She didn't want to live, but she felt like her chest was so stuffy she could suffocate to death.
For the next three days, the entire Prince Chilling Cold Mansion was enveloped in a heavy atmosphere, no one dared to speak loudly, even the servants and guards hid from Ming Liehan, the emperor, in everything they did. They also tried to stay as far away from the place as possible.
Biluo Palace hadn't let the other maidservants in for three days, only Xi Er. She carried the porridge out a few times, and after a few times, he changed another bowl of porridge and tried adding another bowl of chicken soup.
"Princess …" Xi Er carried the porridge in again and placed the bowl on the table. She turned her head and looked at Luoluo who was sitting motionlessly on the bed with a haggard face.
Luoluo did not raise her head to look at her. It was as if she was already used to Xi Er's gentle call from the side, but she still did not reply.
"Princess, Xi Er is begging you, you should eat something. Even if you are not in a good mood and do not want to eat something, not for your own sake, but for the sake of your child!" "You are not on your own right now!" Xi Er looked at her worriedly, but she knew that even though she had said these words every single time for the past three days, Luoluo didn't take it to heart.
In other words, even though she heard it, she didn't care at all …
"Princess." Xi Er walked over with a pained heart, and pulled Luoluo's hand, gently shaking it: "You have already been sitting here for three days, eating, drinking, sleeping, and resting, only sitting there in a daze. How can you torture yourself like this!"
"Princess, if you feel bad, cry!" Cry out, cry out to Xi Er! Or perhaps, it might not even work. As long as you take something and beat Xi Er up, as long as you feel comfortable in your heart, as long as you can eat something and cherish your body, Xi Er would be willing to let him die! "
Luoluo's eyes flashed, she lowered her head slightly, looking at the little girl who was kneeling beside the bed and holding her hand, crying.
"Princess?" Seeing that she was finally willing to look at him, Xi Er immediately turned and walked over with the porridge. He scooped a spoonful and placed it next to her mouth, "Eat some!"
Luoluo only looked at Xi Er blankly, her mouth not moving at all.
"Princess, please eat some!" Xi Er pouted: "Xi Er begs you!"
Luoluo blinked and pursed her lips. She had been sitting in this position for three days already and her body was really stiff.
"Have some, please!" Eat some! Princess! Looking at how you are tormenting yourself now, Xi Er feels so much pain in her heart! If you don't eat the princess, Xi Er will accompany you on your hunger strike! "Princess, please eat it, Xi Er does not want to starve …" Xi Er pursed his lips.
Luoluo's eyes flashed again as she slightly opened her mouth.
Xi Er cried and laughed as she placed the spoon by Luoluo's mouth and placed the porridge in her mouth.
However …
Luoluo only opened her mouth mechanically, she was still motionless, as if she had been stunned again. Looking at the tears on Xi Er's face, her eyes lost focus.
Xi Er watched in astonishment as the congee that she had just fed into Luoluo's mouth flowed out from her mouth just like that, and her tears instantly rolled down Xi Er's face. Xi Er hurriedly placed the bowl to the side, took a clean cloth and walked back to the bed to wipe Luoluo's mouth, then wiped off the water droplets on her clothes.
"What kind of a meal is that?" "But when she opened her mouth, she did not move. Even immortals could not feed her!" Xi Er was so anxious that he was crying, but Luoluo did not move at all and maintained his previous position, his eyes did not focus at all.
"Princess, aren't you Xi Er crying and laughing? If it truly breaks my heart, then cry it out! To be like Xi Er, cry! Why are you suddenly like this! Didn't you not care about the opinions of others? Why not cry? "Why did you sit like this for so many days without moving? Don't you know how scared Xi Er is? How afraid you are that something might have happened to you!" Xi Er sobbed as she gently kneaded Luoluo's shoulder, afraid that she would really sit still.
"Don't you feel sorry for your mother for not being able to eat something in your belly?" Princess! How can you be like this... "Princess, move a little, don't just sit there. It's been three days!" Xi Er bit her lips as she looked at Luoluo with eyes filled with tears.
Ever since that day when Luoluo suddenly came back from the outside, she didn't say a word and just let her change into a set of pajamas and let her help him bathe. After that, she just sat on this bed and didn't move at all.
Xi Er could only run outside and ask the others, and she did not know what happened in Luoluo either. All she knew was that she had suddenly gotten into a huge argument with the Duke, and that she probably suffered a heavy injury in her heart …
Ming Liehan slowly walked into the Biluo Palace. For the past three days, he knew that the Luoluo had not eaten anything and that she had never left the Biluo Palace.
"You go out first." Seeing Xi Er kneeling on the bed and shaking Luoluo's body, Ming Liehan walked forward with a sigh.
"Your Highness …." Xi Er turned her head and looked at Ming Liehan, who had finally appeared. She felt extremely uncomfortable in her heart, "Princess, she …"
"This King knows that I will feed her." After saying that, Ming Liehan turned to look at the porridge bowl on the table and said indifferently: "Xi Er, you go out first!"
"Hm!" Xi Er got off the bed, wiped her tears, and looked at Luoluo who was still sitting motionlessly on the bed with slight worry. Sniffing her nose, she covered her mouth to cover her crying voice, then turned and ran out.
"The one who deserves to be tormented is this king. Why do you have to suffer so much?" Ming Liehan heaved a deep sigh and sat on the side of the bed. He turned his head and looked at the Luoluo who was blankly sitting there with an extremely haggard expression.
Luoluo did not move, but she could feel Ming Liehan sitting beside her, her eyes flashed, and then she remained quiet.
Ming Liehan lifted her hand, and gently placed it on Luoluo's back, caressing it from top to bottom in order to make her stiff body feel more comfortable. "There's a grudge in your heart, you shouldn't be angry with yourself! Treating yourself in such a manner can indeed make This King feel worse than being physically tortured, but the one getting hurt is still yourself! "If you're not stupid, why would you use such a stupid method?"
Luoluo blinked his eyes and slowly raised her head to look at Ming Liehan. His eyes were dim and her mouth was starting to crack.
Ming Liehan frowned, seeing Luoluo's reaction, she immediately took the bowl of porridge and placed it next to Luoluo's mouth.
"Listen to me, eat it!" As if coaxing a child, Ming Liehan looked tenderly at the Luoluo, who was more frail than ever.
Luoluo's mouth did not move, she only lowered her head to look at the bowl of still warm congee.
She wasn't on a hunger strike, she really couldn't eat anymore … She didn't want to move, she didn't want to think, she didn't want to remember … She had only allowed her thoughts to drift about freely for the past three days, but had not allowed herself to think about the matters between her and Ming Liehan.
She thought that she could let her soul return to the Underworld and find the King of Hell to bring her back to the twenty-first century. However, she couldn't leave. It was as if her soul was forcibly stabbed into this body and she couldn't come out.
"Luoluo!" Seeing that she did not move, Ming Liehan frowned and placed the spoon close to her dry lips, "Only by eating a little would you have the strength to take revenge on this king. "Eat first. Otherwise, if you continue to let yourself get haggard like this, this king will really get angry and won't give you the chance to take revenge on me!"
Luoluo blinked her eyes and suddenly turned her head to look at the gauze covering Ming Liehan's arm. That was three days ago, right? It was a fierce bite, as if she wanted to eat him alive. She still remembered the mouthful of blood on his arm.
Seeing her gaze on his arm, Ming Liehan chuckled without care: "Don't tell me you still feel sorry for me? Or maybe … "You haven't had enough, you want to take another bite?"
Luoluo looked up, the focus on Ming Liehan's obviously haggard face.
"Be good and eat first!" "Don't hurt yourself like that, okay?" Only the heavens knew, he hadn't eaten a single bit in the entire three days.
Luoluo opened his mouth, took the thing in Ming Liehan's spoon, and tried to swallow it down. However, she realized that his mouth was too stiff to even drink the porridge.
Looking at the porridge that was slowly flowing out of Luoluo's mouth, Ming Liehan's heart tightened. She hurriedly wiped the remaining porridge around her mouth and looked at Luoluo with a pained expression as if she couldn't eat it at all. Then, he suddenly lowered her head to drink the porridge in the bowl.
After feeling that she had swallowed it, Ming Liehan released her and looked at Luoluo with a pained expression. Look at her, how she's tortured in the last three days.
Inexplicably, Luoluo suddenly cried. She looked at Ming Liehan with tears in her eyes, seeing him continue to drink the porridge and feed it to her, salt tears flowed down her thin face and into their mouths.
Ming Liehan paused, looked at the tears in Luoluo's eyes, and after feeding the porridge in his mouth to her, she gradually changed from feeding her to a deep kiss.
Luoluo powerlessly leaned into his embrace. Her head was raised while being restrained by him, and even though she had to endure his kiss, there was no reaction at all.
Ming Liehan raised her head, wiped away the tears on Luoluo's face and then raised the porridge to her mouth: "Can you drink now?"
Luoluo sniffed and nodded, then lowered his head and allowed Ming Liehan to feed her spoonful by spoonful. It wasn't until half a bowl later that Luoluo turned his head around, not wanting to continue eating.
Ming Liehan sighed and placed the bowl to the side. In short, no matter how much she ate, he would feel more at ease if she was willing to eat some.
He raised his hand to brush the hair scattered across Luoluo's body to his back, and then smoothed the hair on the side of her face. Ming Liehan lowered his head and looked into her eyes, "No matter what happens, he must eat! "That way you'll have the strength to hate me!"
She didn't hate him …
Luoluo looked up, wanting to say something, but she did not know what to say. She really wanted to continue loving, wanted to preserve Ming Liehan's current deep emotions for all eternity. However, the emotions that she had been used for kept reminding her … She couldn't be any more foolish … She could not allow herself to drift along like this. She needed to wake up and keep her distance from this man.
"You can punish This King however you want!" Ming Liehan looked at Luoluo deeply, "As long as you don't torture yourself anymore, even if you use a knife to stab this king, this king will definitely not make a sound!"
The Luoluo blinked her eyes and looked at Ming Liehan. Suddenly, she raised his hand and lightly rubbed it on's face, which had grown a little moustache.
Ming Liehan's eyes lit up, and she looked at Luoluo.
"Why are we hurting each other?" The Luoluo looked at him with a hoarse voice.
Ming Liehan frowned, and raised her hand to press onto the cold little hand Luoluo had placed on his face. Now I only hope that you will forgive me! "In this way, we will no longer hurt each other, no longer need to love each other so painfully, won't we?"
"Love?" Luoluo frowned and looked at Ming Liehan foolishly. "That's right, it hurts so much. While they love each other, they also hurt each other …"
"Luoluo." Ming Liehan worriedly looked at those unfathomable expressions in her eyes.
"It's so cold …." Can I tell you a story? " Suddenly, the Luoluo chuckled, her haggard face finally blossoming with a beautiful color.
"Good." Ming Liehan looked at her pitifully.
"After the spring dried up, the two fishes were unable to leave in time …" A small pothole trapped on land. "The two fishes live side by side day after day, feeding each other foam from their mouths to moisten each other's …"
Ming Liehan frowned, she did not understand the meaning of the strange story in Luoluo.
"Being together is touching, but no matter what, it's better to forget each other and swim in the world …" Luoluo looked up at him, his eyes shining faintly.
"Luoluo?" As if he had understood the meaning of Luoluo's words, Ming Liehan suddenly held her small hand tightly and looked at her seriously.
"Since we've always been hurting each other …" "Rather than living together, it is better to forget each other in the martial arts world!" Luoluo's eyes suddenly emitted an indifferent light. Even though she was unwilling, but to her, she really needed to forget something … She wanted to leave, to leave this sorrowful place … Since the pain of love was hurting each other, they might as well leave together, forget about each other in the martial arts world and forget about each other in the road.
"This King forbids it!" Ming Liehan suddenly looked at him coldly, grabbed her by the waist, and fiercely looked at the silence in her eyes: "It doesn't matter if you hate me, it doesn't matter if you hate me, it doesn't matter if you love me. Even if you want to kill me, I will not escape you. Ming Liehan clenched her teeth.
The Luoluo looked at him indifferently and did not say anything. After a long while, the Luoluo finally opened her mouth and said, "I want to sleep!"
Ming Liehan was startled, seeing that Luoluo's eyes were filled with exhaustion, she sighed helplessly and laid her down, covering her with her blanket.
Just as he laid down, Luoluo was turned around to face the bed, no longer looking at Ming Liehan.
Ming Liehan looked at Luoluo a few times with a profound gaze, she then started to panic. Clenching her fists, she waited until Luoluo's breathing seemed to have calmed down before she turned around and left Biluo Palace.