This woman seemed to never speak the truth. Even though she said this, Xu Liunian still hoped that Lu Jianqing could keep her here.
No matter if it was in front of Liang Peiqing, or in front of Old Master Lu, it seemed to have given her a feeling of leaving a seat.
But nothing happened according to her plan.
"Go and stay at Zhao Ying's place for the time being. After the banquet ends, I'll come and pick you up."
Her voice was light, and if she hadn't heard wrongly, there was even a hint of gentleness in it. However, the words that came out made her very sad.
As expected, he still had to let her go in the end. Whether or not he would come and pick her up in the future, he would not allow himself to stay in the Lu Family at this moment.
If it was a competition, Liang Peiqing was more confident that she would be the mistress of this Lu Family. She had indeed lost.
No matter who it was, it all seemed like it was an indisputable fact.
Furthermore, she could not understand why Lu Jianqing did not reject her offer. Now, she did not want to explore these questions that would only make her sad.
It was already very merciful for Lu Jianqing to be able to speak of this to her calmly and peacefully, so she did not dare ask for too much.
As if her role had changed, Xu Liunian spoke coldly, "No need, I won't be coming back. This place doesn't belong to me and I don't want to think too much into it.
Closing the lock on the trunk, he exerted a little strength on his wrist, causing his tears to stop flowing as he straightened his body and looked at Lu Jianqing.
"Don't look for me."
After saying that, he turned around and left, but was pulled back again. The force on his shoulder trembled a little, and Lu Jianqing clenched his teeth as he held onto her shoulder.
"I already said that you don't want to leave me. You don't have the right."
The bottomless black pupils in her eyes were like a black hole that was about to suck her in completely. She turned her head away from them and let out a bitter laugh.
"Lu Jianqing, don't you think you're going too far?"
What was he doing this for?
His hand slipped from his shoulder to his neck, and he rubbed it lightly with his thumb on his collarbone. You owe me this! "
Since there had never been such a direct conversation, Xu Liunian simply didn't care about anything else. Even if her heart hurt, she had to understand why Lu Jianqing would treat her like this.
"Then tell me clearly, what do I owe you? I'll pay you back, I'll pay you back with everything, okay? "
She helplessly looked at Lu Jianqing, unable to see any other emotion in his eyes. She really hoped that this man had a little different feeling towards her, but she could not see it.
Xu Liunian's cold and hoarse voice sounded, breaking all of her hopes, "What you owe me, will never be repaid in this lifetime!"
Xu Liunian closed her eyes and suppressed the feeling, "Lu Jianqing, you don't want to say it, right? "Then let me help you talk!"
"The person you love has always been elder sister. The reason why you want me to stay by your side is because I look really similar to you. You want to use me as a substitute, but what's the truth?"
Xu Liunian laughed bitterly, "I am just a little sister, I admit that you have helped me many times but as your big sister's boyfriend, you have already helped me enough. Don't keep doing things that would cause people to misunderstand, if you continue to be like this, I will think that you have fallen in love with me!"
It didn't matter if she thought that she was being sentimental or if she didn't know the shame of it. At least she had said what she wanted to say in her heart.
She had been stuck in such a difficult situation for a long time, and she had wanted to say these words for a long time. Since the time was right, she wasn't afraid of anything.
Suddenly, Lu Jianqing loosened his grip on her hand and sneered, "Xu Liunian, aren't you thinking too highly of yourself? Do you think that's possible? "
Sure enough, it was still the same.
She even heard the sound of her heart shattering in her chest.
The moment Yaran was mentioned, her pupils darkened even more as he coldly looked at the face that was extremely similar to Yaran's, and said in a low voice.
"You owe me!" If it were not for you, would Yaran have died? You owe Yaran your life! "
As if a dagger had pierced into her heart, Xu Liunian slowly raised her hand and pressed down hard on her heart, making it hard for her to breathe.
Tears gushed out of his eyes. His sister would always be his weakness, and at the same time, he would never be able to get over it.
But did she feel better living in such a shadow? In the years after her sister died, she had already dreamed about that scene countless times. Every time she woke up, she would cry alone in the endless darkness.
However, this pain was something that no one could share with her. She and her elder sister were blood and flesh, so how could she forget that her elder sister was the one who exchanged her life for it!
But the only person who truly loved his sister was unable to understand her and even wanted to use this matter to attack her. Didn't he know that when he missed his sister, he was also in deep pain?
She had had enough! She wasn't complaining about her elder sister. She was just a bit unconvinced. She wasn't convinced about the attitude of the person in front of her!
"On what basis! Do I deserve to die? Should I have died at the hands of others? Sister and you love her, but what about me? I don't have anything, I only have my sister. My sister is dead, do you think that I will feel better than you!? "
Her voice grew louder and louder. The hysterical crying made her seem like she was going insane, but the words she spoke were from the bottom of her heart.
Lu Jianqing automatically ignored her struggling and shouting, and instead said something that he did not know if it was against his will, but he knew that those words were enough to break Xu Liunian's heart.
"Compared to Yaran, your life is worthless!"
In a split-second, tears stopped streaming down her face, and her flailing arms froze in mid-air. She opened her mouth and breathed in with great difficulty.
In the end, she still heard this answer that made people feel despair the most. She thought that since she was already so lowly and petty, she should at least get a bit of sympathy from Lu Jianqing.
But there was nothing. She didn't know if she should regret it or rejoice.
He regretted saying those words in exchange for such a heavy price. However, he was also glad that he had realized the reality earlier, so that he wouldn't have unnecessary fantasies.
In a split-second, her heart turned to ashes. She didn't have the strength to struggle anymore. She pulled the suitcase close to her and said in a free and easy manner.
"Since that's the case, I hope that Director Lu will not interfere with my affairs in the future, lest it cause unnecessary misunderstandings."
She raised her hand and wiped all of her tears away from her eyes. No matter how much of an insult she received from Lu Jianqing, she did not want Liang Peiqing to see her miserable state.