"Well." Yun fan nodded to Fang Ling, but at the same time he felt guilty.
After all, he probably knew what was going on, but he didn't tell Fang Ling the truth.
Even he didn't know how to choose. From the day he found Susu pregnant to now, he was thinking about how to solve the problem perfectly every day. He couldn't hurt any of them.
However, he couldn't think of any good way.
Their three people's emotional entanglement for 200 years, which is also mixed with friendship, kindness, the situation is very complex, only one-on-one words, is bound to hurt them, no one is immune.
But what can he do?
He was desperate, too.
Late at night, Yun fan sleeps with Fang Ling, his back to her, and his mood has already gone to Su Su.
Su Su is trapped in the Dharma array and is becoming haggard.
When they go to visit her, she often yells hysterically at them, saying that they imprison her and ask them to let her go
Sometimes she would be in a daze for a long time, no one would care.
Every time he faced such Su Su, he felt very guilty and couldn't bear to see her turn into that.
After these days of accumulation, his mood also reached a critical point of outbreak.
The idea of making a choice came out of his mind, which had been in his mind for many days.
He closed his eyes helplessly and felt that he really had to make a choice. This matter can't be delayed any longer. He really can't hurt Su Su any more.
There are some things that he doesn't want to do, but he has to do.
Because this is a world that people can't help themselves.
Freedom is such a luxury.
……
The next morning, Fang Ling went to the new medicine field as usual.
Now her work in Zhan Tianfu is mainly to develop new medicine fields.
When she came back, she found that Yunfan's new elixir was profitable, so she decided to open up new drug fields and recruit some new students.
Yun fan taught her the method of cultivating the new elixir, and now she has been busy cultivating the elixir.
Yunfan's work in zhantianfu is still to work on armor in forging workshop.
Now he has made great progress in the research of armor. He has developed many new types of armor, but they have been accumulated. They will become a sharp weapon for Zhan Tianfu to enter the armor market. Now he is the only one to master the technology, and all kinds of patents are in the application stage.
But this morning, instead of going to the forge, he went to the star picking tower.
Su Su's affairs are not solved. He has no intention to do things. These days, he feels that he is muddled every day, and his mind is almost all on her.
This matter has become his heart knot.
He knew that he was to blame himself, but he didn't want to escape. He knew that he should face all this and clean up the mess as much as possible.
Yunfan came outside the Jiexing building, entered the Dharma array, directly opened the door and entered the Jiexing building.
There was no one on the first floor, so he went straight up to the second floor.
God knows a probe, cloud fan then probed Su Su Su body's bedroom on the second floor.
He came to the bedroom door on the second floor. Instead of pushing the door directly, he raised his hand and knocked on the door.
In the bedroom, Su Su was lying on the bed in a daze. She had already noticed his arrival, but even if he knocked on the door, she still didn't make any response and was still in a daze.
Unable to wait for a response, Yun fan pushes the door and sees Su Su lying on the bed.
Today, she still keeps her ugly face and doesn't want to admit her identity.
Yunfan came in, she still did not have any reaction, even did not look at him.
He came to the bed and sat down. He reached for her hand, but she quickly moved it away.
Yunfan face reluctantly, she does not want to let him touch, he does not force, he sighed: "Su Su, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you."
Susu moved his ear, and there was no other reaction.
Yun fan put away his helpless look, and said to her seriously: "Su Su, I think clearly, I want to take this responsibility, so I decided to confess all this to Fang Ling. Even if I'm sorry for her, I have to make this choice, I can't leave you mother and son."
Su Su's pupil shrank, and then he turned to look at him, but he didn't speak.
Seeing that she finally had an obvious reaction, Yun fan was in a better mood. He said in a warm voice: "I know what you are worried about. Don't worry, I won't let Fang Ling hate you. I will confess the fact that I forced you. Your position is the victim. This is not your fault."
"Are you sick? When are you going to keep me? Give me freedom! " Fang Ling suddenly got up, suddenly burst up, pulled on the quilt is wrapped to his head, but also pushed him out of bed.
Yunfan took down the quilt wrapped in his head, and his expression became helpless again.
She was acting a little crazy, but he believed that she was not really crazy, just expressing that she didn't want to hear him say that.
But if he forces her again, he doesn't know if she will be really driven crazy
The ridge in her heart is really too high, so high that she can walk through it completely.
Even if she didn't want to hear it, he felt that he had to tell her clearly, at least give her some psychological preparation.
Putting the quilt back on the bed, Yunfan sat down again and said in a warm voice: "I think clearly. If you like, we can go to another strange place to live. I will leave everything here to Fang Ling, which is to make up for my debt to her. I want to start over with you and live a good life, even if it's just a simple life. "
"I'll let go of all the grievances in the world. We just need to live our own life. You can go anywhere. Anywhere in Daqin, as long as it's what you like, you can go to the outside world, as long as you like. "
Turning to Su Su, he continued: "today I will explain all this to Fang Ling. In a few days, I will hand over Zhan Tianfu to her, and then I will take you away from here, OK? Would you like to come with me? "
Su Su picked up the quilt again, wrapped it on his head, and pushed him out of bed, "let me out! Asshole!! What are you trying to do to me?! I'm going to kill people! "
Yun fan put the quilt on the bed again and sighed: "this is the best solution I can think of. I know you won't be satisfied, but I can't let the child be born without a father. Susu, don't do this again, OK? Talk to me, will you? "
She lay on the bed and ignored him as if she could not hear him.
In fact, the whole process of communication, she did not hear him speak, the two are not on the same channel.
"If you don't respond, I'll take it as your default. I'll explain all this to Fang Ling and take responsibility. I know it must have hurt you too. I'm sorry. I'll make up for you with time and company. I hope you can forgive me. "
Leave this sentence, cloud all then helplessly left pick Star building.
When he returned to the forge, he had already started to prepare for the handover.
Many things and techniques of Zhan Tianfu need to be handed over to Fang Ling. He needs to be well prepared for them.
That night, Yunfan had dinner with Fangling.
Originally, she had been doing the task of cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, but today he insisted that she take a rest and clean up the dishes and chopsticks by himself.
Fang Ling has nothing to do and sits in the living room watching the news.
He came to her and sat down with a heavy face.
After several hesitations and courage, he finally said, "Fang Ling, I have something to tell you."
"Coincidentally, I have one thing to tell you."
Fang Ling turned to look at him, showing a charming smile, "do you say it first or do I say it first?"