Chapter 185： Leave it to him completely

A trace of surprise flashed in his eyes, and he didn't seem to expect me to do this.

I directly hugged his waist with both hands. He was only wearing a thin hospital gown, and I could even feel the curve of his waist muscles.

I feel a little bit ashamed, this is the first time I have been so proactive to a man.

When I was with Chu Nian, he took the initiative most of the time, so Chu Nian would often complain, blame me for not being active enough, and assume that I am a person with weak feelings.

Now I realized that I was not proactive enough for him, perhaps because I didn't love him enough.

I never thought that I would be so proactive to a person.

Taking the initiative to it made me a little bit unable to recognize myself.

After he was surprised, he immediately became enthusiastic. The active me, held tightly by him, became passive.

He kissed my lips tightly, and my nose was full of his breath.

He seems to be particularly passionate today.

It was so enthusiastic that I thought it was not him who stood in front of me.

He didn't lift me up until I was almost out of breath. My breathing was a bit short, and when I was picked up by him, my hands clasped his neck tightly, not dare to let go.

He lowered his head and looked at me in his arms, his eyes burning: "Are you sure?"

His eyes are dark, and the **** in him is so familiar to me.

This time, I was willing to be with him.

After experiencing this time, nothing is more important than my being with him.

I don't want if one day when I completely lose him, I will feel regret and regret it for life.

At least, I can cherish the time I have him now.

I nodded, a smile appeared at the corner of my mouth. He looked at me, the corners of his mouth raised slightly, and he hugged me to the bed.

We lived in a VIP ward. After putting me on the bed, he directly locked the door and walked slowly to the bed.

He leaned forward, lowered his head and kissed my lips, I could feel the heat on his lips.

His upper body was tightly against my chest.

Across the hospital gown, I can feel his body temperature, the heat is scary.

The buttons on my clothes were quickly opened by him.

One, two, three

I can clearly feel that the skin on my chest is exposed to the air. The cold wind blew and my body shrank a little.

He directly covered the body, making me instantly feel the warmth.

As he kissed me, his right hand was floating on the skin of my chest. I can even clearly feel the roughness of his fingertips. The place where his fingertips traversed, as if there was electricity flowing through, the tingling taste made me feel strange and uncomfortable.

The heat in his body made me feel like it could melt everything, and a trace of fear was born in my heart.

When his right hand continued to move down to reach my waist, my body moved backward involuntarily.

He seemed to be aware of my thoughts, and gently rubbed my lips, and whispered something in my ear: "Don't be afraid."

These two words seem to give me great courage.

He kissed my lips again, and I put my arms around his neck. My actions at the moment seemed to encourage him, and I obviously felt that his actions were not as gentle and tentative as before, but with his unique dominance, he started his aggression.

I looked at his eyes softly, trying to remember his eyes forever. At this moment, his eyes were finally not as cold as before, and they were full of enthusiasm, as if they could swallow people.

This kind of him makes me unfamiliar, and at the same time makes me more emotional.

In pain and joy, I leaned in his arms, breathing a little. I can hear his heartbeat, not as calm as usual, but with a hint of disorder.

"You and Chu Nian"

I looked up at him, and he looked down at me at the moment, his eyes were a little surprised and surprised.

He didn't seem to expect that I had been together with Chu Nian for so long, but never had a relationship with him.

"Perhaps, I don't love him enough."

After experiencing so many things, I finally understood why I was not proactive about Chu Nian at first, and why I would resist so much every time I wanted to go out and open a house with me in Chu Nian.

After all, I don't love him enough.

I felt Chu Xingzhi hold my hand harder, as if to embed my whole person in his arms.

None of us spoke, just listened to each other's heartbeats, it seemed that we were satisfied.

Until it got dark, after experiencing the previous things in the mountains, I leaned in his arms and fell asleep tiredly.

By the time I woke up, it was already the next morning.

Chu Xingzhi has left, not by my side. The sheets on the hospital bed have been changed, and even the hospital gown on my body has been changed.

I didn't expect that I actually slept so badly that the other party didn't even notice that the other party changed my bed sheet or hospital gown.

I looked at the bedside table next to the hospital bed. There was hot milk and bread on it. There was a note under the milk cup, which meant that he had been discharged from the hospital and returned to the company.

I couldn't help but feel a little lost. When I just wanted to get out of bed, I felt sore as if I was run over by a car. I couldn't stand firmly. If I didn't grab the bed, I would have fallen forward.

I sat down, and after eating early, I was quite awake.

There was nothing serious about my body. When I was about to pack my things and leave, a middle-aged woman with the appearance of a caregiver walked in front of me: "Miss Lin, you are awake. This is the **** soup that Mr. Chu explained to you, please. Drink it later."

Looking at the things in her hand, a smile appeared at the corner of her mouth, and she took Jiang Tang: "Thank you."

After drinking a few sips of **** soup, my whole body warmed up. The first thing after packing up and leaving the hospital, I came to the company.

Yesterday, because of an accident in the mountains, a lot of time was indeed lost.

Today I went back to the office to read the news and saw that we left yesterday. When it rained yesterday, a mudslide occurred in the mountains, and several vehicles were buried in the mudslide.

If it weren't for Shen Ran's timely rescue, we might have been trapped there yesterday, and we might even be trapped in a mudslide.

"coming."

When I was busy, Chu Xingzhi walked up to me and handed me a document: "This document will be completed and handed over to me within two hours."

After speaking, he turned and left.

Seeing his leaving figure, I felt a little inexplicably lost. It seems that since the events of last night, I have become more and more dependent on him. This is not a good phenomenon for me.

I bowed my head and was busy with my work. After finishing the documents, I took the documents and walked into his office.

As soon as I walked in, he directly pulled me in.

Immediately afterwards, he closed the office door and hugged me in his arms. This sudden movement made me a little surprised, as if he was different from the previous one.

"Does it still hurt?"

(The first three changes are completed at 11 o'clock)