Oh, sorry, it just slipped my mind. With all the pokemon you have around here, its sometimes easy to forget who your starter is. She smiled towards where Shrek and Hypnotoad were playing with the Gyms Corsola.

Ash shook his head and shared a look of disbelief with Forrest and Salvadore who both nodded in commiseration. Stephen made a show of busying himself as Greta and Misty shot the boys stink eyes.

I chuckled. So, I notice youre all enjoying and making good use of the reserve? I said to the group at large.

Ash nodded. There are so many cool pokemon out here how could I not like it! he whirled around and grinned at the various clusters that were currently in the reserve. Are you sure I cant just have one?

I nodded. Very sure.

Awwww, he said with a slump.

I rolled my eyes. If you want one of my pokemon you need to prove it and earn the right for it.

Misty stiffened. Wait!? Does that mean youre going to give away some of them?! Ashs eyes lit up with hope and I chuckled before nodding once.

For some trainers that prove themselves during the circuit that will be an option. I will hold pokemon for them exclusively. There is also the option of buying some through the auction we will be having in a few weeks.

Ash tilted his head. How do you prove youre a good enough trainer to earn one of your pokemon?

Win the Gym Challenges convincingly. I usually demand they challenge a number of Gyms with the Gauntlet challenge, which is going to be a tough ask for some.

Ash grimaced while Misty looked away, a frown on her face as she thought on my words. Greta slumped in on herself and patted Bulbasaurs head.

I felt a little bad so I pointed out the other option. Another option might be through recommendations. Service to the community should be rewarded after all. Its usually a slower path than the other two, but sometimes people can find that slowing down is better for them and their team. Slow and steady versus being trailblazers

Ash snorted, showing what he thought of that while Greta gained a thoughtful look. Misty still seemed troubled. She chewed her lip before speaking. Most of those will be on the Gym circuit though, right?

I nodded. Yeah, most of them. She nodded and sighed. When the others shot her a worried look she shook her head to show that she didnt want to talk about it.

I coughed and turned to Forrest. Hey, I wanted to have a chat. Got a minute?

Forrest glanced at his Onix only to turn to Salvadore. Think you can keep seeing what foods he likes little brother?

Salvadore beamed as he turned and ran for the private shed where I kept my pokemon teams berries and supplements. All of which was notably better than the usual pokechow.

I hummed, considering if I needed to remind Salvadore not to go too crazy. I turned away, letting myself trust himfor now. If he used up too much, Id just let him know what hed done and then parade him in front of Sanchez while the great ham of an actor cried Totodile tears about not getting enough premium sitrus berries in his meal.

I gestured off to the side and led Forrest over to the top of the plateau. It would do for a private chat and give us a nice view while we did so. In a way, it took me back to when Id skirted around this conversation with Forrest so many months ago.

So, I said, starting things off strongly.

So? Whats up? Forrest sat lazily on a rock, and I had to repress the urge to not remind him to sit up tall as he slouched.

I scratched at my head as I searched for the right words to say. Ididnt think there were any to be perfectly honest. So instead, I swallowed. I was talking with Flint earlier today and he mentioned something that made me realise Ive been sort of ignoring you Or more specifically, ignoring asking about what you want.

Forrest tilted his head. Huh?

I sighed. I said ages back that I was going to possibly drop the Gym on you and have you take over for me. Ive since realised that was too much to demand of you and that I shouldnt have done that.

I waved my hand vaguely. I never actually asked you what you wanted to do. I just assumed that you wanted it. I dictated instead of asking Im sorry.

Forrest scratched the back of his head and stared at the dirt. I mean, it was a huge honour to hear you say what you did but Yeah. I dont want to be Gym Leader I guess? He chewed his lip and shifted about. Is that alright?

I nodded immediately. Yeah. Perfectly fine. I was in the wrong cause I had this idea of what you wanted and Yeah. I was demanding too much. I obviously made things worse with pushing Terras egg onto you as well. I should have picked up that things were off back then.

There was a long silence before Forrest nodded. Well, yeah I guess. Thanks for not being mad about that. I I didnt want a Larvitar as my starter and I know that disappointed you, didnt it?

I was sad I wouldnt get to share something like that with you, but its not a problem. I think if anything, Yolanda is over the moon with your choice to hand Terra on to her.

Shes going to be so crazy strong when she goes on her journey, Forrest said with a chuckle.

I nodded, laughing as I remembered how Id been in much the same position with Titan. Yolanda was in a good spot.

Forrest and I spent a few minutes watching the Gyms pokemon roaming about before Forrest narrowed his eyes and chewed his lips, a thought apparently playing on his mind. Why did you think youd need to drop the Gym on me?

I sighed explosively. Flint.

Dad? He cocked his head to the side. Why would Dad coming back cause that?

I waved a hand back at the Gym. Forrest. I dont know if youve noticed, but were still tripping over each othe I fidgetted and twitched before relaxing as much as I could. There are times when I grimaced. Should I mention this to him? I decided to open myself up a little.

There are times when I have to not shout at him and constantly remind him that the way he thinks he once did something isnt the best way. Im just glad he accepted that I didnt want him taking part in the Gym because, urgh, it just rubs me the wrong way. I I thought I could trust him with the family, but I didnt feel confident in his ability to run the Gym as well. You know how it operates and have been here with me the entire time. So, I was going to have you run it cause I thought, again, thats what you eventually wanted to do.

Forrest nodded with a frown, showing he didnt fully agree with what Id said. So you were going to leave, yeah? To do what?

Mostly to give you all space. Things are rough right now, and I thought it might be better to remove myself from causing too much friction. Give Flint time to just be a dad with you guys.

Thats stupid. Then youd have been just like him!

I glared at the landscape, not willing to turn it onto Forrest and cause him to flinch. It would have been nothing like what he did, I said firmly.

Same result Forrest muttered sullenly. I clicked my tongue and nodded, conceding the point. It wouldnt have been something my youngest siblings could understand.

I sighed. Our family is very, very messed up. Were the definition of atypical. Forrest shot me a confused look, and I twirled my finger around. Forrest, usually Id have moved out by now instead of being the primary caregiver.

Forrest shrugged. Not like youre still living at home with Mum and Dad. I gritted my teeth at the mention of her. Forrest continued, not noticing my reaction. It's the opposite. I dont think being untypical is so bad for us. It worked great.

I huffed. Atypical, not untypical, I corrected.

Forrest rolled his eyes at me. Urgh, whatever.

We enjoyed another moment of quiet. Then I tilted my head. So, I guess I should actually ask you, but do you have any thoughts on what you want to do?

Forrest chewed his lip. I No? Is that alright?

I snorted and recalled how many jobs I had gone through in my past life. It was considered normal in my past life to have at least gone through a handful of different roles. Honestly? Thats fine. Perfectly normal, in fact."

Forrest glanced at me. What about you?

I blinked, surprised to have the question turned back around on me. You know I hadnt thought about that in a while. Again, Id built up an idea of what I was destined to do with Ash and in the meantime, Id been the best Gym Leader and Parent I could be.

You dont know what you want to do? he said incredulously.

I shrugged. Im only sixteen Forrest. And didnt saying that feel weird?

Going on seventeen next week! he said. I held in a snort. It was such a childish thing to say but I remembered it being so important as a kid to be taken more seriously that adding sixteen and a half seemed right.

Well, regardless, I havent really thought about what I wanted for a while. Guess I should start thinking about that more. I leaned back before chuckling. Huh, that was actually an insightful question. Nice one, Forrest.

Forrest grinned. Im not just a handsome face! he said smugly as he posed.

I gave him a flat look. Please, dont fool yourself. Ive seen your report cards.

Forrest scowled and threw some dirt at me, which I threw back. This prompted a dirt fight with no real goal beyond getting the other person dirty. When we were done, we both lay there watching the sun slowly creep downwards.

I think I want to travel some more when I can, I eventually said.

Forrest glanced at me. Huh?

What I want to do. I loved my journey. I sighed. Youll probably have this experience next year with you having a starter now, but a journey? Its tough, fun, life-changing, and so much more. I felt a tickling of an idea. Forrest could take my place with I crushed that thought. It wasnt a good idea to force something on Forrest. No, I didnt want to make that mistake again. Forrest could be Forrest, and Ash could sort himself out.

I sighed and reached up into the sky, as though trying to grasp it. The world we live in is pretty amazing, you know? I was pretty sad when my journey got cut short, but coming back here and looking after you all? Ill never regret doing that. I watched as below us Knight and Bertha locked eyes and charged at each other like linebackers from my past life.

They slammed into each other and held as both powerhouse pokemon nullified the others charge.

Titan came to see what the noise was and found the pair play wrestling which he huffed at and turned his back on. I grinned as Bertha and Knight chased after him to play.

Daisy sighed while shaking her head. Oh dear, youre just like Gary. She then glanced from Ash to me. Oh? Did you have your match for the Pewter badge already?

Ash shook his head. I have another week before my slot!

Oh well, just make the booking and go to Cerulean! said Daisy easily.

Ash sighed. But thats not the way youre supposed to gain the badges!

Daisy rolled her eyes. Oh well, just use one of the other methods of getting a badge that Brock has.

Ash jerked his head up. Huh?

I coughed. Battling is one way, but Gym Leaders are allowed to set up tasks that trainers can do to prove themselves."

I considered Ash and Forrest for a moment before continuing, Or even demonstrations. If youve ever read or listened to the Heros journey, youll recognise it from there. Its something only a few gyms with older charters can do hat these days, but for me, its about completing jobs around the community.

The demonstration of skill will be entirely at the Gym Leaders discretion, and relevance to Heros Journey is preferred! said Daisy.

I blinked. You know the exact wording?

Daisy nodded. Its how I earned my Earth badge. I had Giovanni recognise me cause he was way too hard to beat in a pokemon battle.

Yolanda tilted her head, Ive never heard of you giving out a badge in that manner Brock?

I snorted. Thats cause the Journey doesnt mention much about the Pewter challenge beyond fighting and growing to know the leaders family. Im not going to entertain heaps of trainers in my house just to let them have a freebie for my badge. Its already a low enough hurdle as the first badge typically.

Forrest snickered. Still trips some people up!

I nodded but noticed Yolanda had a thoughtful look on her face. What are you planning?

She smirked at me. Nothing!~ she said in a way that made it all too clear it wasnt nothing.

I eyed Daisy and her. What are you two up to?

Daisy perked up. Oh! Yolanda felt like she needed an older girls advice with helping out your Yolanda covered Daisy's mouth.

Its a secret! And youre not allowed back into the house for another hour! she said with a glare.

I frowned. Im not allowed in my own house for another hour? I said testingly.

Yolanda squirmed. Yes?

Daisy was quick to come to her rescue as she slid up with a disarming smile. Brock, this is going to be a nice surprise I swear. Cant you just go play with my Grampa in the meanwhile?

I considered it but quickly relented. I could trust Yolanda. She was a smart girl, even if she was setting something up. I nodded and waved Ash and Forrest on to the Gym common room after grabbing up some paperwork.

Sure Yolanda, then I had an idea. If this is a girl thing, maybe ask Greta and Misty to join in? I said, causing Yolanda to consider it before nodding easily. I left her to it and jogged to catch up to Ash and Forrest just as they walked into the common room. Ashs eyes nearly bulged out of his head when he spotted the man playing on the nintendo.

Professor Oak?! said Ash, his words echoing through the room. Had he not encountered the Professor before today?

Oak ignored him and swerved to the left with his racer. Not falling for that one, said Oak.

I snorted and waved the two younger boys to the couch to let them join him and Rocko after they were done.

I set up to finish off the work that Alexa had piled up after Id thought Id finished it all. I got stuck in and listened to the banter that started to be thrown around.

For the rest of the week, things progressed normally at the gym.

At home things were tougher. I constantly had to remind Flint about certain jobs that he insisted on doing and when the kids got fed up with him they usually turned to Forrest, Yolanda, or myself to get the job done, leaving him shamefaced and me feeling well, I was pretty smug.

I hadnt realised how much malicious enjoyment I got from simply asking Flint to read the kids a story, only for them to tear into him about it not having voices. It wasnt long enough. Did he know any Brock stories? I tried not to be too pleased. Or rather, I tried not to show it too much.

Flint was doing well, he was doing the job, which was good considering that he hadnt had to do this in years. He had some of the basics down, but there were constantly small things that were tripping him up. Such as where the laundry in our house was. Or where the vacuum was.

Meal times became an effort of gritting my teeth and not snapping at him as he asked where pots and pans were and why we didnt have things arranged in certain ways. Or, and what was only the second time, why we had a Munchlax.

That last question had not earned him any favours when hed said it in front of Munchlax and the rest of the family.

Munchlax is part of the family, Id said. Munchlax happily threw himself into a hug with me before hugging anyone else he could reach, causing some giggles and the tension to break.

Flint had rubbed his head. So, youre not being put into debt feeding him and all the other pokemon?

I stared at him. No. Im not. Ive got things well in hand with expenses and income. I reminded him pointedly.

That got a nod, and he backed down, he meekly took up his plate and started looking around for anyone else that had finished their breakfast.

Yolanda had sensed the tension and decided to change the subject. So, Brock, are you looking forward to the Mayors party?

Flint, whod started cleaning up the bench, jerked and sent bowls flying to the ground. My youngest siblings, seeing their chance, copied him, uncaring of their still full bowls of cereal.

I winced at all the spilled milk. Ill get a m

Our resident Nanny Graveler bustled in with a mop and bucket like shed been expecting this to happen. She had the broken plates cleaned and the spilt liquids cleaned in moments. Then she posed and tapped my youngest giggling brother and sister on the nose before rumbling off.

I should pay her, I said aloud to myself.

Yolanda nodded but shot her gaze back and forth to Flint, knowing shed said something to set him off but not sure what.

Flint didnt say anything. Just put his head down and helped out before leading the kids off to school.

Later, when I swung around the Monsoules Haberdashery to collect and pay for my suit I spotted Yolanda and Daisy sitting in front of the dressing area.

Yolanda? I said.

She shot to her feet, looking startled. Brock! Youre not supposed to be here! She must have been panicking as she grabbed a magazine from a seat and hurled it at me. Go! Youll spoil the surprise!

I opened my mouth to protest only for her to continue glaring at me. I frowned. We will be having words about this, I said before I left with my suit.

Before I departed the shop, Monique approached me. Dont worry about her, shes just eager to help out your date for the Mayors ball.

My Oh! Sabrina was over there?

I blinked and turned, suddenly much more interested in what was happening in the dressing room. Monique put a hand on my shoulder. No no! Let girls have their mystery! Youll like it better that way!

I hummed and eventually nodded. Monique beamed and saw me to the door cheerfully.

She paused in the doorway, about to close it before peering up at my face. Youre going to get a haircut right? she said, in a manner that made me know it wasnt a suggestion.

I coughed and she raised an eyebrow before pointedly looking two shops down where a hairdresser was still open. I made my way down there and felt Moniques approval the whole way.

On the walk home, I spent a lot of it considering how things were. I also made a call to a certain pokemon rental company but that would be my surprise for the night. The rest of my mind considered what going to the ball would mean.

Id said I wasnt going to date until Flint came back, and Sabrina said shed accepted that at the time. Then Id gone with her to Monsoules Haberdashery with her. So it was, for all intents and purposes, me giving signals Or had she been leading me around?

I rubbed my chin as I considered that.

With Sabrina, that actually sounded more likely.

I found I didnt mind.

When I opened the door, I found Flint folding laundry with Nanny Graveller. He smiled at me until he noticed the suit. Then he scowled. Youre going to that womans ball? he said.

I nodded. Yeah, its important that I go and chat. Ill make some connections, talk with some friends, and be seen rubbing elbows with Kantos big names.

Flint snorted. Urgh, I never could stand that womans need to showboat. He worked his jaw, opened his mouth, and then shut it. I I cant tell you not to go But Brock. Those people? They only say theyre the best. Dont be fooled because of all the pretty clothing. Theyre as rotten as any junkyard Muk youll find. He roughly folded the last shirt and then stomped off.

I hummed in consideration. There had been some issues with Flint and her about balls hadnt there? I couldnt rightly recall all the details, but then again, I had spent most of my time working with Titan and trying to get out from under their feet.

I shrugged and put my suit away.

When the big night finally arrived, Yolanda had demanded that I get dressed and be ready by six. So I suited up and stood around in the lounge for her to inspect me.

Then shed run off to her room for a bit.

Forrest had been rather amused by the entire affair. You look weird in a suit, he said from the couch.

Eh, I like it, I said as I posed in front of the hallway mirror.

Ahem! said Yolanda as she walked up to me with Suzie. Your date is ready! she said before shoving a bouquet of flowers into my hands.

I didnt have time to question why I needed them as Sabrina walked around the corner in a shimmering dress, and suddenly my mouth was dry. Part of me was thanking Yolanda for being the best little sister ever.

The rest of me was watching Sabrina walk towards me and thinking one word.

Daaaaaaaammmmmnnnnnnnnnnn.