Chapter 117: Resolutely

"Master, I'm in Zhuangzi." In the face of Kuang Ximing's substantive cold

gaze, the servant who opened the car door to break the silence said this

sentence timidly. There was something to say, but he shuddered. Then he

immediately retreated back, fearing that he would get into trouble again, and

he couldn't help but laugh.I pulled Kuang Xidong's sleeves and signaled her to go out soon-she had been

caught in the rain and caught the cold. If she had a fever, it would not be

good. She had to change her wet clothes as soon as possible and take a hot

bath."Let's go." She glanced at me angrily, but couldn't help but hooked up the

corner of her mouth. She stepped out of the sedan chair, helped me again, and

turned her head to several people standing on one side with their heads down.

The handsome boy ordered, "Prepare hot water and meals to the room.""Yes." The few people promised to retreat, and Kuang Ximing and I were also

welcomed into a room exuding bursts of medicinal fragrance.I watched as a few strong women carried two large bathtubs and a screen. I had

a vague premonition, and I was about to refuse. Unexpectedly, Kuang Ximing

seemed to have guessed that I was going to speak, and explained first. Said:

"Placed in one room, so that they don't have to run both ways to send hot

water... Besides, I have something to say to you, so it's more convenient."Tell her what to say, what can I do?Besides, I am the same woman as her and sisters. It’s no big deal to take a

bath in the same room. There is a screen in the middle, so there is no need to

hesitate. If I refuse to continue, it seems that I have something in my heart.

Ghost.I had done enough mental development, and thought I could accept it, but when

I looked up and saw Kuang Xidong, who had quickly stripped off his outer

shirt, blouse, and bottoms, leaving only a close-fitting coat, I suddenly lost

my ability to speak."You, you, you..." I pointed to her tremblingly and stammered for a long time,

and then reacted in her increasingly joking eyes, and quickly turned my back-

the self-regulation that was just now has long been thrown away. The dog, his

head is full of that snow-white body with a glimpse of surprise.I don’t know when I have such a good memory. I will take a glance, but it

seems to be frozen for a century and so long, as if I have traced that picture

countless times, and it was imprinted on mine. Mind; and as if it originally

existed somewhere deep in the mind, after the glimpse of that electric light

and flint, it awakened the deep memory...My brain was dizzy and painful, and my nose was also itchy. I rubbed my nose

with a headache, but I felt a slippery hand. When I looked down, it was a

little scarlet—a nosebleed!There is no more embarrassment.I wiped my nose fiercely with my sleeve, and while secretly spitting on my

lack of success, I couldn't help but slander the other party: What are you

doing so eagerly? At least you have to wait until the other side of the screen

to take it off...Hearing her unrestrained ridicule in my ears, my brain heated up, and I turned

my head angrily, and I was about to ridicule, but no longer saw the person.As far as I can see, there is only one screen with clothes hanging on it, and

a delicate silhouette is reflected on the thin screen.The Yiren slowly removed the last piece of cover, and gracefully lifted his

leg into the tub, immersed himself in it, and put hot water in one hand and

poured it on his neck—I only hate that my eyesight is so good that I can

clearly capture it. A drop of water followed the curve of the neck down,

across the collarbone, down, across the valley and gully, and then down, into

the unspeakable place... At this time, I hated my lack of sight. There was no

such thing. Through the perspective of breaking through walls, you can see

clearly and plainly, rather than thinking about it here.There was another chuckle in the ear, softer than before, and inexplicably

confusing.Just listen to her meaningful ridicule: "What are you still making? If you

don't wash it, the water will be cold.""Oh, let's wash it." Turning back in annoyance, he quickly took off his

clothes and dipped it into the bucket, trying his best not to look at the

screen-it was soaked in hot water, and the warmth melted, and it looked

particularly comfortable after being exposed to the rain. People relax

unconsciously.Halfway through the wash, I suddenly found that there was no movement next

door.I opened my eyes suddenly, but found that the person who was supposed to take

a bath next door was wearing a robe that was almost transparent after being

wetted by water, standing by the tub, staring at me intently, his eyes deep,

as if there were a thousand words Wanyu cannot be said clearly.I was dumbfounded, not knowing whether to scream or sink to cover the key

parts first.Looking at each other for a moment, she saw the corners of her lips slightly

bend, and casually picked up a bucket of hot water and poured it into my

bathtub, and then took many unnamed medicinal materials from the shelf on the

side and sprinkled them in the bathtub in turn. In; Soon, a sensation mixed

with soreness, numbness, swelling and pain came from the place in contact with

the water, and I couldn't help but snorted."Does it hurt?" She touched my drenched temples while keeping the action of

evenly spreading the medicine, and said with a full face, "This medicine is

different from the effect of the last detoxification, but it will be a little

painful. , You bear it, it will be better in a while.""...Well, fortunately, I can bear it." I didn't ask her what kind of medicated

bath is for treatment, in short, it is good for the body-she won't hurt me

anyway."Speaking of which, this room hasn't changed at all... Since we left last

time, I have let people lock this room. I taught the servants to clean it in a

hurry. Although there is still some smell, it is not ashes in the end, you

Don't dislike it, let's live it up." After stopping the action of sprinkling

the medicinal materials in her hand, she half leaned on the side of the wooden

barrel, in a posture that she wanted to talk to me for a long time, but didn't

care about our almost candid relative situation."Where is it so squeamish? I think the taste of Chinese medicine is pretty

good." I smiled and relaxed some of the muscles that had been tightened

suddenly because of her approach. At the same time, I calmly moved the

medicinal materials floating on the water in the middle. Dialed, covering the

looming scenery under the water."I still remember, it was here, I couldn't help but... kissed you for the

first time." She fluffed my hair, and suddenly said softly.I was taken aback, even the expression was fixed on my face.And as if she didn't know anything, she leaned close to my earlobe and said

softly: "At that time, you were so surprised, as if you were casted by someone

with a fixation spell. It was ridiculously tight, but also cute. "I rolled my eyes slowly, met her eyes, and swallowed slowly.Sure enough, the next moment I heard her faintly ask: "I remember these things

clearly... I just don't know, did you remember? My... Jianxin."——Oh, it's still to this point.From the moment she called the name in a sure tone, I knew that I could no

longer hide it.I have indeed recovered my memory, just constantly hypnotizing myself to

forget everything, deceiving myself and not wanting to admit it."...When did you find it?" I closed my eyes with a wry smile, and I asked in a

low voice, waiting for her to ask in anger."That time I forcefully kissed you, but you slapped me." The expected anger

did not happen, and her chin was slightly cool, but she stretched out her

finger to click on my cheek, and then lifted my chin. Rubbing back and forth.I opened my eyes helplessly, trying to free her fingers, but he was afraid of

the situation and did not dare to move too much, so as not to lose everything-

you know, I was trapped by her in the tub, but now it is one, silk, no, Hang,

it-the person who knows the current affairs is a handsome, it is best not to

offend her at this time, "Just because I reacted fiercely to control you? This

does not mean anything... I have never been willing to beat you before."If we talk about other flaws, how about the reason why she would recognize it

after hitting her? Isn't it too far-fetched?"Later, I called you Jianxin, but you didn't refute it. At that time, I had

doubts, but there was no evidence or confirmation." She smiled, staring at me

with clear eyes, and taught me to look away. It opened, but the looming snow

color under the pair of breathable shirts was reflected in the eyes again, and

he couldn't help but breathe quickly, and his heart beat faster, relying on

willpower to turn his attention abruptly."It's also possible that I was frightened at that time, causing chaos and no

response... How can you be sure?" Seeing her getting closer and closer, almost

touching my chest against my face, I had to sink into the water. After taking

a step back, she barely highlighted her encirclement."Yes, I'm not sure, so I have to accompany you in acting-I'm waiting, when you

are willing to admit and accept me." She didn't reluctantly rushed forward,

but looked straight at me. , The line of sight was fiery, teaching me like a

man on his back, not daring to look back."Then, I advise you to give up." Holding the edge of the wooden barrel

carefully stepping out of the body, regardless of the hot gaze from behind, I

pulled the robe hung on one side to cover myself, and hurriedly fastened the

belt, calming my mind. , Turned around and looked at her indifferently, and

said in a single word, "I won't forgive you."——Lies, betrayal, blood relationship, identity...There are too many grievances

between me and her, too many to be impossible, and these right and wrong are

by no means a simple forgiveness that can be eliminated.I thought we could start again, and under the guise of amnesia, we could get

along as sisters and live in peace...Why should we pierce this layer of window

paper and break the last connection between us?I don't care what she does to me, but I can't bear Kuang Xiqing's life and

stay with her in peace of mind.I have evaded, been confused, and impulsive, but I can't beat the voice from

the bottom of my heart after I clarify everything, reminding me over and over

again: Jiang Zhuo, kill Kuang Xiqing.I can't hurt her hair with a hand, let alone revenge for one life for another.Therefore, I can only punish myself."Jiang Zhuo...I hate you." The moment I passed by her side, I felt a sharp

pain in my heart and itching in my throat, like a piece of flesh and blood

from my heart, "I never want to see you ."I saw the teasing and obsession in her eyes fade away a little bit, and the

confidence and light in her eyes shattered a little bit, leaving only the

empty eyes, reflecting my indifferent face.I heard my own cold words without emotion, like a double-edged sword, piercing

her chest fiercely, and drawing blood dripping from my sword-holding hands.The door closed behind her back, and she heard the muffled groan of her

kneeling on the ground, as well as the screams and whimpers that suppressed

the pain.I tightened my fists, feeling the tingling of my nails on my palms, and

swallowed the sweetness in my mouth forcefully, forcing myself to take a step

and gradually walk away.——You lied to me once, and I lied to you once, we are both cleared, okay?Since then...every day, we will never see each other again.