Chapter 218

It's only cancer, but it's not normal that she has been lying in bed for so long.

According to what the doctor said, the patient's sense of survival is no longer strong, and there is an appearance of wanting to give up, which leads to the state of being unconscious all the time.

I don't have a strong sense of survival. I want to give up myself. Mom, what's the matter with you?

"I want to get off. Go back first." Sitting in the car, I can't bear to see my mother.

He didn't ask me what I was doing when I got off the bus. When he heard that I was going to get off the bus, he stopped the car by the side of the road.

For the air time wind, it is easy to know where I go and what I do, because his computer technology is very superb. He can find it by using the network, but he is not interested in exploring if it is not necessary.

I got out of the car and said goodbye to him. I didn't stop the taxi until I saw his car leave.

I don't like others to know too many things about me, including Sheng Yunxin. These things are secrets in my heart. When I didn't climb the peak, I just hope to bury them all the time. Only when I have the ability, can I resist everything around me. No matter what obstacles I will face, I can easily solve them.

When I was sitting in the car, I put on all the things that needed to be disguised. When I got off the car, I was still wearing a pair of sunglasses, a hat and a starry blue dress, which was a little eye-catching. Fortunately, because of the cold weather, I always took an extra long coat with me. I helped the skirt with a rope, put on my coat and button it up, Wrapped in a scarf, no one can see it.

The driver saw all this behind him and looked at me like a wonderful flower. He shook his head helplessly.

Entered the hospital, because of this dress, walking is not very convenient.

I found a little nurse. Generally, when nurses come to work, they should have clothes here.

The nurse was also very kind. She gave me a suit of clothes. I couldn't change her at that time, so I gave her money. As I bought this dress, I went to the dressing room and changed it.

In front of the ward, from a small glass on the door, you can see the people half lying on the hospital bed.

Her eyes, staring at the window, just saw the part of her side face, so pale, dull eyes and expressionless.

I gently pushed the door in and she didn't look back.

I walked behind her and put a hand on her shoulder.

She slowly turned back and looked at me. Finally, her eyes looking at me were still strange and familiar.

Probably, it's also because the place of eyes hasn't changed, and the appearance has changed.

"Mom." I called softly and looked at her expression. I couldn't bear to hide her again.

In fact, don't you do so much just for your closest people? But if you can't even protect your closest people, what's the use of being so strong?

For two years, I haven't seen her once in two years. When I met her this time, I didn't expect that she was so weak.

I still don't know how to express my grief. At this moment, my voice is like dumb. I can't say anything except "Mom".

"Who are you?" Mother's eyes looked at me suspiciously, with a little shock on her expression.

"I..." I'm caier!

I really wanted to tell my mother, but it was like a stone blocked in my throat. I couldn't say anything. I couldn't hold back my tears and fell down.

"Caier... Caier?" Mother seemed to think of something. She was stunned at first. Then, it was a very simple word, but it was so difficult to say it.

“.......” Don't know how to answer, don't know how to explain, mother shouted out my name, tears for a moment, nodded, immediately hugged her tightly.

Maybe it's mother daughter connection. Even if I have become another face in front of my mother, the flesh and blood on my body is still given by her.

Blood, let us feel the distance between each other, at that moment, my mother also cried and shed tears.

"Mom, I'm caier. I'm your caier. When I was a child, you often sang me a lullaby, coaxed me to sleep and tied my favorite pigtails. When I went to school, I told my classmates that they always praised you for your good workmanship and me for having a good mother." I cried loudly and talked about the things I did when I was a child to prove myself. At the same time, my heart was even more uncomfortable.

How happy I was when I was a child. However, when I grew up, life at home became more and more difficult. I was the eldest miss of the Qi family. The Qi family was a big enterprise. In the eyes of outsiders and even ordinary people, I was noble and bright, but no one could know the internal contradictions at home.

"Mom, mom, I miss you so much, really, really miss you." In the past, I have been restrained from missing my mother. When I was a child, my mother loved me most, but when I grew up, I quarreled with myself three or four times. This reason is still because of Qi Chengli, in order to please Qi Chengli and prevent the family property from falling into the hands of Luo Yuxian's mother and daughter. At that time, I really hated my own mother, very, very much. She gave me the feeling that she was a woman who liked money. For money, she could bow her head, especially in Luo Yuxian's mother and daughter.

Therefore, I won't see her, even if I can't help thinking in my heart, I won't see her.

Until, when I saw her full of vicissitudes and fainted in the supermarket, at that moment, I knew that no matter how much I hated this woman in the past, but in the end, I still didn't want to see her look bad, especially how regretful I was when I knew that she had cancer.

In the late stage of cancer, these four words are like a nightmare in my heart. Even if I stand at the peak, how can I save my mother's life?

"Caier, you're really my caier. I knew you must be all right. If you're such a good child, your mother should go first. My mother is sorry for you." The daughter who yearned for so much finally came back. Did God hear her prayer? She wept bitterly, or was excited.