Chapter 500

Just as in those years, after Chen Weiqi left, the old lady looked at the letter left by Chen weiqi and treated her like this.

What else to say about her disappointment.

What did she do? What has been done to disappoint them so much?

Chen Weiling forced to endure the pain on her back, no matter the pain of pulling and tearing, sorted out her clothes, and then walked down the stairs with pride.

Such an arrogant attitude irritates everyone.

In this family, not only the old lady and her father, but also all the servants' comments on her and Chen Weiqi are that the eldest lady is kind.

The second miss is a person who can't tolerate the first lady and her stepmother.

Disgust!

Every time she came back, she faced the disgust of these people.

But they all forget that this family, without her mother, how could there be a Chen family in Chengdu?

It's just a family that depends on their mother's family. Now these people really think they are rich.

"This bastard." Looking at her back, the old lady scolded her angrily.

When Chen Weiling went out, a flustered voice came from behind: "old lady, old lady, what's the matter with you?"

It's obviously dizzy!

Chen Weiling's step, did not stop, straight left.

This scene, obviously to the people present, she is extremely indifferent.

……

Bay Island.

Qi Yan was still busy in the study. After dinner, he accompanied her around and went back to the study.

Yang Nuan's phone rang and answered, "hello."

"I need comfort." Over the phone, came Chen Weiling helpless voice.

Yang Nuan:

This is the first time to see Chen Weiling. She was stunned when she received such a call.

"What's wrong with you?" What is the need for comfort?

In her consciousness, Chen Weiling has always been a strong person, just like herself, no matter what worries she has, she is buried in her own heart.

Never let anyone outside know.

No matter how much pain, but also a person carrying the kind of people, and this call, why!?

"Is that all right?" There is no direct answer to the phone call Yang Nuan, but obsessively asked.

Yang Nuan: "yes, you come to me? Or shall I go to you? "

"I'll come to you." Chen Weiling said.

After all, Yang Nuan's body is not convenient now. Even if she wants to go out, it depends on whether Qi Yan agrees or not.

"Well, I'll wait for you."

Hang up the phone, Yang Nuan eyebrows are twisted together.

What is it?

Chen Weiling is generally a person who can hide her emotions. In those years of Shengshi group, she always looks the same when she sees Chen Weiling.

It seems that nothing can make waves in her world, but today, what's the matter!?

Half an hour later, Chen Weiling arrived.

Yang Nuan looked at the time: "where did you come from?"

"The Chen family."

“……” Chen family, there is still such a long distance from here. How many cars did she drive?

I arrived at bay island in half an hour.

Chen Weiling looked at Yang's warm stomach: "can you accompany me for a while?"

"Of course."

"Pregnant women need care."

"Not as vulnerable as you think." Yang is helpless.

Ever since she became pregnant, Qi Yan thought that she was a key protection object. She was afraid that she would fall.

She was worried that after she was born, she would have been a waste.

Chen Weiling likes Yang Nuan very much, likes her free and easy, also likes her strong.

In Yang Nuan's body, like there is sunshine, no matter when, no matter what kind of situation, also can't hit her.

"Any wine?"

Yang Nuan: "yes."

It seems that Chen Weiling has encountered something she can't digest tonight.

Otherwise, it would not be like this.

The wine is Qi Yan's!

Yang Nuan didn't like drinking very much, except when she was in baogali. At that time, she really liked the taste of the wine there.

Chen Weiling drank two glasses of red wine in a row, but still felt that she could not hold down her heart.

Yang Nuan can't help but ask: "what happened?"

In the past, when they were together, they all respected each other's privacy and did not ask about other people's affairs casually.

Things outside of work are private to them. If people don't want to talk about it, it must be difficult to talk about it.But now, Yang Nuan is still asking.

"You have never experienced the warmth of home since you were a child, have you?" Chen Weiling asked her.

Yang warm Leng for a moment, did not expect to be asked!

Yang Nuan nodded: "well, because there is no family."

How can there be warmth without family?

At that time, it was hard for her to know how those people treated themselves. After all, at that time, she believed that those people were her family members.

However, it is still wrong!

I didn't expect that, no!

Because it is not, so there is no warmth to speak of.

"In fact, even if there are family members, there is not necessarily warmth." Chen Weiling poured herself a glass of wine again.

Over the years, she did not know when to start, has learned to drink alone.

During the day, in front of her colleagues, no matter how calm she is, but at the end of the night, she can't help but take off her mask.

Let yourself indulge in the dark.

She didn't want anyone to see her embarrassment, but today dissimilarity! After that, she found herself in need of warmth.

It's good to be alone, even if you just talk to yourself.

"Yes, I understand that." Yang Nuan answers.

Qi Yan has a family, but what he feels is not much better than himself.

What she had to do at that time was heavy farm work.

What about Qi Yan?

Qi Yan was under pressure from all sides.

"In fact, everyone, in their own world, will always have such and such problems, some people, there is a complex situation."

"Yes, you are right." Chen Weiling smiles bitterly!

She always understood that.

It's just, "it's just that I never wanted to compete with anyone for anything. Why do they do that to me?"

“……”

"What I want, from the beginning to the end, is just a trust and understanding."

Yang Nuan: Trust and understanding?

Like, she needs it too!

This is very important for a person.

However, to get, but also so difficult.

Because, she never got!

Even for a long time, she believed in Qi Yan, and Qi Yan did not give her this.

"Yes, trust and understanding!"

"But they..." After the words, Chen Weiling can not say, is obviously disappointed.

They never gave her what she wanted.

Soon, a bottle of red wine was drunk like a drink by her.

"Any more?"

Yang Nuan: "do you want more?"

"Once in a blue moon." Chen Weiling smiles bitterly.

She rare time, will own embarrassment in front of people, naturally also want to thoroughly indulge natural and unrestrained once.

Yang Nuan didn't persuade her.

A person often gives a calm feeling of people, need to use alcohol to paralyze themselves, it can be seen that this heart in the end to what extent.

Indulgence is also a kind of self salvation!

People, as long as they can't be depressed and hurt others, no matter what way they use, they are all right.

"Thank you." Chen Weiling was grateful for the wine.

If Yang Nuan gives her this kind of understanding now, it is what she needs most now.

Yang Nuan: "you are welcome."

"Yang Nuan."

"Well?"

"I envy you, actually."

"Envy me?"

"Yes, I envy anger, your courage, very good!" Chen Weiling said sincerely.

You know, Yang Nuan has suffered a lot of pressure in Chengdu and Qi Yan these years.

The people of the Yang family also gave her a lot of public opinion.

She was injured to that extent, she still carried over.

Qi Yan had a problem more than once.

However, she was able to go through that period of time without any disturbance. It can be seen that this woman's heart is not generally powerful.

"What courage? It's just that after being hurt to the extreme, I don't have the temperature. " Yang Nuan smiles bitterly.

Yeah, I don't have any temperature. What's the harm of those people?

Chen Weiling: "don't you have any temperature?"

"Yes, you feel so bad because you are still with them."

"I don't care." Chen Weiling did not want to say!

Yes, she doesn't care.

For those people, she really does not care, from those people wantonly hurt themselves, she no longer care about them.Some will hurt their own people, why to care?

"Is it?"

"Yes."

"Then why do you suffer?" Yang Nuan asked!

Chen Weiling: Yes, why is it hard!?

"If you really don't care, it won't hurt?" She didn't believe it.

She felt that she didn't care about those people at all. However, Yang Nuan's answer seemed not to be like this.

Only listen to Yang Nuan said: "yes, don't care, won't suffer."

Just like her, when the people of Yang family hurt themselves, at that time, she was really uncomfortable.

Even can't accept this world's relatives, why can treat their children like this.

But in the end, even if she didn't know that she was not Yang's family, she began to feel comfortable.

That means that her heart to that home is getting farther and farther away It's impossible to get close to.

Because the heart is far away, therefore, it is not uncomfortable.

"Maybe?" Half ring, Chen Weiling said.

Maybe as Yang Nuan said, she still cares about that family? Because care, so this heart, will suffer.

"It's just a group of people who don't care about you. Why do you care?"

"You're right!"

They don't care about themselves. Why should they care? Why should they suffer?