"Don't think too much, my mother is getting older now, and she has seen a lot of things before. She won't do anything to you, she wants to see you and have children."
Chu Xingzhi's words relaxed a lot of my worries.
Since it's Mommy Fu, I will face her sooner or later, so I hesitated and nodded.
Early the next morning, Chu Xingzhi drove us to a nursing home near Hong Kong City.
The location here is a bit remote, but the surrounding environment is excellent.
Looking around, the trees are lush, and the sound of water and birds can be heard.
Just getting off the car, the fresh air here feels like a natural oxygen bar. It is indeed a good choice for recuperation here.
After getting out of the car, my mood was still a little worried.
Chu Xingzhi is pushing Xiao Rui's cart with one hand, and holding my cold hand with the other: "It's okay, she's very easy going now."
What he said didn't make me feel bad, on the contrary, it made me more nervous.
After the security guards outside verified our identity, Chu Xingzhi took me in and paid my mother’s room in a separate building. The decoration was as simple as ever, but very practical.
When Mom Fu saw me, a smile appeared on her face: "Xi, you are here."
Her whole person's spirit is much better than when she was in Sweden, like two people.
It seemed that when I went back to high school to play with Fu Hua's house, my mother Fu called my name in the same way.
She saw that I was no longer as crazy as I was in Sweden, but was able to hold my hand, as if back to the past.
At this time, Xiao Rui made a giggle, and Mother Fu reached out her hand, trying to hug the child. She turned her head and looked at me: "Xi, can you?"
Her tone was imploring, and I couldn't say anything against it, and nodded in agreement.
Xiao Rui was not afraid of life at all. When she was held by Fu's mother, she kept giggling. Her chubby little hands kept touching Fu's face, making Fu's mother very happy.
"It's so fast, I didn't expect you to get married so soon and have children."
Mother Fu was a little tired from playing with the child, and gave the child to Chu Xingzhi, and then said with emotion: "Xingzhi, you take the child out for a walk, Xiaoxi and I have something to say."
When Mom Fu said that, I was still a little worried when I remembered what happened last time.
Chu Xingzhi just squeezed my hand secretly, as if indicating that I didn't need to worry, and pushed the child away.
As soon as his figure disappeared, Mom Fu took my hand and sat down with her.
Her hands are not as slippery as before. I can feel a lot of calluses and scars on her palms. Over the years, she is afraid that she has suffered a lot.
"Xiaoxi, I'm sorry for the past. I have just gotten better recently, and slowly walked out of the past."
Mom Fu apologized to me. I was a little flattered and waved quickly: "Mom Fu, it's okay, you don't have to apologize."
"Also called Mom Fu? It's time to call Mom."
Mother Fu still looked at me with a smile: "These days, I am in my own life, and I still want to understand. The matter of the previous generation, just stay in the previous generation and end. You and Xingzhi should be good, and I will be happy. ."
Chu Xingzhi said that Fu's mother had figured it out, but I didn't believe it at first, but now it sounds like I really looked away.
"Your mother is actually a very good person, Xiaoxi, Xingzhi's father once approached her and wanted to take care of you, but she refused."
Fu's mother seemed to be in a memory: "I think I separated from Chu Xingzhi's father back then, partly because of my own reasons. Xiaoxi, stay with Xingzhi, he really loves you."
"If it wasn't for you all these years, I don't think he would have made it where he is today."
"In the beginning, something happened to him and he had secretly visited you, but you didn't know it."
"That's my son after all. How could I not know if he loves you."
Mother Fu took me to talk and talked, and her eyes gradually turned red.
"Mom, Xingzhi and I will be fine. You live here alone. I'm afraid you are not used to it. It's better to live with us. In this case, the family will be more lively."
I think Chu Xingzhi should hope that Fu's mother will live with us. After all, besides me and Xiao Rui, he has only Fu's mother.
"No, you guys are getting older and you should live by yourself. I live in this place alone, which is actually pretty good. The neighbors around here are about the same age as me. I chat with them every day and watch a TV show together. It just passed."
Mother Fu smiled happily, with tears in her eyes: "Xiaoxi, I just want your young couple to be good, and I'll be fine. Let alone the matter of living, each of you three Just visit me once a month."
As for Mom Fu, I don't know what to say.
"Almost forgot!"
Mother Fu seemed to have thought of something, and immediately took out a red envelope from her pocket and stuffed it into my hand abruptly: "This is what I wanted to be a mother-in-law. Wedding."
In Fu's mother's tone, there was a little regret.
I can only take the red envelope. After chatting with Mom Fu for a while, the two of us were busy in the kitchen together.
The advantage of this sanatorium is that in this single-family villa, there is a special kitchen, and there is a special person responsible for replenishing the food in the refrigerator every day.
I helped Fu's mother start, and in a short while, I made four dishes and one soup.
When Chu Xingzhi pushed the child back, Xiao Rui was already asleep.
The three of us ate the specialty dishes of Fu's mother, and I seemed to be back in those carefree times before, and the dishes were full of memories.
This meal was very warm.
When leaving the nursing home in the afternoon, although Mother Fu had a bit of disappointment in her eyes, she did not speak to leave us, but stood at the door and waved to us.
On the way back, I told Chu Xingzhi that Fu’s mother didn’t want to live with us. Chu Xingzhi was silent for a long time before he said: "Leave her alone. She has suffered a lot, and now she says What, let's just listen."
Chu Xingzhi said so, and I didn't say anything.
When we rushed to the entrance of the resort, we saw Fu Zhensheng arguing with the security guard at the entrance. He watched me coming and immediately rushed in front of me: "Linxi, can we talk?"
"I think there seems to be nothing to talk about between us."
I rejected his proposal. He approached me for his purpose.
What's more, the relationship between me and him now seems not suitable for chatting together.