Ch15- Fear of Losing

Ch15- Fear of Losing

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1- Why is the relationship with Petunia important?

--It is the beginning of his journey as a wizard and a manipulator. Petunia is the first person he will bond with to make the rest of his Hogwarts life easier.

2- Why doesn't he use magic?

--Psyche and Mind magics are not easy to use. They can have dangerous effects that can even lead to full obliviation or death. Thus, it is easier to manipulate. This is also practice for his life at Hogwarts where magic wouldn't be the wisest option in such cases.

3- Does Nigel intervene too much?

--Not really. Nigel is not the System Master; Harry is. Nigel is a guide, and I wanted to write such a character. My inspiration is Jeeves from "Jeeves and Wooster," an old British TV show I recommend to those who like such shows. My point is, Nigel doesn't force Harry to do anything; he just guides and, from time to time, withholds information to protect him or alters descriptions of spells to help him. All in all, Nigel is not the one who decides Harry's fate.

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Petunia's reaction was swift and sharp. "That's... that's not possible. You must have imagined it. Such things don't happen in the real world."

Harry looked up, his eyes filled with fear and confusion, a perfect picture of a troubled boy. "But it did happen, Aunt Petunia. I don't understand it either. It's like those stories in Dudley's books, but it's real."

Nigel, ever present in his mind, whispered, "Excellent, Harry. You've painted the picture perfectly. Now, let's see how she responds."

Petunia paced the room, clearly troubled. "This is nonsense, Harry. There's a logical explanation for everything. You must have used some trick or..."

Harry interrupted, "But I didn't, Aunt Petunia! It was like magic!"

The word 'magic' hung in the air, thick with implications and unspoken history. Petunia stopped pacing, her face a mixture of disbelief and an emotion Harry couldn't quite place. "Magic...," she whispered, as if the word itself was a ghost from her past.

Nigel's voice was cautious yet encouraging, "You've opened the door, Harry. Now gently push it open."

Harry continued, his voice soft, "You know about magic, don't you, Aunt Petunia? You've seen it before... with Mum."

Petunia's face hardened, a shadow passing over her features. "He was part of that world too. He took your mother away from me, fully and finally. I resented him for it."

Harry understood then. It wasn't just the magic that Petunia resented. It was the loss, the feeling of being left behind, first by her sister and then by the magical world that had claimed her. His father, James, was the embodiment of that world, the final nail in the coffin of their sisterly bond.

Nigel, sensing Harry's realization, added, "You're peeling back layers of years of resentment, Harry. It's a delicate process. Proceed with care."

Harry, his heart aching for the pain his aunt had endured, said softly, "I'm sorry, Aunt Petunia. I never knew any of this. I always thought you just hated me for being... different."

Petunia's gaze softened slightly, a hint of regret in her eyes. "I didn't hate you, Harry. I was afraid. Afraid of what you represented. Afraid of losing you too."

Harry looked at his aunt's sobbing form, his mind colder and more calculating than ever. He realized he stood at a crossroads – one path led to control, to exploiting Petunia's vulnerability for his benefit; the other, to compassion and understanding, the path his mother, Lily, would have chosen. He could easily manipulate Petunia, bend her will to his own. She deserved it, didn't she, after all the years of neglect and cruelty? But that was not the way of Lily's son. Harry sighed, his decision clear. He stepped towards her and hugged her tightly. "I'm sorry, Aunt Petunia. Sorry that you felt abandoned."

Petunia stiffened in his embrace, her body racked with years of suppressed emotions. Harry felt her resistance but held on, his embrace a symbol of the bridge he was trying to build.

Nigel's voice echoed in Harry's mind, its usual sarcasm softened by a note of approval. "Ah, Master Harry, showing a heart as big as your mother's. A wise choice, indeed. But remember, mending bridges with Aunt Petunia will be a task akin to taming a Thestral – challenging, and not without its risks."

Harry pulled back, looking into Petunia's eyes, which still held a trace of the old resentment. He knew this was just the beginning. He needed to be patient, to employ tactics that resonated with her deeply rooted emotions.

"Can we talk, Aunt Petunia? About Mum, about magic, about everything?" Harry asked, his voice a mix of hope and uncertainty.

Petunia, her face still wet with tears, hesitated. "I... I don't know, Harry. It's... it's painful."

Harry nodded, understanding the complexity of her emotions. "I know it's hard. But I need to know. We need to understand each other better."

Petunia seemed to ponder his words, the walls she had built over the years showing cracks of vulnerability. Finally, she nodded slowly, a reluctant agreement to his request.

Nigel's voice buzzed in Harry's ear, a reminder of the delicate task ahead. "Remember, Harry, your approach must be subtle, yet direct. Draw parallels between her life and yours. Help her see you not as the embodiment of a world she was excluded from, but as a kindred spirit, equally lost and searching for a place to belong."

Harry sat down next to her, choosing his words carefully. "Aunt Petunia, you said you were afraid of losing me too. Afraid of what I represented. But I've always just been Harry, just a boy who wanted a family."

Petunia looked away, a conflict of emotions playing across her face. "I know, Harry. But your world... it took my sister away. I couldn't bear the thought of losing you to it as well."

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