The road leading to the teaching building is very quiet, and only two people's footsteps can be heard, light or shallow.
Xu Yan was half a step behind Lin Shen, thinking about how many times she had walked with him like this. At that time, what was in her mind, but now it is blurred, and she is reluctant to even explore.
She sighed secretly, after all, it was over.
Those unbearable days.
Thinking of it later, it will not be sweet, but the ease of finally getting out of the haze.
Lin Shen stopped suddenly.
Xu Yan also stopped immediately.
Lin Shen slowly turned around, his gaze fell on Xu Yan's face, and she saw her calm and faint, his eyes darkened, his thin lips were slightly pursed, and he asked softly, "You already like Su Yan?"Xu Yan looked at him, quickly filtering his words in his brain, and asked himself, has she already liked Su Yan?
like?
Still don't like it?
She thought for a while, and found that she couldn't get the answer, it should be somewhere between like and dislike.
Seeing that she was not speaking, Lin Shen pursed the corner of her mouth again and said, "I have got my graduation certificate and will leave school today."
Xu Yan nodded, "Congratulations Brother Lin for graduation."
The corner of Lin Shen's mouth was raised, his expression slightly mocked, "I got my graduation certificate, but lost the most important person. Any congratulations."
Xu Yan lowered his head and said nothing.
Lin Shen looked at her and hadn't seen her for many days. She didn't seem to have changed at all, she was still the same as before, and she seemed to have changed from the inside out. When facing him, he was silent and relaxed.
He looked at her for a moment and said, "Did you know that there is a crisis in Yuntian?"Xu Yan raised his head, looked at him, and nodded.
Lin Shen smiled and laughed at himself, "Why don't you know, I'm superfluous to ask."
Xu Yan didn't know what to say for a while. When facing him in the past, he always had nothing to say, but now he found that he really had nothing to say. It turns out that this is just letting go and dislike it.
Lin Shen was silent for a while, and said grimly, "Are we...really impossible?"
Xu Yan bit her lip and looked down at her toes. No one was passing by. She was very quiet. She could clearly hear her slow heartbeat, softly and faintly. At this moment, my chest suddenly became a little stuffy, and an inexplicable sadness surged.
Once upon a time, all she wanted was to be with him, but now, she finds that she can't make a step forward.
She was silent for a moment and whispered, "Brother Lin, I have been thinking before, what is it like to like someone? Do you like to give silently, or do everything possible to get it. I have been thinking about you for a long time, for three years. For so long, in the past three years, I chose the former."
Lin Shen pursed his lips and looked at her.
Xu Yan paused, and then whispered, "Two months ago, I saw Su Yan and experienced the latter. I only discovered that I might have used the wrong method all the time."
Lin Shen put his hand in his pocket and held it tightly.Xu Yan raised his head to look at him, his eyes were a little sore and choked, "However, I can't correct it anymore. When my heart faces you, my heart no longer accelerates."
Lin Shen turned around suddenly, his thin body trembling slightly.
Xu Yan lowered her head again. The feelings she had entrusted for three years, those heart-piercing pains, hurts that cannot be loved, because of the joy of every call he made, and the cautiousness of walking with him on every section of the road, they are like a passing river Wading through the heart, converged into a painting of the past.
In the future, you may still remember it, but that feeling will never come back.
She also didn't expect that this secret love she had in her best years of youth would end in this way.
But her heart had already pulled down the curtain, and the curtain was closed. She has no choice.
There was a long silence. It seemed that for a century, Lin Shen had calmed down, turned around slowly, and said hoarsely, "My company still has 5% of your shares. No matter when, it will not change."
Xu Yan raised his head and looked at him. Seeing that the pain in his eyes was very obvious, he quickly said, "No, Brother Lin, you don't have to be polite. Think about how I have not been very helpful to the company in the past few years. Take your shares. I am ashamed of it."
Lin Shen looked at her, "You don't accept me, even if you don't want to accept this 5% of the shares?"
Xu Yan shook his head, "It's not like this."Lin Shen smiled, with a bitter smile, "I know you are not short of money. But if you don't accept it, I think, I'm afraid I won't be able to get out of the shadow you gave me for the rest of my life."
Xu Yan was startled, when did she become his shadow?
Lin Shen said seriously, "Even if you don't accept me, I don't force it, but I don't want to be out of touch with you."
Xu Yan was silent again.
Lin Shen looked at her, "Before, I didn't call you for a week. I also knew that as long as I called, someone would answer your call. But now, not only is the phone unable to get through, it is also difficult for me to see you. God. I even think that if I don’t do anything or say anything, you might really be far away from me, just like this quietly, just as you quietly but domineeringly break into my eyes, let I know you, and disappeared from my life. You don’t care about my life now, and you don’t care about my company anymore. Even, I don’t know what to take except for my 5 percent share. I can have a little bit of it with you in the future."
Xu Yan lowered his head and looked at the ground, not knowing what to say.
She didn't expect it to be like this. In a short period of time, he and Lin Shen have walked countless times on the way to the teaching building on this campus. Only this time is really different.
The vicissitudes of life.
Lin Shen looked at her with a low voice, "Yuntian’s Young Master Su is really admirable. He taught me a profound lesson. I hope he can really save Yuntian’s crisis, and I hope that I will receive your invitation. Post."
Xu Yan raised his head.Lin Shen also said, "If you don't want 5% of the shares in your heart, you can treat it as my wedding gift in advance. How?"
Xu Yan looked at him. Lin Shen was a proud person. When it comes to this, if she shirks any more, she is afraid it will really hurt him.
He should have been injured in the car accident, and it should be extremely difficult to speak such a thing to her. She knows his temperament too well, and she cherishes words like gold. I also know what it's like to like someone to do him well and be afraid that he will refuse mercilessly.
She finally couldn't bear to refuse any more, and said in a relaxed tone of jokes, "Although I am not ready to marry him yet, since Brother Lin is so generous, I will accept it. Your company's shares are a permanent upside potential stock. .Just give it to me so easily, don’t regret it in the future."
Lin Shen looked at the fine water in her eyes, shook his head and smiled, "I won't regret it." After a pause, he put away his smile, and said, "If so..." After he uttered two words, he clenched his palm. , Let go again, feeling a meager cold sweat in the palm of his hand, he continued, "If one day, you find that you and Su Shao are not suitable, I am still willing to..."
Xu Yan jerked in his heart, turned away from the beginning, and looked into the distance. What he meant was that if she finds that she can't be with Su Yan, can she come back to him? Is he still willing to accept her?
The ease she had just now dissipated, and for a while, she felt that the tip of her heart was overflowing with bitter water, and she was about to flow upstream into a river.
In the past, she didn't even feel Lin Shen's liking for her at all, but now she slowly realized that he might care more about her than she thought.
But if she can't be with Su Yan, is it possible for her and Lin Shen?
There were countless voices in her heart, all saying, it's impossible!Regardless of whether she would marry Su Yan or not, she and Lin Shen couldn't, it was really impossible.
Love cannot be missed, hidden, misunderstood, and avoided. It is spent day by day, night after night, hiding behind and licking the wounds...
These, she and Lin Shen have both, and every step is like stepping on thorns.
It's impossible anymore.
She suppressed all the sourness, turned her head, looked at Lin Shen, twitched the corner of her mouth, and said softly, "Brother Lin, whether I marry Su Yan or not, if you marry in the future, please also give me an invitation. I will also wrap you a big red envelope."
Lin Shen's dim eyes dimmed for an instant, and he was silent for a while, then smiled and nodded, "Okay."
Xu Yan turned around and stopped staying any longer, fearing that he might cry.
She and Lin Shen, after the process of liking, crushing, expressing their hearts, proposing marriage, car accident, rejecting, he gave her 5% of the shares, she said that he would get married and she would give him a big red envelope, and so on. , After traveling through the sea of mind, I came to this result and stopped abruptly.
She hadn't thought about this result before, and Lin Shen shouldn't have thought about it either. This result cannot make her happy. But after all, she liked someone when she was young. After the quantitative change, she used the best effort to achieve the best result within the maximum limit.
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