Chapter 169： If you can’t keep your heart, it’s okay to keep people

There seems to be something in his words.

I looked at Chu Xingzhi, the expression on his face was still faint. It seems that he was not worried or angry because of Gu Boqian's words.

"I always knew what I was doing."

Chu Xingzhi stood up: "I have things to do, Gu Dong first."

After speaking, he left directly.

When I got out of the office, I went back to my desk and wanted to numb my emotions with work, but when I sat down and looked at the documents, I couldn't get in.

The documents in front of me seemed to be transformed into the appearance of Gu Dong and Nan Sheng before, which bothered me.

After all, it's all my troubles.

Obviously knowing that he is impossible, but it just wants to be moved by him.

"Linxi."

Chu Xingzhi didn't know when, he walked up to me and called my name.

"Mr. Chu, I still have a lot of work to do, I"

I hurriedly put the papers in my hand on the desk, pretending to be working, he directly put my papers aside, took my hand, and pulled me back into the Emgrand.

This time, he came directly to the door of my hotel room and used my room key to open the door. The moment the door opened, he pulled me directly and yanked me in.

As soon as he entered the door, he pushed me against the door, his cold eyes seemed to be mixed with anger.

This trace of anger caused a wave of anger in my heart.

Shouldn't it be me who should be angry?

I am in such an embarrassing situation, of course for my own reasons, but isn't it also because he refuses to let me go?

"let me go!"

He pressed my hands firmly on the door, I struggled desperately, but it was still in vain.

It's like I want to escape from his side, but I can only struggle and get nothing.

"Are you angry?"

He looked at me and asked knowingly.

"I'm angry, mad at myself that I am stupid, knowing that you can't give me what I want, but still fell into it! I am mad at why I like you!"

I was so angry that I just blurted out.

The moment I said it, even myself was shocked.

The corners of his lips were stained with a smile, and the coldness in his eyes gradually disappeared.

"She won't move you again."

He released his right hand and fiddled with my hair. The hair ran across my face, making me feel a little uncomfortable.

"This is not the point."

The point is that every time I am with him, it feels like I am cheating.

The feelings I want are open and honest, at least in the sun, instead of sneaking like this, worrying about being discovered by Nan Sheng at any time.

"What's the point?"

He asked again, but I didn't know how to answer.

Does he really don't know, or is he fake?

"Every time I am with you, I feel like a sinner. I think it was stolen, do you understand?"

I am the kind of person I am the least contemptuous, deeply powerless.

"I and her are just exchanging equal amounts."

He frowned and didn't seem to understand why I thought so.

"In your opinion, it is an exchange. But for her, it may not be like this. Do you know why Nan Sheng didn't touch me at the end? Because of you, because she loves you."

I don't doubt Nan Sheng's feelings for Chu Xingzhi. Even though they were exchanged at the same price, Nan Sheng was indeed moved with sincerity.

"That's none of my business."

His answer was indifferent as if he was talking about other people, but it was him that Nan Sheng loved, wasn't it?

"My exchange with her did not include feelings."

He added another sentence. I looked at his eyes and instantly became responsible.

"So? But you still belong to her, don't you?"

He and I never seem to be able to talk about this issue together. I can't agree with his thoughts.

"I don't belong to her."

His words just made me feel like playing the piano against cows.

"Chu Xingzhi, one thing you can't avoid is that she will become your wife. Under such circumstances, if you want me to be with you, I will become your lover. No matter in anyone's eyes, I will become a character that everyone shouts and beats. I don't want my relationship with you to become like this, do you understand?"

This was the most direct thing I thought of, but he directly asked me: "Who dares to move you?"

I was so frustrated that this man's ability to blur the focus was never equal.

"It's not anyone who dares to move me, Chu Xingzhi, I can't pass the hurdle in my heart, can't pass it."

I really can't convince myself to be his lover. If he and Nan Sheng are really engaged or married someday, I will definitely do everything possible to disappear into his life and never appear.

At that time, I will be very painful, but I have to do it.

Although it is hypocritical and contrary to intentions, I think this is the best way for me and him.

"only you."

He looked into my eyes, his eyes darkened: "It was always you."

This sentence, if I change the usual, I will immediately relent. However, just facing the embarrassment of being hit by Nan Sheng and Gu Dong's beating on me, I was tired and had no courage.

"Chu Xingzhi, after the matter is over, will you let me go? I'm really tired."

My voice is a bit weak.

When I accompany him through this difficult time, I want to completely leave these things, these people.

I'm tired and don't want to continue fighting with Nan Sheng in this circle.

"Linxi."

His tone instantly became serious: "Give me time."

"I don't have the courage to wait any longer, I"

When I wanted to continue to persuade him to let me go, he directly sealed my lips, and all my words were swallowed.

He seems to be planning to use his kiss to confuse me and make me forget my persistence at the moment, but he doesn't know how tired I am.

If I continue to be with him, I will continue to face Nan Sheng's designs again and again, and even Gu Boqian will not let me go.

I admit, I'm timid.

I love him, but I don't want to get involved in all this, and I don't want to see him being made things difficult by Gu Boqian because of me.

The words Gu Boqian said when we left, have already explained everything.

He didn't let me go until I couldn't breathe.

"I won't let you go."

His voice was determined: "You should know that I won't let you go."

His words left me speechless.

Yes, if he doesn't let me go, I can't go at all.

He is such a smart man, his methods are enough to make me understand that confronting him, like a mayfly shaking a tree.

"You can control my people, but you can't control my heart."

I looked into his eyes and they met each other.

His expression instantly became cold, and even when he said it, it was like quenching the ice: "If you can't keep your heart, keep people, it's good."

Then he covered my lips again, simple and rude, driving straight forward, not giving me any room to shrink.

(The third shift has been updated, good night and good dreams)